u/KxY_official

(13F)So i think I've known this for a while now. When I was about 9-10, I lived in a quite homophobic country but I had a crush on my girl best friend. When I told her she said ew and she's not gay, but we were still friends after that. I got really paranoid and sad bc I liked a girl and my parents are quote homophobic so I js pushed that feeling away and convinced myself I was straight. After moving to a different country, I saw that LGBTQ was accepted and at first i was kinda homophobic bc of my country makes it seem like an extremely bad thing especially if ur Christian. I later realized it was normal and I also once liked a girl. Now, I do know I like girls bc I find them attractive like masc, studs, stem girls and I've been wanting a gf too bc idk wlw couple looks so cute and it would be cute to have a same sex relationship imo. Idk if i wanna exactly label myself rn as bisexual bc the feeling comes and goes and I still like guys. Of course i won't tell my parents about this or there will be tension around, i js felt really bad and guilty when i was younger about like a girl. But now I'm transferring schools so i get to explore the options bc this is a more popular school than my last. Idk advice would be nice or sny thoughts.

(13F)So i think I've known this for a while now. When I was about 9-10, I lived in a quite homophobic country but I had a crush on my girl best friend. When I told her she said ew and she's not gay, but we were still friends after that. I got really paranoid and sad bc I liked a girl and my parents are quote homophobic so I js pushed that feeling away and convinced myself I was straight. After moving to a different country, I saw that LGBTQ was accepted and at first i was kinda homophobic bc of my country makes it seem like an extremely bad thing especially if ur Christian. I later realized it was normal and I also once liked a girl. Now, I do know I like girls bc I find them attractive like masc, studs, stem girls and I've been wanting a gf too bc idk wlw couple looks so cute and it would be cute to have a same sex relationship imo. Idk if i wanna exactly label myself rn as bisexual bc the feeling comes and goes, but I still like guys. Of course i won't tell my parents about this or there will be tension around, i js felt really bad and guilty when i was younger about like a girl. But now I'm transferring schools so i get to explore the options bc this is a more popular school than my last. Idk advice would be nice or sny thoughts.

It's only when I masturbate that I watch porn but I masturbate often and use porn. I'm trying to minimize it bc I heard porn isn't good to be watch at my age. I also wanna kinda stop masturbating js bc. I did go almost a month without masturbating but the urges are always before, during and after my period. Any advice would be appreciated.

(Genuinely didn't rlly know what title to give this but wtv)

(13F)Alr to try make this short; I recently had a situation with a guy who was my crush let's call him H. Basically, he would text me and I would text back, then he he started to angle things to a more freaky territory, like asking if I want to hump/stroke him to which I said no and of course like the dumbass I am, answered him bc I liked him and I thought it was attraction bc he said kinda had a crush on me too🤦‍♂️

So he starts getting persistent and asking shit like if he could touch my boobs and butt and how he would let me touch him without consent and he also kept asking if we could kiss bc he wants to try bc he trusts me and he keeps asking me till I even say fine kinda.

So we plan a little hangout and the first little bit was alr. We hugged and he told me was getting a boner which tbh was not needed to be said out so I kinda pushed him away a bit bc that kinda caught me off guard, then he asks what I wanna do next and I ask the same, etc so we kiss js a little peck and go back to hugging and he asks if he could touch my boobs and I let him bc I liked him and he told me he was getting hard🤦‍♂️. Later, he then gives me a back hug and starts grinding his dick on my butt and at first I'm like of he's doing this? But then I kinda push him away and fast forward at the end of the hangout before I'm about to leave, he tells me you're not gonna give me a kiss goodbye or smt? And of course I do🤦‍♂️😭 and then I js wanna leave Immediately and he pulls me into a long hug. (I think this might be SA, the grinding on me)

