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▲ 64 r/CPTSDmemes

I stopped caring about my birthdays for more than a year. I don’t think I will care about them ever again

u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 24 days ago
▲ 440 r/CPTSDmemes

I have to be stoic and controlled, just like Padmé Amidala. No irritation or raised voices allowed. No matter how many times my boundaries were ignored. I have to sound like this badly scripted character instead of a human being with a nervous system

u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 1 month ago
▲ 0 r/AskAChristian

How do I deal with my dad using Good Samaritan logic to emotionally sideline me when spending time with me?

It usually happens when we’re together and he’s spending time with me or being there for me emotionally, then the moment a stranger needs help (whether they ask or he sees that they need help) I get pushed to the side

It makes me feel abandoned and neglected

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u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 1 month ago
▲ 130 r/CPTSDmemes

It destroyed everything I knew about God and safety. To this day, my entire sense of safety feels like it has been one big lie

u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 1 month ago
▲ 113 r/CPTSDmemes

And then he says “if you want to lay your boundaries, you should do do it politely. Don’t show irritation” when that is exactly what I tried to do

u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 2 months ago
▲ 2 r/AskAChristian

Is it a sin to commit suicide to go to heaven sooner?

I don’t want to live in this painful and bleak world anymore

I don’t want to live in a world that’s only getting worse, when I’ve already suffered enough in this life

I am not made for this life. I am too weak for it. Mentally, emotionally and psychologically

Like I said, I suffered the first 25 years of my life a lot. Trauma, abuse, etc. I don’t want to spend the next 60 years in a grim dystopia. I don’t want to add to my suffering

I want to just go to heaven and be done with it all

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u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 2 months ago
▲ 3 r/AskAChristian

How can a Christian wife, child or anyone else under authority lay boundaries and say “no” to something without disobeying?

I don’t mean if the husband, parent, etc. tells them to sin

I mean if they don’t feel comfortable doing something, or if they are tired or if they aren’t feeling well and need space

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u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 2 months ago
▲ 413 r/CPTSDmemes

My dad completely destroyed the trip I waited 9 years for. I started it feeling like Lizzie McGuire and ended it feeling like Butters Scotch

u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 2 months ago
▲ 0 r/AskAChristian

The Bible commands parents to spank their kids, but does that apply when their kid misbehaves due to being neurodivergent, immature or on accident?

I’m asking this because I am someone who faced physical abuse, and other forms of abuse, every time I made a mistake

Most of the times, I made a mistake because I was neurodivergent, immature, I did something on accident or I had a boundary. Yet I was treated like Lucifer

I turned to the Lord thinking He would rescue me from this abuse

Now I’m hearing that He commanded that abuse this whole time, with the verses in Proverbs about physical discipline

It shattered everything I knew about God and safety

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u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 2 months ago
▲ 150 r/CPTSDmemes

They can attack my character whenever I make a mistake, but the moment I start standing up for myself, I’ve automatically committed treason

u/HelloIAmMacintosh — 2 months ago