How to manifest SP who has betrayed you
I need help with a problem and il try my best to explain the situation with clarity and brevity . Only request plz don’t come at me with why do you want to manifest such an SP🙏
So I’m trying to manifest my Sp. Let’s call him P. We reconnected after 3 years . The spark and intensity was still there . But we are in different cities and I have had a major setback at work . I share my problems . He is sympathetic . Even promises to help . But has done nothing concrete. I once confronted him and said he isn’t doing enough . He said his hands are genuinely tied and he can’t help me with a position in his organisation . I want to believe him but I also don’t believe him if you know what I mean . In my head I’m like here is this guy I want to spend my life with and if he isn’t moving heaven and hell for me then what’s the point . But I want him and I want him to change , how do I manifest this ? What inner thoughts and mental diet ? What should be the exact words of my inner dialogue . Coz I want him but I’m also just so upset and angry with him for not being the version I want him to be . This has sent me down a spiral . Iv cried . I feel nothing ever works out for me . It’s just been very hard. Can anyone help me plz.