Fast forward about a week later, he's lwk kinda ignoring me and I match his energy and ignore him too kinda. Then I hear from one of his friends (who were gonna call A) that he recently js broken up with his gf (who we gonna call N) and I'm like huh? Like whachumean recently? Basically, he broke up with his gf on the day we hungout so that means he was cheating. Me being the type of person to not take that type of shit bc I ask H before if he was dating the girl and he said no he js kinda likes her a bit🤦‍♂️. So me, A and N link up on snap bc I gotta tell her what her ex was doing mainly bc A said I should. N did not wanna listen to me at all. Later, I find out H apologized to N and now for some reason, everyone including N is believing everything he says. H lied that I begged him to do all those things with him, said I leaned in first for the kiss and said he was js trolling me... Yeah and A then be calling me a homewrecker when mind u, before all this happened, I asked H and N if they were dating several times and they denied it and when I call that out the excuse they give me is wasn't it obvious😭 like how am I supposed to know when H is always around girls? And like it's so crazy to me how they never even called him out for all that bc he apologized, like he would've never apologized if i didn't tell them and they not calling him out. That's how some cheats keep doing the same thing bc they don't get called out for it. Like I'm not the type to believe rumors but the rumors I heard about H cheating on his last gf before N who is one of my friends are starting to seem real😭. You know, I do kinda blame myself a bit for believing them tbh and I only folded bc he's my type in looks but not personality and I've learnt my lesson bc it actually did affect me for a bit tbh😔 but anyways, I can't be folding no more for any tall darkskin with a fade🤣 mb. But I have actually learnt my lesson. This is such a funny part of my life tbh now that I've gotten passed it bc idk middle school should not be this serious😭🤣🤣

Just finished grade 7 and I just wanna kinda rant on the shit and maybe give advice. (I'm kinda happy I'm also changing schools)

First, ppl are always gonna be in ur business, especially if ur more known or friends with popular ppl. Ppl will talk shit about u without really knowing u and rumors will start. Genuinely, just ignore rumors bc if they're serious, they would ask u directly instead of assuming and believing shit from others. Ppl will make the smallest things look big, a simple hug can turn into a whole ass rumor on how u and someone are dating, which I genuinely think is dumb bc it's gotten to the point that such a small gesture makes ppl think the wildest things.

Second, don't trust every "friend." Most ppl are gonna gossip about u to others especially if they're friends with ur opps. If u think u don't have opps, ur probably wrong. Ppl will have imaginary "beef" with u when u barely know them sometimes😭 and you'll be wondering what u possibly did.

Third, make friends and know ppl. I find it fun to know different ppl from different grades and make friends with ppl in different grades. It's fun to say hi to someone in the hallway and ask how their days been, make friends that will actually speak good about u to others and not everyone will wanna be ur friend and that's okay. And u get to make extra memories.

More shit I'm gonna say and this might be out of place. Ppl are gonna side with some who isn't right and thats ok bc u know that they ain't right and ppl close to u probably know too. Ppl don't realized what they did to u till u do it back, ppl won't tell u the truth then blame u later when u asked clearly before. (irl experience: I asked a girl several times if she was dating this boy and she said no multiple times, I also asked the boy if he was the girl and he said no multiple times, then when I start talking to the boy, hugged him like 2 times and getting close bc I kinda liked him, turns out they were dating and he was cheating on her bc he told me he was interested in me while they were together and js some shit that happened that ain't supposed to happen. When I found out he had js broken up with her, I cut contact bc ion wanna be friends with a 2 timer😭 and it's js not right. He lied and some shit after some ppl found out about it bc i tried telling his gf but she didn't believe me and only believed what her bf told her😭 even when I showed proof then she startedto spraad rumors that i was trying to steal her bf when i clearly asked her several times if they were dating. And her friend kept wasn't it obviousthey were dating and i should've asked questions😭 like as if i didn't. Atp if they had a problemwith me being close, they could've actually told the truth that they were dating but instead they decided to watch everything unfold and blame me after🥀) basically, ppl are gonna believe one side of the story and not ur side bc they're either close with the other person or don't believe they could do such a thing🥀. Basically, js genuinely don't give a shit about what ppl think and don't try to explain urself to someone who don't wanna listen or understand, bc there's lots of ppl like that in middle school. This year really changed me to not really answer ppl bc most times, they just bored🤣 and are looking for the next person to try and ragebait, just don't answer ppl like that bc at the end of the day, they js tryna find a way to turn a situation around.

Enjoy ur time as a middle schoolers honestly, there's a lot of memories i cherish till this day and u might js get popular out of nowhere so enjoy that too bc ppl are js gonna know u. It's better to be popular for good reasons tho🥀😭

Just finished grade 7 and I just wanna kinda rant on the shit and maybe give advice. (I'm kinda happy I'm also changing schools)

First, ppl are always gonna be in ur business, especially if ur more known or friends with popular ppl. Ppl will talk shit about u without really knowing u and rumors will start. Genuinely, just ignore rumors bc if they're serious, they would ask u directly instead of assuming and believing shit from others. Ppl will make the smallest things look big, a simple hug can turn into a whole ass rumor on how u and someone are dating, which I genuinely think is dumb bc it's gotten to the point that such a small gesture makes ppl think the wildest things.

