u/KABCatLady

I’ll be there on Friday and just curious since I’ll have the Fast Lane for Knotts Scary Farm

How early do they start handing those out / when should we line up to get our wristbands? Just trying to plan on where to be in the park at that time since we have the 2:00 park entry as well

I don’t have any abduction experiences/memories, but I have had spiritual experiences and made connections to guides and stuff during meditations

While watching Disclosure Day, I experienced continuous intense waves of raging chills all over my head, face and body. I sometimes experience chills when having a “moment” with the universe or when I feel a nudge from the universe. This, was chills on steroids. To the point I wondered if I had a fever and maybe caught a virus. But the chills went away after the movie.

That night I had extremely vivid and strange dreams. Don’t really remember them now but they didn’t make sense.

Last night I slept on my left side and dreamt something was gripping my right side, right above my hip. It was extremely uncomfortable and in my dream and almost holding me down. my reflex was to bite the person gripping me, as hard as I could. Thinking their reflex would be to let go. They did not let go. It was an AWFUL feeling. To the point that I woke up from it. And was grateful to be able to move again and rolled over. Still feeling the sensation in my hip.

Then I had this vision in my head of three grays, kinda cramming their faces into my view, wondering if I wanted to see them. Grays have never scared me and I never understood why people were so terrified of them. And now I was faced with the reality of potentially seeing them in my room and it FUCKING TERRIFIED ME. So I sent a telepathic “please no!” And after a few minutes the mental image faded.

I also felt like I had been deeply asleep for hours and hours. But it had only been like an hour and a half since I went to sleep.

This all sounds really weird, I know. But I keep wondering if my dream and vision mean anything to the Experiences here. Or maybe the movie has just stuck with me.

I know, I know, everyone hates them. They are over the top and coo coo for coco puffs. And?? I love them!!! I am so sad they left so early on. I just started a rewatch and man does their annoying weird presence soothe my soul. Sigh.

I am brand new to the law of one as of this past weekend. I spent the weekend listening to the transcript of 9 hours of Ra channeling.

I drank it up. Couldn’t get enough. It all made sense. And now? As I have time to reflect this Sunday evening. I have discovered it is VERY depressing. It doesn’t resonate with me and I don’t want it to be true.

It essentially means this is a kind of prison planet and I refuse to subscribe to that. It’s too horrifying. To have to repeat this 3D existence over and over for tens of thousands of lifetimes is…..horrific.

And I don’t want to constantly be striving for the next level up and wondering if I’m “good enough” for the next rung on the latter. Awful way to exist. Just destroy me at that point. Being immortal would be torture.

So I’m going back to my way of life Pre Law of One. Where I feel filled with light and love and hope. Where I love my fellow man and want to be a source of light for others. Not because of some freaking harvest. But because it feeds my soul.

And when this life is over. May I never return again unless it is MY choice