u/Limp-Delay9492

ive been out of work since july after getting SAd by a customer. i start my new, much better, job november 2nd. since being out of work ive been relatively okay but the last few days and especially now i am going crazy from not having anything to do.

i cant spend a lot of money as i only like to use the benefits im on for travel and needs. i really want to do things but also really struggle with motivation. i have BPD (im getting help soon, though im not a severe case) and depression, so its really hard sometimes to get up and be productive.

if anyone has any ideas on what i could do/ how to feel more motivated that would be massively appreciated. i live in the outskirts of London, UK so if there are anything i can travel to to do i would love to hear. i just dont want to keep myself inside as boredom goes hand in hand with chronic emptiness with BPD, and ive been really working on my mental health, trying hard to not let these things escalate into something worse.

there are a couple points in the new waterloo road where im just not sure how certain conclusions have been made:

1- how was amy spratt sexualising shuey when she confronted him? amy was told thats what she did but i dont understand how

2- how was the bunsen burner setting chandras hair on fire tonyas fault? should she just have tied her own hair up like she made tonya do it?

ive rewatched these bits twice and still am unsure so if anyone could give clarity that would be fab x