This is gold and gives me amazing insight becouse our parents are to narcissistic to be self aware but they still know their actions they know
I can't put all my thoughts here it's just to hard for me, and I feel like certain things can only be understood when their not in text form, becouse the things I experience is just to mind numbing to type them out. As I type my brain gets cunfuzled becouse of the heavy emotional damage of the situation i have to remember.
Anyone leaving the 8 of Sept ?
I can't wait to leave the people I live with becouse if I didn't join the militery at 18 I don't think I would be able to live my life effectively.
Anyone leave the same day as me? I can't wait to leave the people I live with becouse if I didn't join the militery at 18 I don't think I would be able to live my life effectively.
Anyone leave the same day as me? I can't wait to leave the people I live with becouse if I didn't join the militery at 18 I don't think I would be able to live my life effectively.
Anyone leave the same day as me? I can't wait to leave the people I live with becouse if I didn't join the militery at 18 I don't think I would be able to live my life effectively.
Anyone leave the same day as me? I can't wait to leave the people I live with becouse if I didn't join the militery at 18 I don't think I would be able to live my life effectively.
Anyone leave the same day as me? I can't wait to leave the people I live with becouse if I didn't join the militery at 18 I don't think I would be able to live my life effectively.
Anyone leave the same day as me? I can't wait to leave the people I live with becouse if I didn't join the militery at 18 I don't think I would be able to live my life effectively.
Anyone leave the same day as me? I can't wait to leave the people I live with becouse if I didn't join the militery at 18 I don't think I would be able to live my life effectively.
Anyone leave the same day as me? I can't wait to leave the people I live with becouse if I didn't join the militery at 18 I don't think I would be able to live my life effectively.
I need to watch the video on there and I need help finding it.
I am waiting to go to BT next month and the plan was i wanted to get my driving license before BT but it won't be possible now is it possible to get my license in tech school?
My Boi is not a janitor ( ;｀Д´)
She is a reastless spirit and likes to be angry so she goes around and looks for something to be angry at and goes around the house screaming and incessantly talking for an hour at times and it's as if she has a thirst like a vampire just to be angry
I lowkey want NarcPeople of all types brains to be studied, she likes to spit out insults to use and history to use and think we should still like here ? She finds it amusing that we don't like her and see her as a normal person, it feels like a person playing with a cat.
She will keep on bringing something up about me and as for me as a normal person when I see someone choosing to keep negative memories of me fresh I don't think thats a healthy relationship, and then she wants to keep moving on after all that
I hate how she can keep history of everyone fresh but she can't remember things she does and wants to be defensive.
Lol it's so odd feels like a fever dream becouse she'll be screaming in the house and I second later when someone argues they can't do something becouse of her screaming she'll say ......."!ME ..I'm SCREAMING 😱?!!
When i was little I had a talking problem and I struggle with that now, I think it was becouse i was nervous, having to stay home most of my life not having friends for serving periods of my life, I think I talked to talk the pain out, my parents talk a lot but it's mostly my mother who likes to wake up arguing about something she likes fights here whole life is a constant battle with relatives podcast and radio channels she watches about some nonsensical family drama she's not in, and not growing into a healthy household as a child
My 8 year sibling likes to talk and can't stop and I think we both suffer ADHD of sum form, she likes to talk to her self like shes in a conversation with people and talks to ai voice lol (....back in my day....) shes a little bit of a little iPad kid
And the big thing is when my mother beats here for talking to much she will later continue with it
I and my older sibling honestly where smarter than her at her age being able to do many things independently and also after being hurt for being ourself around our parents we would not interact with our parents
I have no power to do anything, but wait to leave and cultivate my own peace.
My mother has planned a graduation party, becouse other people do the same, my dad is making me wear a suit, (so that people can't see it under the gown ) they want to show a public appearance through me and they like to heavily project. I don't even want to go to my graduation becouse why can't they just give me my paper.
This graduation party is going to be filled with adults I don't care for, and I don't want to invite anyone I now, just think for yourself how horrendous that would be, in such an environment environment
How was the experience becouse the foundation for abuse part of it was religion, but what if some of these parents don't have a foundation of religion how did they act like?
I need to get a nee bloody perspective becouse I'm dying out here, these people will even kill the God in you if you want to love god