Second, don't trust every "friend." Most ppl are gonna gossip about u to others especially if they're friends with ur opps. If u think u don't have opps, ur probably wrong. Ppl will have imaginary "beef" with u when u barely know them sometimes😭 and you'll be wondering what u possibly did.

Third, make friends and know ppl. I find it fun to know different ppl from different grades and make friends with ppl in different grades. It's fun to say hi to someone in the hallway and ask how their days been, make friends that will actually speak good about u to others and not everyone will wanna be ur friend and that's okay. And u get to make extra memories.

More shit I'm gonna say and this might be out of place. Ppl are gonna side with some who isn't right and thats ok bc u know that they ain't right and ppl close to u probably know too. Ppl don't realized what they did to u till u do it back, ppl won't tell u the truth then blame u later when u asked clearly before. (irl experience: I asked a girl several times if she was dating this boy and she said no multiple times, I also asked the boy if he was the girl and he said no multiple times, then when I start talking to the boy, hugged him like 2 times and getting close bc I kinda liked him, turns out they were dating and he was cheating on her bc he told me he was interested in me while they were together and js some shit that happened that ain't supposed to happen. When I found out he had js broken up with her, I cut contact bc ion wanna be friends with a 2 timer😭 and it's js not right. He lied and some shit after some ppl found out about it bc i tried telling his gf but she didn't believe me and only believed what her bf told her😭 even when I showed proof then she startedto spraad rumors that i was trying to steal her bf when i clearly asked her several times if they were dating. And her friend kept wasn't it obviousthey were dating and i should've asked questions😭 like as if i didn't. Atp if they had a problemwith me being close, they could've actually told the truth that they were dating but instead they decided to watch everything unfold and blame me after🥀) basically, ppl are gonna believe one side of the story and not ur side bc they're either close with the other person or don't believe they could do such a thing🥀. Basically, js genuinely don't give a shit about what ppl think and don't try to explain urself to someone who don't wanna listen or understand, bc there's lots of ppl like that in middle school. This year really changed me to not really answer ppl bc most times, they just bored🤣 and are looking for the next person to try and ragebait, just don't answer ppl like that bc at the end of the day, they js tryna find a way to turn a situation around.

Enjoy ur time as a middle schoolers honestly, there's a lot of memories i cherish till this day and u might js get popular out of nowhere so enjoy that too bc ppl are js gonna know u. It's better to be popular for good reasons tho🥀😭

13F. So it's not that bad bc I've gotten over most insecurities I've had but I got quite some hairy legs bro😭 like I've worn jorts and no one has made comments on my hair legs but I wanna actually wear jean shorts but im kinda insecure about my hair legs idk like ik I can go out like that but to school feels weird bc everyone i see, especially girls got clear legs. I've shaved my legs before but I don't wanna do that again bc it's too much time for the short period I have with shaved legs bro. Do I just not care and weat Jean short? I'm also kinda insecure bc ion got a thigh gap and my thighs are kinda big not bad but kinda big idk I wear leggings and all without being insecure but I wanna wear jean shorts too but I'm insecure about my hair legs and maybe bc I got no thigh gap bc ik it's not knocked knees, I'm most insecure about the hair😭🥀

13F. So it's not that bad bc I've gotten over most insecurities I've had but I got quite some hairy legs bro😭 like I've worn jorts and no one has made comments on my hair legs but I wanna actually wear jean shorts but im kinda insecure about my hair legs idk like ik I can go out like that but to school feels weird bc everyone i see, especially girls got clear legs. I've shaved my legs before but I don't wanna do that again bc it's too much time for the short period I have with shaved legs bro. Do I just not care and weat Jean short? I'm also kinda insecure bc ion got a thigh gap and my thighs are kinda big not bad but kinda big idk I wear leggings and all without being insecure but I wanna wear jean shorts too but I'm insecure about my hair legs and maybe bc I got not thigh gap bc ik it's not knocked knees, I'm most insecure about the hair😭🥀

13F. So I had this whole situation with this boy, we kinda liked each other. Then, he told me he gets hard anytime I hug him, another time when we hungout and we hugged, immediately he told me he was getting a boner. When he then gave me a back hug, he kinda cupped my boobs and got a boner immediately and started rubbing it on my butt. I pulled away bc that was kinda shocking and all and he also kept asking me when i was gonna touch his dick, which i didn't, but I just keep wondering why he got boners like that. And are guys going through puberty always freaky?😭 bc this guy was really freaky kinda.

