Impossible to learn Gwen top even in Normal game...
I've chosen to improve at toplane (I'm a jungle main, with top as my secondary role) and wanted to give Gwen a try.
But... it's impossible. Every normal game I play is against a high-mastery player, often playing a counterpick or a cancerous ranged champion like Heimerdinger, Aurora, or Quinn, or an assassin like Akali or Yasuo.
How can I improve? I lose my early game most of the time, and then I have to wait 20 minutes for the game to end because they don't finish quickly. They just have fun and end the game right before I can reach my scaling.
I feel like I can't improve. Now I'm tilted every time because of players who don't train or don't limit-test their champion. Most of them take these games seriously just to win or bully their opponent.
I try to read and watch guides about matchups, but since I don't really have Gwen in my hands yet, I'm not skilled enough to play against those matchups.
What am I supposed to do to actually improve?