ruined my life
Hello guys im not doing so well and i need some recognition. i want to start by saying im diagnosed bipolar 2 disorder. Lately ive been completely devastated. Ive lost everything. My mom died when i was young im 18 now and my dad recently disappeared. im living with my grandma thats already slipping. her roof is caving in , backed up sewer, and a uncle that lives here and he smokes meth. my car just got repoed since i lost my job and been depressed. just got out of a 2 year relationship which crushed me even more. i just dont know what to do anymore. ive never felt like this im just ready to give up and another thing is i had to watch my granfather die here right i front of me hes been gone for a month now but while living here i was sleeping in the living room and literally watch him die due to cancer. i dont feel right