u/General_Pomelo1923

الي جابوا ٧-٨ في IELTS(ايلتس)

كيف جبتوها وكم كان مستواكم قبل الاختبار،يعني انا مثلا شخص اعرف انجليزي بشكل جيد واقدر اتكلم بشكل متوصل بالأنجليزي بطلاقة،فابحالة مثل حالتي وش التجهيزات الي احتاجها قبل الاختبار عشان احصل ٧-٨

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u/General_Pomelo1923 — 3 days ago

كيف ابتعث بعد الثانوية ؟

السلام عليكم انا ناوي ابتعث بعد الثانوية وابي اعرف المتطلبات وهل صعب وكيف اسهل الامور،مبدئيا انا ابي ابتعث الى كاليفورنيا تحديدا،وابي ادرس طب نفس،فهل ممكن هذا الشيء او انه صعب جدا ؟،ومن ناحية اللغة الإنجليزية فما علي خوف كذلك قياس والخ،

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u/General_Pomelo1923 — 4 days ago
▲ 8 r/GuyCry

Not saying my problem is bigger than any of the sub but I just need help

I was diagnosed with depression and started taking pills and doing stuff they advised me on,then I tried to kill my self overdoseing,but as you can see I failed,then they doubled the pills and I did more on their advice,but nothing changed except getting worse,I feel constant emotional sharp pain dead in the middle of my chest,physical pain also although out my body at all times,muscle and bones,headaches aren’t unusual either,my body is lazy and numb,moving or doing any activity hurts and just gives pain,even moving my eyes hurt,I only feel despair,moving just makes the pain worse but it doesn’ mean there isn’t a constant emotional and physical pain all over me even without moving,pain pain pain pain pain pain pain,for people after hardship come ease,yet I only see after hardship comes more pain,I used get tired and exhausted in pain but then get home alone and rest with my depression but now the pain doesn’t leave me after hardship,I only enjoyed sleeping but now each night I sleep I get nightmares of the worst scenarios in my life,I lost motivation in anything,my family got bored and tired of my depression,from what I hear from them they just feel like I am a heavy weight to carry and got tired of helping,school was the same,at first they understood now they treat me like I don’t have depression,my mom just thinks why is my son such a dick,have everything he needs and just rot in his bed,although I still get straight A+’s she still want the me before opening who didn’t complain everyday about life,she thinks that because I have no reason for being this depressed that I am ever lying or hiding something from her,but I am not,I have no idea why I am in such pain,I did all what my therapist asked me to do and nothing helped,I feel like my family hate me,they love their “son” not me,I have no reason to why I am in pain,they checked my vitamins and said it is all fine,yet I am in so much pain,pain pain pain pain pain,I can’t focus at anything,my back my legs my neck my arms my bones all hurt,with that sharp blade of emotional pain cutting into me,sometimes I feel my heart is being eaten alive all because of pain,my family don’t believe my school lost patient I have no support left,even my “friends” consider depression fake so I can’t open up to them,I am in so much despair,I don’t wanna hurt myself,or kill myself,I can’t even if I would,I am just trapped,no support,no hope,just pain,and I can’t think of one thing that will cure my pain,no girlfriend or friends,nothing,nothing I could think about,I am only 15,and in so much pain,my parents are starting to hate me as well….,fuck I got nothing left man,I had so many dreams and potential and everytime it just get crushed in front of me,mphhhhhhhhhhhhhh,any help at all ?

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u/General_Pomelo1923 — 4 days ago

Any advice on my pain ?

