u/GioFront

I've been single for the 20 years I've been alive and I'm just at a point where I don't even want to try anymore. I've tried in person to meet people and it hasn't worked out for me ever. I tried dating apps and have had no success at all, felt like a crappy person using them. I am thinking of just giving up on dating for the rest of my life, it isn't worth it anymore to me to try and get something that I clearly am not meant to have. I would rather die alone than attempt to put myself back out there where I know I'm not wanted. I've only wanted to find love in my life more than anything else, I just want someone who could be my best friend and we could do everything with together but that is never gonna happen in my lifetime and I've accepted it. I just feel like shutting down is the best thing to do. Love just isn't meant for me.

I went on my first ever date in my life and I'm absolutely petrified. She was extremely fun and I absolutely loved spending time with her, listening to her be a nerd and her singing her favourite songs to me. I haven't heard back from her yet and I'm super worried, we had a great time and the date ended really well. It's been stressing me out all day and I'm not sure if I messed up since this is the first time I've ever done this and I'm not sure if I completely messed things up with her already. I've been stressing myself out about it all day waiting for her to reach out. I'm trying really hard to hold back my tears right now cause I'm worried we won't have a second date.

I had always resented the fact I had seen so much of myself in Bojack. I had wanted to shut it off since I didn't like that I saw so many of my own self destructive behaviors in Bojack and that like him I would always go back to some kind of trauma from my youth to justify why I did terrible things. I had lost so many friends throughout my time growing up because I would always mess up and blame them. On this subsequent rewatch though I didn't feel that resentment towards Bojack or myself as I had on my previous 4 watches of the show before. And I finally felt like watching that final episode an hour ago, as a more mature and healthier version of myself, that the ending Bojack and Diane and everyone else get isn't meant to be a bad one. It's a bittersweet ending. It isn't one telling you to give up, and that you need to own up to your mistakes even if the consequences hurt. I had finished watching and instead of feeling angry at Bojack or Diane like I always had in the past watching the show, I just cried. I just sat there and cried. I think I'm finally in the right headspace to understand why this show works. I look forward to next time I decide to rewatch this fantastic show and feel all these things all over again.

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I really want to get a physical copy of the whole trilogy with English subtitles, don't have any issue with region availability since I have a region free 4K/blu-ray player. I'm just not sure which one to get, should I get the Tartan Asia Extreme or Arrow video release? I plan on saving up for it in a couple months and was wondering what anyone who owns these would say is the best release to get or if there is another one worth watching?

I am playing through all the OG 4 Silent Hill games for the first time and my goal is to get what are the best endings for each game, I got the Good+ ending on Silent Hill 1, I know that for Silent Hill 3 you get the good ending by default, and I'm gonna wait until I get to SH4 before trying to figure that out.

But for Silent Hill 2 I can't seem to find any good guides on how to get the In Water ending, lots of people say following the guides they still get the Leave ending. What would you guys say is the best way to get the In Water ending in Silent Hill 2 OG?