u/Fuzzy_the_squish6r

I was told thay the only way to get to heaven is by the sacriments and the sacrimental grace they dispense, so do all atheist or non baptized member dont go to heaven? I know we aren't God, so we cant tell if anyone goes to heaven or hell or purgatory.but it leaves a bad taste in my mouth knowing that anyone who isn't a believer or doesn't get saved and just goes straight to hell. But I guese that has to be the truth? Maybr not?I dont know, and I hunger for the truth. Do I listen to what the older adults are feeding Me into or make my own choices. Is this fucking selfishness or blasphemy atp with how egotistical it sounds (especially since like i stated, humans can not determine the fate of those who pass on)?

Whats next

I feel like nobody tolerates me from venting, and i cant feel like they all just dont hate me. To top that off I have a fear of being canceled after sending something so graphic just because I was in an argument. It feels so fucking stupid but so painful I contemplated swallowing my pills despite being surrounded by people who care or try . Im ashamed at myself. I feel greedy and selfish. I fucked it up over one damn argument and im alone again

I feel like nobody tolerates me from venting, and i cant feel like they all just hate me. To top that off I have a fear of being canceled after sending something so graphic just because I was in an argument. It feels so fucking stupid but so painful I contemplated suicide.even being surrounded by people feels useless. Im ashamed at myself. I feel greedy and selfish

While playing a game, i spotted a big old ant stuck inside my monitor, how would i kill the poor bastard? Will i have to dismantle it? Im not so tech savy

If I agree with some of its stances and am attracted to it in a way, am i highkey paranoid or a Satanist? If so, am i supost to "re convert" or something? I don't know anything rn in in a shitty mental state ig. Think because its allways been seen as evil but I never truly was told why

I was doing fine at night until I had alot on my mind, now nor only do I feel detached from my body as if im spectating, but its hard for me to imagine anything, I could have sworn I heard something in my brain before panicking, unless im just paranoid again. Asking reddit since if I dare talking to my family they wouldn't understand and brush me off