I was diagnosed with depression and started taking pills and doing stuff they advised me on,then I tried to kill my self overdoseing,but as you can see I failed,then they doubled the pills and I did more on their advice,but nothing changed except getting worse,I feel constant emotional sharp pain dead in the middle of my chest,physical pain also although out my body at all times,muscle and bones,headaches aren’t unusual either,my body is lazy and numb,moving or doing any activity hurts and just gives pain,even moving my eyes hurt,I only feel despair,moving just makes the pain worse but it doesn’ mean there isn’t a constant emotional and physical pain all over me even without moving,pain pain pain pain pain pain pain,for people after hardship come ease,yet I only see after hardship comes more pain,I used get tired and exhausted in pain but then get home alone and rest with my depression but now the pain doesn’t leave me after hardship,I only enjoyed sleeping but now each night I sleep I get nightmares of the worst scenarios in my life,I lost motivation in anything,my family got bored and tired of my depression,from what I hear from them they just feel like I am a heavy weight to carry and got tired of helping,school was the same,at first they understood now they treat me like I don’t have depression,my mom just thinks why is my son such a dick,have everything he needs and just rot in his bed,although I still get straight A+’s she still want the me before opening who didn’t complain everyday about life,she thinks that because I have no reason for being this depressed that I am ever lying or hiding something from her,but I am not,I have no idea why I am in such pain,I did all what my therapist asked me to do and nothing helped,I feel like my family hate me,they love their “son” not me,I have no reason to why I am in pain,they checked my vitamins and said it is all fine,yet I am in so much pain,pain pain pain pain pain,I can’t focus at anything,my back my legs my neck my arms my bones all hurt,with that sharp blade of emotional pain cutting into me,sometimes I feel my heart is being eaten alive all because of pain,my family don’t believe my school lost patient I have no support left,even my “friends” consider depression fake so I can’t open up to them,I am in so much despair,I don’t wanna hurt myself,or kill myself,I can’t even if I would,I am just trapped,no support,no hope,just pain,and I can’t think of one thing that will cure my pain,no girlfriend or friends,nothing,nothing I could think about,I am only 15,and in so much pain,my parents are starting to hate me as well….,fuck I got nothing left man,I had so many dreams and potential and everytime it just get crushed in front of me,mphhhhhhhhhhhhhh,any help at all ?

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u/General_Pomelo1923 — 4 days ago

[L] I am in such pain

I was diagnosed with depression and started taking pills and doing stuff they advised me on,then I tried to kill my self overdoseing,but as you can see I failed,then they doubled the pills and I did more on their advice,but nothing changed except getting worse,I feel constant emotional sharp pain dead in the middle of my chest,physical pain also although out my body at all times,muscle and bones,headaches aren’t unusual either,my body is lazy and numb,moving or doing any activity hurts and just gives pain,even moving my eyes hurt,I only feel despair,moving just makes the pain worse but it doesn’ mean there isn’t a constant emotional and physical pain all over me even without moving,pain pain pain pain pain pain pain,for people after hardship come ease,yet I only see after hardship comes more pain,I used get tired and exhausted in pain but then get home alone and rest with my depression but now the pain doesn’t leave me after hardship,I only enjoyed sleeping but now each night I sleep I get nightmares of the worst scenarios in my life,I lost motivation in anything,my family got bored and tired of my depression,from what I hear from them they just feel like I am a heavy weight to carry and got tired of helping,school was the same,at first they understood now they treat me like I don’t have depression,my mom just thinks why is my son such a dick,have everything he needs and just rot in his bed,although I still get straight A+’s she still want the me before opening who didn’t complain everyday about life,she thinks that because I have no reason for being this depressed that I am ever lying or hiding something from her,but I am not,I have no idea why I am in such pain,I did all what my therapist asked me to do and nothing helped,I feel like my family hate me,they love their “son” not me,I have no reason to why I am in pain,they checked my vitamins and said it is all fine,yet I am in so much pain,pain pain pain pain pain,I can’t focus at anything,my back my legs my neck my arms my bones all hurt,with that sharp blade of emotional pain cutting into me,sometimes I feel my heart is being eaten alive all because of pain,my family don’t believe my school lost patient I have no support left,even my “friends” consider depression fake so I can’t open up to them,I am in so much despair,I don’t wanna hurt myself,or kill myself,I can’t even if I would,I am just trapped,no support,no hope,just pain,and I can’t think of one thing that will cure my pain,no girlfriend or friends,nothing,nothing I could think about,I am only 15,and in so much pain,my parents are starting to hate me as well….,fuck I got nothing left man,I had so many dreams and potential and everytime it just get crushed in front of me,mphhhhhhhhhhhhhh,any help at all ?