EDIT: So a lot of ppl said what this boy did was SA, which i did think about, but I also let him touch my boobs bc he kept asking repeatedly and was saying that he's letting me touch his dick without consent, but I'm not. The boner rubbing on me was without consent. He never said anything about doing that and just started kinda humping me. I did call him out for it when we texted, but he just said well yea he's js like that. So I cut contact with him bc turns out he was cheating with his gf with me and lied to ppl that I begged him to kiss me and shit when he was the one begging multiple times. It's also my fault for not cutting contact bc I liked him and he supposedly like me too so I thought it was okay.

13F. Idk why but I just wanna have someone to be close with. I do kinda wanna have a boyfriend bc I recently had an experience with this boy in my grade who was kinda freaky and who I also liked. We got close, kissed a couple of times, hugged, and he also kissed my neck and kinda rubbed his boner on me which was unexpected, but turns out he had a gf and it was a whole situation bc he never told me he had one when I asked multiple times so well he was two timing. Anyways, idk why but I've just wanted that closeness again like the kisses and hugs. Idk maybe it's bc I'm a teen and got all these hormones, but I don't want sex at all, just that closeness with a boy. I want a bf too bc I see some of my homeboys get girlfriends and wonder when it'll be my turn and I know I don't gotta rush bc I'm still 13 but I just love affection bro. This is probably cringe🥀. Like I'm not the type to chase someone bc at the end most times, I realize that they don't like me and I feel like I'm disturbing them. I just crave that closeness after experiencing something like it... is this something I can like ignore?

13F. Idk why but I just wanna have someone to be close with. I do kinda wanna have a boyfriend bc I recently had an experience with this boy in my grade who was kinda freaky and who I also liked. We got close, kissed a couple of times, hugged, and he also kissed my neck and kinda rubbed his boner on me which was unexpected, but turns out he had a gf and it was a whole situation bc he never told me he had one when I asked multiple times so well he was two timing. Anyways, idk why but I've just wanted that closeness again like the kisses and hugs. Idk maybe it's bc I'm a teen and got all these hormones, but I don't want sex at all, just that closeness with a boy. I want a bf too bc I see some of my homeboys get girlfriends and wonder when it'll be my turn and I know I don't gotta rush bc I'm still 13 but I just love affection bro. This is probably cringe🥀. Like I'm not the type to chase someone bc at the end most times, I realize that they don't like me and I feel like I'm disturbing them. I just crave that closeness after experiencing something like it... is this something I can like ignore?

13F. Idk why but I just wanna have someone to be close with. I do kinda wanna have a boyfriend bc I recently had an experience with this boy in my grade who was kinda freaky and who I also liked. We got close, kissed a couple of times, hugged, and he also kissed my neck and kinda rubbed his boner on me which was unexpected, but turns out he had a gf and it was a whole situation bc he never told me he had one when I asked multiple times so well he was two timing. Anyways, idk why but I've just wanted that closeness again like the kisses and hugs. Idk maybe it's bc I'm a teen and got all these hormones, but I don't want sex at all, just that closeness with a boy. I want a bf too bc I see some of my homeboys get girlfriends and wonder when it'll be my turn and I know I don't gotta rush bc I'm still 13 but I just love affection bro. This is probably cringe🥀. Like I'm not the type to chase someone bc at the end most times, I realize that they don't like me and I feel like I'm disturbing them. I just crave that closeness after experiencing something like it... is this something I can like ignore?

