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So my mom works at a hospital, and today my step dropped me off so my mom and I had more time do something fun when she got off work. When inside I decided to go to the hospital café to wait and realized I forgot my sketch book and pencils so I asked a birista if I could borrow a note pad and pen any. And she went "of course girl". I have been feeling very dysphoria lately and got really gitty at this so when I went to return the note pad and pen I told her how happy it made me feel and she told me no problem and that I am passing. I am really happy. By the way I haven't started hrt

I am 15 and I am currently home alone. I have no car or money to go get something to help. I was YouTube and saw some girl who looked nice and I wish I could look like her. I feel like crying because I look so masculine and I hate it. Seeing that girl made me just disappointed in my body. What do I do?

This game is way to realistic with its emotions, I just had to arrest jori for smuggling drugs and cried for like 5 minutes because he was so nice. And every time some says something about trying to escape tyranny and I have to decline them for missing documents my heart breaks.

Ok so I am a high schooler and I occasionally wear a trans pin. I usually get passing questions in the hall from people who don't know me, but the question that still bothers me is "do you masterbate" or some variation of that. And I get that it is just curiousosity and stuff, but it even happens when I'm in public by ADULTS. And I feel super uncomfortable. And ADULTS asking this make me wanna shrivel up like a crumbled ball of paper. What do I do?.

EDIT, the adults aren't at the school they are out in public like the mall and stuff