are my parents toxic or am i dramatic? pls be honest.
hi. so i dont want fake sympathy. i want honest opinions. here's my story. ever since i can remember i have been scared of my dad. like even as a kid i havent been completely myself bc of his anger issues and mood swings. that goes on until today. i feel like i had a better relationship w my mom as a kid now it has reduced. i love my mom tho she has given up a lot to bring me into this world. my dad always buys me whatever i wanted, no matter the cost but i think in the long run, its love what ill look back on, its the affections and memories. i dont go on trips w them anymore even if its abroad js bc my dad gets so toxic js yells when things dont go right, even when i talk to him for then 20 mins i can see him being irritated and js pretending to be nice like its obvious. in middle school my grades were not the best, from 6th to 10th grade my parents have put me thru hell regarding it idw go in details, i have felt like running away and more bc of that. i wasnt the best kid in school, didnt have friends, didnt study well, yk teachers used to call my parents up. the most traumatising incident is when i had an insta acc seceretly in 7th grade my dad threw my makeup, jewllery, my parents yelled and trashed me for over a week, i feel like other parents never took it so drastic? rn bc of them i isolate, daydream as a coping mechanism and barely go out. this is a small summary, i tried my best.