u/Jiwitom

Forget the afterlife.. heaven or hell for a minute most people think death is a one time event. It's not. I realized my consciousness resets every single day nd I didn't even notice it before everyone walks around thinking they have complete control over their minds nd their decisions but the truth is our system is incredibly fragile.

​Every night right before u fall asleep there is a 2 to 3 minute window.. the transition between being fully awake nd entering deep sleep. full blank state. our waking consciousness shuts down nd the subconscious starts taking over. It is literally a mini death of the daily identity i tried an experiment to see how little control i actually have i lay down relaxed completely let my body slip into sleep but forced my awareness to stay completely awake right on that border. didn't let myself fall asleep nd didn't wake up fully. just tried to hold the line irealized within seconds that i have zero control over my head thoughts started throwing random chaotis projections body felt heavy nd my brain tried to forcefully shut me down i actually panicked it made me think.. if i cannot even maintain awareness during a basic 3 minute sleep transition what makes me think i have control over my waking life my reactions or my choices?

​People spend their whole lives chasing peace but maybe what we actually lack is control/awareness.. Has anyone else tried holding this border tonight? See for yourself what happens.

not as a visitor.. i actually lived there.. at first, everything feels meaningful. like i was finally doing something right with my life. there’s structure, practices, people who seem sure of what they’re doing.

but after a while… something started to feel off.

i began noticing people weren’t really trying to understand anything deeply. they just repeat, follow, defend.. not because they’ve seen it clearly for themselves but because it feels right nd everyone around them believes it too.

i’ve done that myself. that’s probably why i could see it.

and that’s where it gets tricky. i don’t think the issue is money or even the system itself. the shift happens when questioning slowly stops. when the person becomes more important than what’s actually being said.

i’m not saying everything there is fake.

i had real experiences too and i’m not denying that.

but experience without understanding easily turns into belief nd belief slowly becomes identity.

after that, i wasn’t really looking anymore

i was just protecting what i believed.

now it feels much simpler to me.

not to follow… just to observe and see things directly.

curious how others see this

do people follow truth or the person presenting it?