u/Maleficent-Tension67

TBH, I never thought I could do it, but here I am. It sucks that after I opened up and shared everything, that’s the only thing he could say… but oh well. I’m still happy that I was able to take this step. It sucks, and it hurts, but I know that in the long run, it’ll be better for me.

Got my ears pierced and updated my passport and license today, and honestly… this has been one of the most euphoric, affirming days of my life.

Before starting HRT, I never could’ve imagined that just 9 months later I’d be living so openly and happily as myself. The amount of joy, comfort, and confidence I feel now is something I genuinely didn’t think was possible for me.

So if you’re debating whether to start — this is your sign. Do it. It really can change your whole life.

It's been 9 months of HRT and I feel so happy and proud of how far i've come.. 🩷

Hey everyone 💖 I’m about 9 months into my MTF transition and still pretty new to makeup. I’ve been experimenting and learning as I go—any tips, product suggestions, or techniques to help me look more feminine would really mean a lot!

Step-by-Step Product Routine (with Shade Names)

1. Cleanse / Prep Skin
Garnier Micellar Water (All-in-1 – Original / Pink Cap)
Neutrogena Daily Scrub (Oil-Free Acne Wash Pink Grapefruit Scrub)
2. Protect Skin
CeraVe SPF 30 Sunscreen (AM Facial Moisturizing Lotion SPF 30)
3. Prime
e.l.f. Cosmetics Power Grip Primer (Original – Clear)
4. Apply Base
Haus Labs Triclone Foundation (Shade: 210 Light Medium Neutral — adjust if needed)
5. Conceal
Haus Labs Concealer (Shade: 21 Light Neutral — adjust if needed)
6. Set the Face
e.l.f. Cosmetics Glow Setting Powder (Shade: Light)
7. Add Color (Blush)
Haus Labs Melon Blush (Shade: Watermelon Bliss)
Rhode Beauty Teddy Blush (Shade: Teddy)
8. Highlight
Wet n Wild Highlighting Powder (Shade: Precious Petals – Bronze glow)
9. Lips
NYX Cosmetics Lip Liner (Shade: Red Rose)
Haus Labs Lip Product (Shade: Guava)
10. Lock It In
L’Oréal 3-Second Setting Spray (Infallible Setting Spray)

Is it cause I'm ugly.. Is it cause I have a bad personality.. Is it cause I'm Trans..? I do not know what else to think other than I am undesirable..

TBH posting here for some self confidence cause I got stood up and ghosted twice this week..