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u/General_Pomelo1923 — 5 days ago

Has the guys ever mentioned joe after the allegations ?

After joe left the show and the allegations came I never seen them together nor mentioning each other,even when they get scenes from earlier seasons they try their best to cut joe off and it kinda sad ngl,so have joe or any of the guys mentioned that there still friends or met each other ever after the allegations came?

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u/General_Pomelo1923 — 5 days ago

I am in such pain

I was diagnosed with depression and started taking pills and doing stuff they advised me on,then I tried to kill my self overdoseing,but as you can see I failed,then they doubled the pills and I did more on their advice,but nothing changed except getting worse,I feel constant emotional sharp pain dead in the middle of my chest,physical pain also although out my body at all times,muscle and bones,headaches aren’t unusual either,my body is lazy and numb,moving or doing any activity hurts and just gives pain,even moving my eyes hurt,I only feel despair,moving just makes the pain worse but it doesn’ mean there isn’t a constant emotional and physical pain all over me even without moving,pain pain pain pain pain pain pain,for people after hardship come ease,yet I only see after hardship comes more pain,I used get tired and exhausted in pain but then get home alone and rest with my depression but now the pain doesn’t leave me after hardship,I only enjoyed sleeping but now each night I sleep I get nightmares of the worst scenarios in my life,I lost motivation in anything,my family got bored and tired of my depression,from what I hear from them they just feel like I am a heavy weight to carry and got tired of helping,school was the same,at first they understood now they treat me like I don’t have depression,my mom just thinks why is my son such a dick,have everything he needs and just rot in his bed,although I still get straight A+’s she still want the me before opening who didn’t complain everyday about life,she thinks that because I have no reason for being this depressed that I am ever lying or hiding something from her,but I am not,I have no idea why I am in such pain,I did all what my therapist asked me to do and nothing helped,I feel like my family hate me,they love their “son” not me,I have no reason to why I am in pain,they checked my vitamins and said it is all fine,yet I am in so much pain,pain pain pain pain pain,I can’t focus at anything,my back my legs my neck my arms my bones all hurt,with that sharp blade of emotional pain cutting into me,sometimes I feel my heart is being eaten alive all because of pain,my family don’t believe my school lost patient I have no support left,even my “friends” consider depression fake so I can’t open up to them,I am in so much despair,I don’t wanna hurt myself,or kill myself,I can’t even if I would,I am just trapped,no support,no hope,just pain,and I can’t think of one thing that will cure my pain,no girlfriend or friends,nothing,nothing I could think about,I am only 15,and in so much pain,my parents are starting to hate me as well….,fuck I got nothing left man,I had so many dreams and potential and everytime it just get crushed in front of me,mphhhhhhhhhhhhhh,any help at all ?

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u/General_Pomelo1923 — 11 days ago

