u/JazzlikeSkill7246

i wish i could lay on someones lap and just sob and sob about all my thoughts. I wish i could be treated really gently. I wish things could be like before, but I’m starting to lose hope more and more every day. I feel the drifting. The subtleties. The little things that distance us more and more, and it hurts so much. I wish I could do like before and lose feelings and move on but I can’t. I don’t want to. My heart holds onto the hope that maybe one day I’ll be as cherished and as important. As exciting to talk to before all this happened and my life became it. I’m so sad. I don’t want to beg to be shown. Every dry text makes me get worse until I’m also dry and horrible. I know he loves me but I wish it was like before, where I was a fun silly girl, instead of someone who complains constantly and hates everything and can only think about her misery. I wish I wasn’t so lonely in my own heart. I always know what to do but I don’t know how. I’m exhausted and I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up. I i wish everyone I love knew how much I love them

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When I was a kid I wore a pirate hat to school because I lived in the United States and under the first amendment of the constitution, I had the freedom of religion. I also have a newfound lack of proverbial f***s to give because I am a woman whose gone over the edge and back.

For my career I need to start practicing and find models! It's gonna take me a while to masters cause its theatrical special effect makeup. The runway stuffs will takes me a long time to gets cause I have to train with the national artists 😳 they're real tough

I find marching band enjoyable, and I enjoy walking overall. I typically walk home, from class because it's about the same time were I to take the bus. Additionally, I get about an hour to myself to think and reflect upon my life and self. And I don't have folk looking at me funny, like they sometimes do when I'm hauling my instrument case around. Does anyone else find that the way home is your favorite time for some "me time"? Or am I just overthinking my afternoon stroll?

We are doing Aladdin and I got the vendor that yells at jasmine for stealing a apple and calls the guards on her lol

مقدرش اكلم حد اعرفه عشان كلهم مركزين في حاجات تانية. زي امتحانات و كدا

i have had art block for 3 weeks
Ive been trying to get the art block to disappear but i can only draw stick figures rn
Im usually good but rn im not