Like I swear every little thing you do, you got people watching you. Because I'm a really out going person, I hug people and not without permission I ask or if it's my friend ik I can, but when I hug a boy i suddenly get questions if I like them. Me and my friends go to one of our guy friends lockers and then someone told me on snap to stop simping over boys who are taken. There was a whole situation where ppl thought I stole this girls bf because I hugged him in the hallways and btw I asked him and his gf if they were dating and they both said no. It was a whole situation and at the end, he was 2 timing, but no one really wants to believe me except my friends bc the boy already lied about a lot of stuff and he's popular. I'm just saying that middle school is so different bc the amount of rumors and drama that happens. Ppl don't see when I hug my friends, but when I hug a boy it's suddenly something else and it wasn't even like a deep hug just like shoulder side hug😭. And ppl also just like assuming stuff instead of asking me directly too, like i don't bite, I'm an open person and talk to everyone. I follow my friend most times bc she really extroverted so idk if she also got these rumors. I feel like in middle school, it's best not to be really close to the popular kids sometimes bc ppl would believe them more than you. Ppl see the smallest things and assuming you're dating someone. I'm trying to be more social bc in grade 6 I realized I was quite shy and missed out on a lot of stuff but now I think I'm too social😭. I think it's just different bc I'm a girl too and it was my fault for not seeing some signs, i think I'm gonna stop going to my male friends lockers... Anyways, I can be friends with anyone age 13 and 14 because i would love to talk to different ppl❤️ just please don't be a creep fr.

(13F) so I'm have this guy friend who me and him talk a lot at school and text (he always texts first). Anyways, he said he has a little crush on me. At first he asked me kinda freakish questions like if I would let him touch my butt or boobs, just shit like that. Ofc I answered bc I didn't see anything wrong really bc when I said no to certain things he said he respects that. He asks freaky questions so decided to in return just recently ask freaky questions back. Not if I can touch him or anything I only asked about boners bc that's smt idk about. I just asked if guys get boners randomly and he said yeah he's getting one rn. Anyways, some other stuff he said was that he would let me touch him without consent, asked if I would like to massage(stroke) his private part to which I said no bc I don't wanna witness that. We then planned a hangout after school bc he wanted me to teach him how to hug girls and maybe makeout bc we were talking about that too. The hangout comes, we hug a lot(he hugged me so tightly and said he really wantedto hug me bad), I let him also rest his hands on my butt bc he asked. Immediately when we just hugged he said he was getting a boner. Anyways after hugging for a bit, he asked if he could touch my boobs and I said sure and he did. I do appreciate the fact that he always asked before touching me or assuminghe could touch me. So then after a while I pulled awsy and he asked what do I wanna do and I asked what do u wanna do and he said practice hugging more, maybe kiss. So I said if I wanna kiss u, u gotta close ur eyes and he did and I kissed him and we hugged again. Just lots of hugging and holding my boobs. I also kissed his neck likes twice and he kissed mine multiple times. He said he wanted to give me back hugs ad I let him and he asked if he could touch my boobs and I said sure and he used both his hands. He then said he's getting hard again and then I felt his boner on my butt and he was kinda grinding on me which i didn'treally mind that much. At the end when I said I gotta go now, he said ur not gonna give me a goodbye kiss or smt and I went to go kiss him and wanted to like leave Immediately bc of embarrassment but he pulled me into a long hug like he didn't want me to go yet. I had to tell him I gotta go now before he let go. Anyways, the next day at school, we didn't talk at all I even tried to avoid eye contact a bit. So he texted me on Saturday and it was more empty. Usually he would ask how am doing but he started with i got a question and he asked if I would stop hugging him in the hallway and I asked if he wanted me to stop bc this was the same guy that was begging me not to stop hugging him even before the hangout. He said yea I guess bc he's getting flamed at school by friends and peers. I did hear that there was a rumor about us too. Long story short, apparently his feelings are kinda fading away over something I did way before the hangout (he doesn't wanna tell me what i did) and he might not date me, he was just kinda off today like he said he would stop hugging me bc he gets hard anytime he hugs me. I told him too that I'm losing feelings too kinda. Now I don't really regret anything I did that much bc I kinda liked the whole hangout and it was a different experience from the usual yadayada, but I kinda feel like he led me on just to touch my boobs (he's also kinda younger than me with a few months so he's still basically 12 just taller)... idk i kinda has this thought behind my back that this would happen, but i ignored it. I was kinda in the moment...

