u/Fit-Inspection-3442

You did this, all I did was love you. Sorry for holding you accountable. What a terrible person I am.

I don’t understand, it’s like your entitled to having multiple relationships simultaneously…. Why do you think this is ok?! it’s a toxic cycle and I’m sure it’s like that with every single person that you’re dealing with. I need a support group at this point, I feel like a victim we’re in the twilight zone!!!! I HATE IT HERE!!!

know everything, I found your Reddit…

I looked up how many people are on Reddit…. It’s said 121 million daily users.

What are the odds that I would come across you?? And you and you… Down a rabbit hole I wasn’t planning on going down till almost 5 AM in the morning.

I know you hate that word hole, holessssssss.

My intuition was right about everything.
I was worried about other girls … there were plenty.

Looks like that was the least of my worries. Somehow I already knew all of this.

I honestly think god gave me the gift of discernment, theirs no way I could have just “known”. But I did.

It was never the same after I went away. I moved back from Victoria and things were different.
Somehow, I knew that’s when you really got into all this..

After everything you put me through… after everything I lost. Time with the girls, Our baby. The one I really can’t get over.

I don’t understand. We’ve been done for a while, we both know it’s true. But I guess confirmation of everything I suspected makes this feel fresh again.

Like it’s the first day after a devastating betrayal, a loss so great, the kind of loss that changes your brain chemistry. It changes the trajectory of your life.

You were never real, this was all a lie. How could you do this to me. You were the greatest love i had ever experienced. Far stronger than my 17 year marriage.

I guess this is my karma. No sin is worse than the other. All is fair in love and war. You killed my soul.

Lesson learned, jokes on me. It’s sick because I still love you so much but I don’t even know who you are. I don’t think you do either.

I don’t look at sex the same I’ll never trust anymore fully ever again. I will move on and get married again. I won’t have to worry or struggle. They will be honest, they will be faithful. They will worship me and want to give me a soft life and I will let them.

I will be all of those things to them as well, but I’ll never be able to love fully the way I did with you.

You ruined that. You took that from me. The way someone took that from you. That’s not fair. Your trauma has become my trauma. Why did you do that to me?

I could go on and on. I just wanted you to know that I know…
This is real. You’re not tripping.

No more B&C
❌☯️

You let me down.