Help. I went all in on this cycle, now I’m screwed
Nearly half of my college coursework was completed in high school through dual enrollment. My parents made me do it and I was just really bad at school when I was a teenager. So despite graduating from undergrad with a near perfect gpa 2 years ago, my high school classes just tank it. I had always wanted to go to law school, but my LSAC gpa was just wrecked by my high school grades. I calculated it myself to be around a 2.97 gpa undergrad + dual enrollment. It sucked. I literally dreamed of being a lawyer as a kid. But instead I had to actually go work postgrad in an industry I didn’t even like.
Well a few weeks ago, as you all know, LSAC came out with the news that they would no longer factor in dual enrollment classes to their gpa calculation. I was elated. I was literally so excited I would just randomly bring it up to people who had no idea what LSAC even was. At a party last weekend I literally turned to a group of people (after not speaking that entire night) and just blurted out “did you see LSAC removed high school dual enrollment classes from their gpa calculation??” People thought I was crazy. I quit my job to study full time for the LSAT. And told my boss I didn’t actually care about the boring weekly reports he makes me send out, saying I’d make a brilliant legal mind one day on my way out the door. I told my parents they “no longer provide much utility to me”, and that they could take me off of their insurance because in a few years I’d be making the biglaw payscale ($240k starting salary). I abandoned my friends because I thought I’d make smarter, cooler, higher status friends at the T5 law school I was probably going to. I estranged my little brother, telling him that I’d only tolerate him if he gained the prestige similar to what I’d have upon attaining my juris doctorate. All of this may have been a little premature, but with my new gpa I had no doubts. I dreamed again.
I woke up this morning with a smile on my face (per usual these days). I cracked open my laptop and fired up lsat demon, along with the
r/lawschooladmissions sub. I saw a strange post and people freaking out about some decision made by LSAC. I clicked it. My face slowly twisted in horror as I realized what had been done to me. LSAC took away my dream- again. I hadn’t even gotten the chance to submit my transcripts to LSAC yet. They wined and dined me, then took me to bed and never called me back. I don’t know what to do. I totally uprooted my life to go all in on this cycle. I don’t even have a job right now.
If anyone has any advice on how I should proceed, I’d really appreciate it. I feel like such a dirty victim right now and I need answers from LSAC.