







At my wits end…
Guys, I’m at my wits end and am really struggling because I can’t figure it why I can’t get my hand eczema under control. I’ve been dealing with it consistently for the last 2 years, and it is breaking me down physically, emotionally, and mentally.
It started December 2024. I guess I should preface and say that I’ve dealt with eczema my whole life, but never this bad. Anyways, I started developing spots on my hands around then and figured maybe it was just the fact that it was winter time and I’m a healthcare worker, so I was washing my hands a lot. I thought maybe it was something new I’d come in contact with, so my husband and I tried to weed things out. We had just moved and I thought maybe the water where we lived was too hard, so I would wear gloves in the shower. Nothing changed, so we started analyzing everything and I hadn’t changed any of my products at that point that would explain the change in my skin so we were at a loss. It eventually got worse so I went to a dermatologist and they gave me a steroid shot and prescribed me Opzelura cream. The steroid shot worked really well and I was able to keep things calmed down for a while with the Opzelura cream as well as occasional applications of strong steroid topicals (clobetasol/beclomethasone).
Come October of last year, I found out I was pregnant and was told to get off the Opzelura cream and use the steroids for a flare ups. I was able yup manage it with the steroids…until the 3rd trimester. A couple weeks into the 3rd trimester, my eczema flared up SO bad. I was coming home from work everyday crying because my hands would flare up so bad and cause so much pain. Mundane tasks like cooking, cleaning, and even showering were becoming more painful. I went to another dermatologist, and they gave me another steroid cream (it was a little tricky to find something safe with pregnancy). Then, after crying to an allergist I work with, he thought maybe it could be related to the nitrile gloves at work. After that, I did everything in my power to stay away from nitrile gloves up until my maternity leave, which was a month after this discussion. I even used nitrile free gloves and even still, it didn’t change much. I got so desperate that, at 38 weeks, I ultimately decided to try Dupixent and get a biopsy taken of the skin on my hand. The testing came back saying it was an eczema type reaction but it could not identify if it was contact or just atopic dermatitis. My dermatologist said that the Dupixent should work and 2 weeks later I had my baby.
Initially, it seemed that the Dupixent was working well but, about a month in, then I started to develop extremely red, burning, and irritated palms that seemed to get worse with each Dupixent injection. It got so bad, especially with having a newborn, that I desperately went back to my dermatologist and she decided that we should try Nemluvio. It’s been almost 2 weeks since my first injection/loading dose, and although my hands feel slightly better, I still am struggling to do anything because even with just the slightest use, my hands seem to flare. Even feeding my daughter it challenging because when I hold her head, if makes my palms red and hot. I’ve skipped out on a lot of stuff lately because they’ve been causing me so much discomfort and pain. I can’t even begin to explain how many times I’ve cried to my husband about how uncomfortable I am. My steroid creams don’t seem to be cutting it any more and I’m stressed as I will be heading back to work next week after being on maternity leave since mid July. At this point, I’m at a loss and don’t know what to do. I have an appointment scheduled with an allergist at the end of this month to see if it really could be something that I’m frequently in contact with and that’s why it won’t go away, but I’m losing hope on finding a solution.
Guess I’m just here hoping that I’m not the only one or that someone can tell me that it gets better. Thanks for reading 💕