I was forced to come out to my parents. After telling them I messed up really bad
So a i (18) fell for a scam and lost all my money. And in that process my parents figured out how i got scammed and belittled me for it, and then we had a conversation about being Trans and they said that they don't understand it and that its a mental illness. My mom started saying that "Even trans people say its a mental illness" and sited Blaire White, and Jordan Peterson as her source of information. She then asked how far I would take it and said that I would never be a woman even if I chopped my Dick off I would never be a woman. And then I told her what I would do, Which is HRT, grow my hair out, and learn makeup and stuff. And she said that if i dont get surgeries im not committed to being trans, that's just my mom's side. My dad on the other hand got angry and was telling me that i used to be so logical and that what im thinking isn't logical and that biology doesn't work how i think it does, and there are only to Sexes and i cant change that. And they said they had known fir a while that i "wasn't normal" and hoped in the end i turned out normal. And then they made me tell them everything I have done to try to be feminine and they said im sick in the head and to stop doing this "Weird shit" and after i told them I was extremely depressed and have been forced four years, they said that its because of the internet and that i was influenced by "Weird shit" and then they said i got scammed because im trans. And then compared me to my older brother who is a drug addict and domestic abuser, saying how im no different. Then after all that, they told me since im under their roof i have to box all my girl stuff up and thet are gonna force a routine change, and force me to cut my hair. I dont know what to do and I feel so empty. Like I just want to curl up and dissappear.