u/Gudumba_Shankari_

this show postponed right

anyone applied for a refund for tickets ?

nak em response rale inka form fill chesaka

Thathaya who generally doesnt cook made me omelette today em tinanu ani gola chesthunte

also i was acting drunk idk why majjiga thagthe mothu vache type nenu 🤣

nen chesina allari choosi nake navu vachindi considering in am 22 😭

then they called me a madwomen

then i started singing mad women by Taylor Swift like a mad women 🤣

then he labelled me no one can ever bear me ( you know the Telugu transaction 🌝)

damn it feels soo good

results vache varuk thathaya valla intlone undham ankuntuna ma intlo slump and sad only ...

Ahh this movie hit me :), Love story bagundali anta vallu tiskuna point manak entha ekkithe antha baguntadi

self discovery topics touch chese stories are >>>

>!&#x200B;!<the movie is about a 21 year old ambitious with a 29 year guy who doesnt know who he is, and how love is comfortable at first but becomes calculative later And the point is I loved the female character , damn good everything was about her and i could see soo much of myself and my first love story in her>!&#x200B;!<

>Beyond the movie : (Musings)

>In early 20's when we find love, it becomes our world, we give it our everything, some forget to grow themselves into an adult and get comfortable in love and all that care and constant attention ( na jeevitham lo evaru intha prema choopichaledh plus all the firsts ani oka zone loki velipotham ), but the real world isnt stopping for us, chala reasons vasthay vidipodaniki and love story success ayithe all good, adhe point lo whatever reason love fail ayindhante, identity crisis hits and some fall and crumble, some move on.

>Ala ani its not like u choose to not fall in love until until u grow up or achieve ur identity, but i dont even think that's how it works, there is no rulebook, there is no right way, there is no such thing called becoming a complete person cause its endless, and feelings and emotions aren't logical math to draw scenarios and decode

>I guess we gotta do whatever comes in our way

When we question our identity 'who are you? the answer is not merely our name, place, country, language, caste, religion, or color; rather, the answer lies in the journey of life, by living it. (Dialogue from the film)

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So the first recipe i learnt was paneer cause chinapud ninchi i was not that much into non veg and every sunday they used to make chicken while i wanted my own special

eroju chala months tarvatha i cooked it

chapathi mommy chesthe nenu veyinchukuna nak inka antha radhu

btw the best part wassss i was dancing and vibing while waiting and it felt sooo good

i think i will do this more to heal

edho time pass ki dude cinema first 30 min choosinapudu...i realised how this movie touched a female heartbreak

...when she goes to hug him for the last time...vadu yeh ani konchem badha tho he resists he doesnt even hug her bag but helpless untadu

tarvata movie takes a different route we all know

memes vachinapudu andaru papam hero papam hero annaru correct vadi ki rasipetti ledhu

but

honestly papam heroine also tana tapu kuda em ledh...she was soo depressed

ee movie midha very rarely i saw posts saying heroine was bad or she used him types cause definitely not

its hero's daridram only

Keep it one hundred

On the Land, the sea, the sky 💃🎵 + Trash

📍 Ameenpur Lake

Not a photographer, Ush 🤫

Soo i broke down today

why and all - too long to read...light https://www.reddit.com/r/TeluguJournals/s/m3AOrBdPj3

I have the best dad in the world

soo my dad at the age of 54 , we made him join gym recently and its all new to him soo he has been hooked to it anamata time lekunda..gym office sleep..pedhavalu em cheyamana over consistency tho chestharu

so i kinda missed the old him and me who is used to hanging out together on the sofa plus due to a lot of other things i feel so bored at home post exams.. so chirak vesi i went to my ammaamma house aligi

my dad called the next day and said sorry come home and i miss u ani..damn this man sets my standard soo high...so i came back but i dont know why everything piled up today and i just went to balcony and broke down...i cried a lot

and i missed this version of him from the time he joined gym he was super tired and cranky, he wasn't sweet , kinda rude he was and all and it did upset me like what happened to my dearest dad ani ..he barely got time to be sweet with me but i then made peace with it...its okay just a phase he will be back