(13F ) so I'm have this guy friend who me and him talk a lot at school and text (he always texts first). Anyways, he said he has a little crush on me. At first he asked me kinda freakish questions like if I would let him touch my butt or boobs, just shit like that. Ofc I answered bc I didn't see anything wrong really bc when I said no to certain things he said he respects that. He asks freaky questions so decided to in return just recently ask freaky questions back. Not if I can touch him or anything I only asked about boners bc that's smt idk about. I just asked if guys get boners randomly and he said yeah he's getting one rn. Anyways, some other stuff he said was that he would let me touch him without consent, asked if I would like to massage(stroke) his private part to which I said no bc I don't wanna witness that. We then planned a hangout after school bc he wanted me to teach him how to hug girls and maybe makeout bc we were talking about that too. The hangout comes, we hug a lot(he hugged me so tightly and said he really wantedto hug me bad), I let him also rest his hands on my butt bc he asked. Immediately when we just hugged he said he was getting a boner. Anyways after hugging for a bit, he asked if he could touch my boobs and I said sure and he did. I do appreciate the fact that he always asked before touching me or assuminghe could touch me. So then after a while I pulled awsy and he asked what do I wanna do and I asked what do u wanna do and he said practice hugging more, maybe kiss. So I said if I wanna kiss u, u gotta close ur eyes and he did and I kissed him and we hugged again. Just lots of hugging and holding my boobs. I also kissed his neck likes twice and he kissed mine multiple times. He said he wanted to give me back hugs ad I let him and he asked if he could touch my boobs and I said sure and he used both his hands. He then said he's getting hard again and then I felt his boner on my butt and he was kinda grinding on me which i didn'treally mind that much. At the end when I said I gotta go now, he said ur not gonna give me a goodbye kiss or smt and I went to go kiss him and wanted to like leave Immediately bc of embarrassment but he pulled me into a long hug like he didn't want me to go yet. I had to tell him I gotta go now before he let go. Anyways, the next day at school, we didn't talk at all I even tried to avoid eye contact a bit. So he texted me on Saturday and it was more empty. Usually he would ask how am doing but he started with i got a question and he asked if I would stop hugging him in the hallway and I asked if he wanted me to stop bc this was the same guy that was begging me not to stop hugging him even before the hangout. He said yea I guess bc he's getting flamed at school by friends and peers. I did hear that there was a rumor about us too. Long story short, apparently his feelings are kinda fading away over something I did way before the hangout (he doesn't wanna tell me what i did) and he might not date me, he was just kinda off today like he said he would stop hugging me bc he gets hard anytime he hugs me. I told him too that I'm losing feelings too kinda. Now I don't really regret anything I did that much bc I kinda liked the whole hangout and it was a different experience from the usual yadayada, but I kinda feel like he led me on just to touch my boobs (he's also kinda younger than me with a few months so he's still basically 12 just taller)... idk i kinda has this thought behind my back that this would happen, but i ignored it. I was kinda in the moment...

Alr so I'm have this kinda crush i call it a .5 crush and we're kinda friends too. He's kinda freaky and told me I was his .5 crush too after I asked. We have each others snap and he's kinda freaky asking what freaky stuff would we do if we were dating, he would maybe date me sometime in the year, shit like that. I'm not really surprised by the questions bc when I say no he respects the answers and boys going through puberty do shit like that from what I've heard. Anyways, a few days later, I just kinda felt like he's kinda playing with my feelings bc he asks me freaky questions and I'm not exactly his 1 crush (that's what we call it, i know his 1 crush). So my friend got Snapchat recently and was added to the grade 7 gc. Bc I had this strange feeling of what if I'm not the only one he asks those things? He might be playing with my feelings bc of his reputation and personality. he had asked me if i liked hugging him bc i hugged him in school and i asked if i should stop hugging him and he said no. I told my friend that he's kinda freaky and she said yeah he sent her not so kid friendly text so my suspicions were high that he was playing with me. Long story short, he wasn't and all he texted her was bum and sent dumb emojis (which he does to everyone), but I kinda showed her some screenshot texts with me and him texting and she said ew and she's worried for me bc of the freaky shit. I didn't show her everything shit I showed her just the beginning and told her not to tell anyone bc he didn't want me to share those text. I trust her to not tell anyone or forget about it bc she didn't bring it up anymore, but I feel bad bc I sent him a whole ass paragraph saying idk if I can do this shit anymore bc I feel like he's playing with my feelings and I saw that he read it before school, bc when I got to school and I ignored him bc he kept annoying me the day before, he kept asking why I'm so pressed and if it was bc he left me on delivered and he looked kinda sad after he was kinda chasing me calline my name and i didn't answer. I also feel like I shouldn't have shared those screenshots with my friend bc he wasn't playing with other girls. Idk what to do i might just hug him and tell him I wasn't mad I was just annoyed bc he always flicks me, but idk advice would be appreciated.

