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is it worth it ba kung mag cashier nalang ako sa SM kahit graduate ako ng college? walang wala na talaga akong idea and gusto kona magka work 🥹🥹🥹

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u/Known_Job_465 — 8 days ago
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Life after Graduation

rn, I just don't feel like talking to anyone. Ayoko lumabas, ayoko makisalamuha. I just want to stay in my room, scroll through my phone the whole day, and shut the world out. Ang hirap ipaliwanag ng pakiramdam na parang nawalan ka na lang ng gana sa lahat.

Hindi ko alam kung saan nagsimula o kung ano ba talaga ang dahilan. Maybe it's because of everything that's been happening lately. Maybe I'm disappointed in myself. O baka dahil pakiramdam ko wala akong maibigay na tulong kina Mama. Ang dami kong expectations sa sarili ko, ang dami kong pangakong akala ko matutupad ko. Pero ngayon, parang isa-isa silang nawawala.

I thought I was capable of doing so much more. I thought after graduation, things would slowly fall into place. Pero eto ako ngayon—stuck. Watching days go by while feeling like I'm not moving at all.

Ang pinakamasakit, gusto kong magsimula. Gusto kong kumilos. Gusto kong baguhin 'tong sitwasyon ko. Pero every night, I tell myself, "Bukas na lang. Tomorrow I'll do better." Then tomorrow comes, and I still can't bring myself to do anything. It's like my mind wants to move, but my body just won't.

Sobrang frustrating kasi kahit sarili ko, hindi ko matulungan. I know what I should do, but I don't have the strength to actually do it. And that makes me feel even more disappointed in myself.

I don't know what's happening to me anymore. Hindi ko na kilala yung sarili ko. I miss the version of me who had so much hope, so much drive, and so many dreams. I just hope that someday, I'll find my way back to her.

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u/Known_Job_465 — 13 days ago
▲ 1 r/RantsOfReddit+1 crossposts

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Hello, I just want to share this story and hear your thoughts.

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My boyfriend and I have argued multiple times about his TikTok because most of what he watches are videos of girls dancing in revealing clothes. We already talked about it before, and he promised that he would stop watching those kinds of videos or even stop using TikTok altogether.

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Then last month, I caught him again watching the exact same girl I had already confronted him about before. SAME GIRL.

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Recently, I noticed that he was online on TikTok, so I asked him, "Nag-download ka ulit ng TikTok?"

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He said NO.

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When I asked him again, his explanations were:

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"Na-download siya habang tulog ako."

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"Iba-iba kasi napindot ko."

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Girl... what?! 😭

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Am I supposed to believe that TikTok downloaded itself and somehow logged into his account by accident? Who actually believes that?

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At this point, I'm more upset about the obvious lying than the TikTok itself. What would you guys think if your partner gave you these kinds of excuses?

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u/Known_Job_465 — 25 days ago