my dad saw me crying and after so many days he was that cutie pie again...he immediately planned a dinner..planned a trip...gave me pocket money cause he understood i was exhausted and all i wanted is to go out spend time with my people

tarvatha also i kept on breaking down whole day

my stupid bro came home whom i am not close , ..then somehow i cried in front of him and i opened upp..my dad joined ...i didnt know the reason i was crying until i opened up basically i kept too much expectations on myself...i need to ease down...and it cleared everything but then again that stupid fellow commented on my hair being frizzy and again i cried🤣 damnn too vulnerable i was today

in all this my mom made some statement which my dad knew would trigger me again and he said le " she just started healing , dont say that all nonsense " ani...nen flat broo this man knows nothing about mental health but did exactly what he was supposed to do to heal my breakdown...more sensible than my stupid brother

I REALLY REALLY WISH EVERYONE has a dad like mine..he may not be strong educated patriarchal nor a highly educated or established person... but he is definitely a teddy bear to cuddle and emotionally available cutie for whom i am a gayyali and whom i am proud of

and i am soo happy now ..we went out we ate..i went out to eat in a restaurant like after soo long 🥹...my dad is planning a trip for me now

i am just soo healed and happy and grateful rnnn....he got my back on this day and its enough...he was there when i needed him the most

🫂🫂

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Okay soo before exams i was on reddit ( Gayyali gangamma was me iykyk ) , i was super active and had to shut down and lock inn

exams are all done now but i am exhausted

I always believed in this roller coaster or heartbeat lifeline theory there are like ups and downs and ups and downs and i keep saying myself whenever you're down remember there's only a beautiful Up waiting for you ani and i will again be the most happiest and luckiest person in the world

ante anyday i try to be the grateful and positive person but i am definitely not a strong person...i break down very easily but do my best to not crib about it but just face it and be grateful again

Post exams...i wanted to do too much..like i wanted to do it all..i thought at 22 i wanna become this superwomen only ..i wanted to do all kinds of courses..learn classical dance learn car driving learn swimming, become a gym girlie i was again and literally what not

result i did nothing... just sleep scroll for the last past month and there is one voice in my head saying its okay u deserve it malli job ayani join ayaka ee phase radhu ani while other voice keeps on giving me guilt for not being productive.... between both of these i couldn't even enjoy my timepass nor did i scale up...just bored af...i wish atleast watched some sit coms

but i became soo fat due to stress eating and all day desk

I remember i went into this deep well of sadness after school ..cause i ignored the beauty of being a kid , friendships for academic validation all my high school and after all those Covid hit my 10th exams and apparantly no one cared but nevertheless again i came over it and now i dont regret it.. again just grateful for whatever it thought me,

but still darkness though healed will show up at times and that time is now...i have worked past two years to love loneliness...i was just going through my gallery and damn i was one brave women ...i did celebrate solitude soo well .i used to love my company..avvani choosi ippud kuda velalani undi enjoy cheyalani undi but physical mentallly i cant bring myself my clothes dont fit me now i am not that confident blah blah i think its post exams slump

This too shall pass

Anyway why all these I am sharing

TODAY IS MAY 31ST AND SUNDAY SOOO PERFECT TO LEAVE SOMETHING BEHIND

REPU JUNE 1ST MONDAY SOO FRESH GA MY JUNE IS GONNA BE KICKASS - Eroju dad promised me a trip (separate post)

I will no matter what not be couch potato...fully planned out or even if not i am gonna enjoy no guilt tripping inka

Have a great June you all

Okay soo who the fuck started shaping their eyebrows in the first place so that decades later i feel ungroomed for the freaking hair above my eyes

Problem - i was always tomboyish but as a kid didn't matter but now as a grown up i see literally everyone gets their eyebrows done and today while i was looking at mine i understand the need they look bad and scattered or whatever

but at the same time i dont want to like i never did i feel it lame and i heard its soo painful aghh

but i also know it defines and makes u look pretty and shit

soo i need suggestions from the girls should i start doing it or let it be

The thunderstorms lightnings and sounds are crazy and scary

Area - Ameenpur

maybe because of the lake its too loud i felt a monster came or a bomb fell

Is it raining elsewhere?