u/MaleficentStar2488

I feel like I used to relate more to guys like Charls carolll for example as a teenager and in my early 20’s for example having an opinion like “oh I hate Christopher Nolan because his fans are boring and tedious for wanting to be seen as deep” .At the age of 25 now I find that type of behavior and general worldview fucking annoying and desperate to be seen as different and intellectual simply by being contrarian. Not even falling into the “let people enjoy things” crowd but I think people with more common interests and thought processes are the most free among us these days, there are people who genuinely think they are better just because they post on this sub i used to be one of them, you’re not.

I am much more joyful without second guessing my behavior i just act and pull the trigger it’s very freeing

Got a bunch of S R and am close to kicking it but I still want to buy a decent amount to have my “goodbye” party with 7/ MGM as if u haven’t gotten high enough with this shit and spent 70% of my money on it for the last year and a half

The next time you need to Venmo someone go ahead and pull out cash and see how quickly they say “nah it’s all good”

Then we can break up and the cycle continues

Jet has gone dark on all socials deleted his posts and privated his replies knowing this would come out even in the midst of all this he truly only cares about himself. Jet I never really disliked you but you 100% bear responsibility for what happened you were one of the largest presence in her life and arguably her boss on the show as the “director” which would be one thing if she was mid 20’s or something but she was literally a junior in high school when you met and you used her for sex. If I was her sister I would be suing jet and all the wiggers for a wrongful death suit. This is truly disgusting and just sad.

They wrote this before he dropped his 3 albums wtf

He was always softspoken but now he sounds and has has mannerisms like my 🌈 cousin

Fourth of July bender was like a horror movie

So the day before 4th of July I bought 500 mg worth and was out and was on 7oh for about 48 hours give or take. I feel like a mini withdrawal right now nothing crazy just sweating and not feeling amazing more shame that I took a step back after stopping for months. Don't really know what I'm doing.

I was talking shit about going there publicly a few months ago now I feel left out and stupid. Like my opposition to going was more cringe than just going.

Havent had a piece of media affect me like that as much since I read Akira any recs that are as good ?

Lost 50lbs in a year
Im 5’11 and hit 250 last June was working at a place on the side that provided free food that was mostly fried and I blame that and lack of discipline the last year I changed my diet and started calorie deficits. I am at 200 now look a lot better but now I feel like it’s an obsession where before I hardly thought about it other than joking i was on my Tony soprano vibe back when I was heavier. Idk why Im writing this but yeah.

Ruben is the scorpion then he’s the frog Niall is the scorpion then he’s the frog whenever they sting each other or other people they just understand on a base level it’s in their nature and the cycle repeats

So sick of hearing buzzwords like destiny swapping and manifestation techniques or all that other shit on Instagram and eavesdropping on cafe conversations stfu and grab a rosary or become Sufi or something interesting