u/JnaninIsMyHome

i have never felt so close to a whole entire of people without knowing them and you guys are amazing. i hope your playing is going great and happy jamming

hi everyone. this has been a long journey for me the last 2 years and i am very grateful that i started this journey when i did. i am able to be present with the 2 friends that i have and i have been really been able to meditate on my thoughts many days. recently i have run into a lot of fear based media and it sure everyone else has too. i have been told that releasing switched timelines. i have been told that high energy individuals are remote viewed. i realize this is pseudoscience but as someone with autism i have to keep telling myself that this is not real and that no weapon formed against me will prosper. i haven’t done anything in a long time now and i haven’t watched any pron in a very long time. i dont have anxiety anymore that i thought was forever tied to my brain being wired a bit differently with autism

some people who proactive semen retention study seem to have practices of having intercourse while keeping their seed in too. i understand now that this is for biological procreation and when i meet somebody someday out there id love to have conversations about this as well.

i hope i dont seem offensive at all to those practicing semen retention. i just would prefer to follow Christ alone and not turn it into something else done to give me power and self confidence reliant on my own works. God has already sent his Son and he paid the price for all of us and that power belongs to Him and he will continue to strengthen us through His power. i sure wouldn’t be here alone. i hope i worded this okay and i will delete it if i have to i know this is a really touchy subject too. this sub is incredible and full of others who overcame addictions as well and i think is a better place for me here than there. i just think in the long run this page will be a lot healthier for me than hearing about how releasing seed will shift your timeline and take away any magnetism and self confidence. thank you everyone for being so kind and for sharing your experience as well. God bless you everyone

hi everyone. this has been a long journey for me the last 2 years and i am very grateful that i started this journey when i did. i am able to be present with my friends and i have been meditating on my thoughts many days. recently i have run into a lot of fear based media and it sure everyone else has too. i have been told that releasing switched my timeline. i realize this is pseudoscience but as an autistic that thing i was told keeps coming back into my thoughts and i often have to tell myself thats not real. i haven’t done anything in a long time now and i haven’t watched any pron in a very long time. i dont get anxious like i used to as i thought it was tied to my autism for so long years ago. but i also now have had months where i will release without any mental stimulation. since then i have not at all and i feel like energy is flying in and out of my noggin. i have recently been trying to tell myself that when i do release in the future that this timeline thing wont take place. the semen retention page is amazing but they all study occult sexual practices of having sex while keeping their seed in. i don’t have a partner and if i did i sure as heck wouldn’t be holding in my seed while doing something that special and labeling myself a strongman. i understand now that this is for biological procreation and once i find a partner id love to have deep conversations about this as well.

i hope i dont seem offensive at all to those practicing semen retention. i just would prefer to follow Christ and not turn it into something else done through my own power. i sure as heck couldn’t have done it alone. i hope i worded this okay and i will delete it if i have to i know this is a really touchy subject too. this sub is full of others who have overcame their addictions as well and i think is a better place for me here than there . i just think in the long run this page will be a lot healthier for me than others who claim releasing seed will shift your timeline and take away any magnetism. thanks levities for being so kind and for sharing your experience as well

hey everyone i’m going to. start today. i love shows like cheers and king of the hill with my father, he loves those too, i hope he loves this :) maybe it will be our next show

i cannot believe my eyes guys. i just entered lady demetrescus balcony and calmed myself down before walking into the room and almost had a heart attack. i paused and i can here to reflect with you amazing people. thanks everyone for so many great comments on my last post and my heart is racing. well catch me if you can lady demetrescu

my starting journey

hi everyone. i have been here a few times and i am trying very hard. i want to feel like i see others feel and just get the chemicals back going in my brain. i have been eating healthy and trying to hike more by myself. i have autism and for so long i thought cannabis would help me but it really just slowed down my thoughts and now i dont really understand how to slow them down independently. now i eat many things and drink healthy juices to get my vitamins and nutrients. i even am celibate since for me it is best for my mental health too but today is one of my first days without using for a long time. my friends love me becuase i am kind and patient and i can mask so well now with my autism and nobody even realizes ever how much i am thinking. i have my music i can play and my fiber arts and crafts and lots of things to do but my brain will still be thinking while im doing all of those things and it never stops. thank you everyone for reading through my post and God bless you and your journeys too and you guys are amazing.

hi everyone. i started playing this amazing game a month ago and i got very into this amazing franchise and got the ps2 version of resident evil 2 and i have played biohazard as well and it was nuts for me. i usually do not like horror games but right now in village i saved my excitement for the lady demetrscus balcony and haven’t even explored half of the castle. i knew i shouldn’t have waited very long because now i am getting into new crafts and i almost get more excited knowing its always there to play and pick up from that part. do you guys have any words for someone thats ready to enter the balcony?