Never accepted, always discriminated
Its a curse to born as someone who never gets accepted. Innoru sub la caste discrimination pannadha nu sonnadhuku, I got called in a certain casteist slur word.
My entire childhood, I was called "Madhrasi", growing up in the North and NE, because of my dad's low paying job in the North, even though he served the country. After returning to TN, never got accepted as "Tamil enough", and mocked for my tamil, even though I put so much effort into learning the language because of my sheer love for it.
Idhella vitu pona nammala yaarum discriminate panna maatanga nu, I got into a foreign university entirely funded by an elite scholarship, only to face minor racism as an "Indian".
Poragoraiku ponna vera porandhuten. Natta, karuppu nu physical judgements vera.
I realised I can never escape this cycle. And never get accepted.
(Also thankful for those very few friends I have, who never asked me about my backgrounds and have always been there for me)
Fucking hate being born into this world