This might be dumb considering I'm 13, but I wanna stop liking a boy in my grade. I just think he ain't the best person out there bc he's kinda popular and is the type to like to tease girls ig. Last grade I didn't like him at all bc he was a rude person which made me not wanna approach him, but now in this grade he keeps teasing me and would flick my should so many8ng times to the point I slapped him hard and usually the person would cry and stop, but nope he just stared for a second and went back to doing the same shit. He still does it and I try to control myself more from retaliating even though he doesn't tell on me, I just wanna control myself more. He does do it less now and does step on my feet anymore. We only started talking bc he added me on snap and he always used to text first then one day he was asking me kinda freakish questions that aren't that bad bc I was okay answering them. He also asked if I would date him and i said yeah but right now nope bc of his attitude. He knows he's my crush bc he asked and I told him and I usually tell my crush if I like them for about a month. I asked back if he would date me and he said later in the year which I think he's lying for some reasons. During the weekend, a girl in my grade texted me asking if I got discord bc the boy wanted to talk to me and I gave her my discord, but didn't receive any sort of friend request. In school, I told him that someone said you wanted to ask me something and he said he would tell me through text, but I was impatient and asked him to tell me during recess. All he asked me was why was I hugging him on friday and I asked back do u want me to stop hugging me and he asked back do u wanna stop and I asked again if he wants me to stop hugging him and he said not really and I said exactly. (I didn't only hug him i hugged his other friend first bc he was crying then his friend didn't want a hug anymore and I hugged him instead and always asked first). I also gave him half my coke because i couldn't finish it and he told me thank you and drank it. Idk i'm usually comfortable with boys and I see most of them as just friends. He still plays with other girls and that too but he's usually the one who flicks my should then I grab his collar and he says calm down or when he's walking in grab his hoodie to stop him and he stops. I joke about sharing the freakish chats sometimes and he just smiles and his friends ask for it and I say if he agrees I will bc I'm not that type of person.

I just feel like I shouldn't like someone like him, I had a crush on this guy friend who I also told sometime after liking him, but he didn't like me and my feelings faded kinda quick but now I see him as more like a brother bc I got 3 brothers and he acts like one of them. Idk I don't know if I can trust someone like him😭.

This might be dumb considering I'm 13, but I wanna stop liking a boy in my grade. I just think he ain't the best person out there bc he's kinda popular and is the type to like to tease girls ig. Last grade I didn't like him at all bc he was a rude person which made me not wanna approach him, but now in this grade he keeps teasing me and would flick my should so many8ng times to the point I slapped him hard and usually the person would cry and stop, but nope he just stared for a second and went back to doing the same shit. He still does it and I try to control myself more from retaliating even though he doesn't tell on me, I just wanna control myself more. He does do it less now and does step on my feet anymore. We only started talking bc he added me on snap and he always used to text first then one day he was asking me kinda freakish questions that aren't that bad bc I was okay answering them. He also asked if I would date him and i said yeah but right now nope bc of his attitude. He knows he's my crush bc he asked and I told him and I usually tell my crush if I like them for about a month. I asked back if he would date me and he said later in the year which I think he's lying for some reasons. During the weekend, a girl in my grade texted me asking if I got discord bc the boy wanted to talk to me and I gave her my discord, but didn't receive any sort of friend request. In school, I told him that someone said you wanted to ask me something and he said he would tell me through text, but I was impatient and asked him to tell me during recess. All he asked me was why was I hugging him on friday and I asked back do u want me to stop hugging me and he asked back do u wanna stop and I asked again if he wants me to stop hugging him and he said not really and I said exactly. (I didn't only hug him i hugged his other friend first bc he was crying then his friend didn't want a hug anymore and I hugged him instead and always asked first). Idk i'm usually comfortable with boys and I see most of them as just friends. He still plays with other girls and that too but he's usually the one who flicks my should then I grab his collar and he says calm down or when he's walking in grab his hoodie to stop him and he stops. I joke about sharing the freakish chats sometimes and he just smiles and his friends ask for it and I say if he agrees I will bc I'm not that type of person.

I just feel like I shouldn't like someone like him, I had a crush on this guy friend who I also told sometime after liking him, but he didn't like me and my feelings faded kinda quick but now I see him as more like a brother bc I got 3 brothers and he acts like one of them. Idk I don't know if I can trust someone like him😭.