u/Ktothej1981

It's the last step of the active treatment process (already had a SMX and sentinel lymph node dissection) . I'm Zoladex and supposed to start Anastrolze (haven't get because the symptoms from Zoladex have been horrid - especially the continuous weight gain). I don't feel cancer free at all. I flip flop between been ok and just downright tired and depressed (I am in effexor too ). I have a meeting with my oncologist tomorrow and then a follow up with the breast surgeons nurse next week. I'm just blah and sometimes feel regret for going through with all of this. And no matter if I'm supposedly cancer free, I do not feel OK with ANY of this.

It's the last step of the active treatment process (already had a SMX and sentinel lymph node dissection) . I'm Zoladex and supposed to start Anastrolze (haven't get because the symptoms from Zoladex have been horrid - especially the continuous weight gain). I don't feel cancer free at all. I flip flop between been ok and just downright tired and depressed (I am in effexor too ). I have a meeting with my oncologist tomorrow and then a follow up with the breast surgeons nurse next week. I'm just blah and sometimes feel regret for going through with all of this. And no matter if I'm supposedly cancer free, I do not feel OK with ANY of this.

I've set notifications and go to the app before and at the time I get the alert and I still can't get a Whole Foods bag! What's the secret??

Haven't slept on my left side since January 2026. I'd pay $5K to any magician, witch,healer ANYBODY that can fix this and let me sleep on my left side again. 😭 Believe me I've tried all the pillows, wedges ,etc. SMX in January and axillary my lymph node disesection two weeks ago. I can firmly say that I will NEVER have another surgery (ies) like this. Never ,ever, ever in this lifetime or the next!!