[L] I am in so much pain

I was diagnosed with depression and started taking pills and doing stuff they advised me on,then I tried to kill my self overdoseing,but as you can see I failed,then they doubled the pills and I did more on their advice,but nothing changed except getting worse,I feel constant emotional sharp pain dead in the middle of my chest,physical pain also although out my body at all times,muscle and bones,headaches aren’t unusual either,my body is lazy and numb,moving or doing any activity hurts and just gives pain,even moving my eyes hurt,I only feel despair,moving just makes the pain worse but it doesn’t’ mean there isn’t a constant emotional and physical pain all over me even without moving,pain pain pain pain pain pain pain,for people after hardship come ease,yet I only see after hardship comes more pain,I used get tired and exhausted in pain but then get home alone and rest with my depression but now the pain doesn’t leave me after hardship,I only enjoyed sleeping but now each night I sleep I get nightmares of the worst scenarios in my life,I lost motivation in anything,my family got bored and tired of my depression,from what I hear from them they just feel like I am a heavy weight to carry and got tired of helping,school was the same,at first they understood now they treat me like I don’t have depression,my mom just thinks why is my son such a dick,have everything he needs and just rot in his bed,although I still get straight A+’s she still want the me before opening who didn’t complain everyday about life,she thinks that because I have no reason for being this depressed that I am ever lying or hiding something from her,but I am not,I have no idea why I am in such pain,I did all what my therapist asked me to do and nothing helped,I feel like my family hate me,they love their “son” not me,I have no reason to why I am in pain,they checked my vitamins and said it is all fine,yet I am in so much pain,pain pain pain pain pain,I can’t focus at anything,my back my legs my neck my arms my bones all hurt,with that sharp blade of emotional pain cutting into me,sometimes I feel my heart is being eaten alive all because of pain,my family don’t believe my school lost patient I have no support left,even my “friends” consider depression fake so I can’t open up to them,I am in so much despair,I don’t wanna hurt myself,or kill myself,I can’t even if I would,I am just trapped,no support,no hope,just pain,and I can’t think of one thing that will cure my pain,no girlfriend or friends,nothing,nothing I could think about,I am only 15,and in so much pain,my parents are starting to hate me as well….,fuck I got nothing left man,I had so many dreams and potential and everytime it just get crushed in front of me,mphhhhhhhhhhhhhh,any help at all ? Because I am suffering out here

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u/General_Pomelo1923 — 12 days ago

I am in so much pain I can’t continue doing this

I was diagnosed with depression and started taking pills and doing stuff they advised me on,then I tried to kill my self overdoseing,but as you can see I failed,then they doubled the pills and I did more on their advice,but nothing changed except getting worse,I feel constant emotional sharp pain dead in the middle of my chest,physical pain also although out my body at all times,muscle and bones,headaches aren’t unusual either,my body is lazy and numb,moving or doing any activity hurts and just gives pain,even moving my eyes hurt,I only feel despair,moving just makes the pain worse but it doesn’t’ mean there isn’t a constant emotional and physical pain all over me even without moving,pain pain pain pain pain pain pain,for people after hardship come ease,yet I only see after hardship comes more pain,I used get tired and exhausted in pain but then get home alone and rest with my depression but now the pain doesn’t leave me after hardship,I only enjoyed sleeping but now each night I sleep I get nightmares of the worst scenarios in my life,I lost motivation in anything,my family got bored and tired of my depression,from what I hear from them they just feel like I am a heavy weight to carry and got tired of helping,school was the same,at first they understood now they treat me like I don’t have depression,my mom just thinks why is my son such a dick,have everything he needs and just rot in his bed,although I still get straight A+’s she still want the me before opening who didn’t complain everyday about life,she thinks that because I have no reason for being this depressed that I am ever lying or hiding something from her,but I am not,I have no idea why I am in such pain,I did all what my therapist asked me to do and nothing helped,I feel like my family hate me,they love their “son” not me,I have no reason to why I am in pain,they checked my vitamins and said it is all fine,yet I am in so much pain,pain pain pain pain pain,I can’t focus at anything,my back my legs my neck my arms my bones all hurt,with that sharp blade of emotional pain cutting into me,sometimes I feel my heart is being eaten alive all because of pain,my family don’t believe my school lost patient I have no support left,even my “friends” consider depression fake so I can’t open up to them,I am in so much despair,I don’t wanna hurt myself,or kill myself,I can’t even if I would,I am just trapped,no support,no hope,just pain,and I can’t think of one thing that will cure my pain,no girlfriend or friends,nothing,nothing I could think about,I am only 15,and in so much pain,my parents are starting to hate me as well….,fuck I got nothing left man,I had so many dreams and potential and everytime it just get crushed in front of me,mphhhhhhhhhhhhhh,any help at all ? Because I am suffering out here

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u/General_Pomelo1923 — 12 days ago