First night sober in over a year.
I'm an alcoholic. I drink every single day. For the last two years there was only one day where I didn't drink but other than that everyday was spent getting wasted. Two weeks ago I finally went to go see a new doctor. I opened up to her about what I've been doing to myself and how I needed help. She suggested a medication and I agreed to it. My first dose was Friday and I didn't feel anything, I drank as usual. Saturday and Sunday I noticed my cravings went down and I didn't drink nearly as much as I used to. (I drank 8 drinks in two days when usually it could be up to 18 in two days) today I got home from work early at around 4:30 I pulled a seltzer out of the fridge and sat with it for 2 hours before I decided to put it back in the fridge and drink my tea instead. I haven't had the strength to do this in years. I haven't spent a night sober in well over a year. I feel so fucking proud of myself. I really hope that this medication continues to work and I can spend more nights going to bed sober. I need to do this for my health, I need to do this for my daughter.