u/Independent_Error595

How can I be less shy

In school I can never give my actual opinion on things because I’m too scared, idk what I’m scared of.
When I hang out with friends, I get so intimidated by them that I just capitulate to whatever.
I don’t want to, but making people happy makes me feel happy, but also it’s not making me feel satisfied with my decision, for not making a decision.
In school projects, I once objected to the idea for the project to my group, one of my classmates said “no, I don’t want to do that”
Which is fine, but she didn’t listen to anyone else’s suggestions, she loved her idea and that’s the end of it.
I wish I could be more direct like her, I want to be able to say what I want.
Probably I ’m Just scared of rejection.
How can I not be so scared?
I want to be more intimidating, but people just expects me to listen and follow their lead, when sometimes I know my opinion is correct, I just can’t bring myself to say it.
I know I have the potential to be a good “leader” in a way. Not just in school, but life in general.
With family, friends, everything.
Idk guys am I stupid

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u/Independent_Error595 — 19 hours ago

Can someone explain the whole elite worship Saturn theory to me?

Like what the hell is going on!?
I’ve been seeing so many posts about Saturn and the elites eating babies and stuff. I’m so confused
I want to keep up with the brain rot theories please someone explain

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Hi! I’m looking for some guidance for my path of spirituality:)

I’m 16 yo girl and I loveeee learning about religion, occults and all that!
I’ve been interested in so called witchcraft since I was little, my father would create a fairy for me called Maria when I lost my tooth, she (dad) would come visit me, give me coins.
My father created the story on how the tooth fairies collected magic out of lost teeth from children to help them travel around the world.
My father gave me a journal that I can write in and my fairy Maria would write back when I lost my tooth.
So basically since I was little my life was full of magic, thanks to my father.
But growing up I started feeling less magic, not just because I’m not a child anymore, but because I just lost all faith in anything besides real life.
I want to connect back to the “magic” again. Could anyone help me? Thank you :)

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u/Independent_Error595 — 5 days ago

Hypothetically if I were to hate someone so much, but don’t want to physically hurt them, what do I do?

There’s a guy who r’ped my best friend. She had to have an abortion because of his selfish act.
I’m not strong, but I want to make him suffer.
How can I do that? Psychological, spiritual.
I don’t want him to die because there’s fates worse than death, and what would that be?
Embarrassment? Heart break? Hair loss? Help a girl out. My best friend is hurting, the police won’t do anything, I at least want him to suffer.

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u/Independent_Error595 — 15 days ago

I found my father book called Galdrar á íslandi (magic in Iceland)

Im Icelandic, I’m not religious at all, nor is my father, but we both enjoy fantasy related things, witchcraft, theories of spirituality all of that.
I found this book in his library and I read a few pages, it’s so interesting.
The book was banned in the 17th century because Christianity colonised Iceland, paganism, witchcraft was banned. This book is legal to own now, but this one is a really old copy.
Maybe I should look into it more, if you know anything about this topic let me know!

u/Independent_Error595 — 15 days ago
▲ 2 r/Dreams

Ever since I was little, I always have dream about running away from something, or a family member that I love being the bad guy of my story in the dream.
I remember I saw my father and grandfather in hell, lava and fire was everywhere and I don’t remember exactly what happened.
And in another dream I saw my father outside of my window looking at me sleeping.
And I would run away from red ghosts, my father was shot. It always seems to involve a man being someone who hurts me, or he ends up hurt?
Anyways, today I remembered it all, I haven’t thought about it in years.
The dreams I have now are just spirits trying to talk to me, or I’m having sleep paralysis, flying, exploring new places, or I’m at a place I’ve been to before.
I dont remember my dreams the day I wake up, but I remember it months or even years later.
It’s as if my brain stores it somewhere and letting me remember it after a long time ?
I don’t understand why this happens, why do I keep remembering dreams that I don’t even remember remembering?

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u/Independent_Error595 — 16 days ago
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Ever since I was little I always collected my lost teeth, when I would put it under my pillow and my tooth fairy (dad) came I was so happy, but I would just keep my teeth in a box. I still have them.
A year ago I got braces, they took out four teeth to make space for my front teeth , I kept them all because I like to hold them and look at them. It’s just so pretty and it feels nice to hold them.
I still open my childhood teeth box just to count them, sort them from big to small, thinking about which tooth I lost first, taking pictures of them.
I lowkey sometimes miss my teeth box when I’m at school, I just want to go home and look at my old teeth.
I take care of my current teeth (in my mouth) very well. I count my teeth (in my mouth) everyday with my tongue, because why not?
I look at my dogs teeth as well, when she’s sleeping I flip her lip and look at her canines , they look just like the roots of my teeth I got removed. My dogs teeth are just so pretty and cute to look at, I take pictures of them too!
Should I hide this obsession? Or like is this normal?

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u/Independent_Error595 — 18 days ago

Everytime I watch a fantasy movie, all I can think about is “how would this even work? Why does magic only shoot out of their hands? Can it be biological? Does this have something to do with their soul?”
I just can’t enjoy movies anymore.
I know that magic isn’t true, but still it makes me wonder.
I’ve never read a book or a movie specifically explain how the hell their magical ability works. How do they float things with their minds? A would building of science and magic relation would be so cool!
But when I watch my favourite shows like my little pony, winx, all those cute stuff, I just can’t help but wonder how is this even theoretically possible?
Just a theory would be nice, it could calm my brain down when I watch fantasy films.
I try to not think of it by using the theory of “their soul is connected to something that lets them do this probably” it’s so dumb, but because the explanation can’t be explained, I think to myself “I guess we’ll never know” like, help me please

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u/Independent_Error595 — 18 days ago