u/Mammoth-Software3075

Can you guys navigate in baku while they made new changes in metro stations? I don't know if anyone made a post about this or not but i thought i had to say it...Like if they're doing some maintainance things why can't they make a free bus route for that?? Even as a compensation? I don't understand why should i pay double,triple of what i've payed normally? AS IF they are not paying us to barely survive??? If you change from bus to metro on your route and vice versa,now you have to take another ...how is this logical broo..What about people going to universities? AT LEAST MAKE IT FREE FOR STUDENTS.. When are we going to actually stand up for oursevles cause im tired of this shithole

Me(19F) and my bf(19M) can't get along anymore.For backstory,we both met when we were 16 and instantly clicked,we both felt like we were each others soulmates and had a great chemistry.We were understanding and all that,never had disrespectful arguments etc never argued agressively and like that.And he was very loving and kind.But by time our communication slowly went downhill,we barely commicated our problems and started to hide our feelings etc.

One event he's still bringing up is he can't quite trust me because of some things happened in the past.One of them is when we weren't dating but just in flirting and talking stage there was a guy who asked me to get to know me but i said that there is someone i like(my current bf) but he said let's just exchange instas and it's okay if don't like him i said okay but clearly didn't show interest to him.Fast forward we were arguing with my bf( still not dating at that time) over this.And he went to talk to him and told him to cut contact with me and block me.

Then we talked about these things and after a month or so he asked me to be his gf etc.I felt so guilty about making him feel like that in general he always told me that i made him feel like he was just an option.

After we were dating for couple months my parents found it out(THEY WERE VERY STRICT) and rest is history.They took all of my things,and beat me up chocked me starved me locked me in a fucking room for days and didn't let me leave the house for months.But i still chose to stick with him and found ways to text him(he gave me a phone secretly)

Because of it i was in depression for a long time and still has flashback and want to cry

Some details are that i'm his first gf and he is my second bf but my first relationship was at 15 and didn't even last 2 months nothing serious it was childish.And me and my bf both got into same university

There are a lot of litle things like these that he tells me like one of them is my coworker who came with me down the street one time because it was really dark and i was scared.He wasn't a bad person tho just wanted to help as i was just 18 at that time.

And there are lots of things like these where i try to make him understand that there is no way that anything can happen between me and some random people i'm encountering in life.

Anyways,but after time at some point i started to feel anger towards him when nothing serious is on the surface.It's like i love him but feel some kind of resentment and anger towards him.He is a good person but it feels suffocating in our relationship.Lately i talked about how i don't feel free in our relationship and that it's very dull and boring.I know life isn't all sunshine and rainbows but like for the sake of God we don't do anything together and i'm more like active and social person.Now i just feel isolated and alone.I told him let's go to picnic,museums,galleries,social events etc.BUT here we are still doing nothing.Plus,i'm leaving uni because i hate my degree im changing it and want to follow my dreams.Because of that i was so depressive that i didn't even shower.I didn't feel his support and i didn't feel anything.

Not specially because of this but i just feel cold towards him and last time when we hang out it felt very awkward.

I explained to him that when i feel emotionally detached it feels weird to be even physically near him and it makes me feel overstimulated and angry.

AND GUESS WHAT now he tells ME that he doesn't want to be close to me like that after i told him so?

Throughout our relationship we both been loyal and etc. he blames me that because of me he can't trust me now,says he also feels detached and cold but stated that doesn't want a breakup.Now we're dating more than 2 years.

We tried to communicate but it's just not working we don't understand each other.I don't want lose him but i also don't know where we are going.

I remember all the fucking torture i went through at 16 and still chose him just for the things to turn out like this :((

TL;DR Me (19F) and my bf (19M) have been together for over 2 years and our relationship feels emotionally dead lately. We used to have amazing chemistry and never had toxic fights, but over time communication got worse and he developed trust issues over small things from the past even though I’ve always been loyal. I also went through a really traumatic situation with my strict parents because of this relationship, so it hurts seeing us end up like this. Now I feel emotionally detached, suffocated, and resentful, and hanging out feels awkward instead of comforting. He says he feels cold and detached too, but neither of us wants to break up. I don’t know if this is a rough phase or if we’re just no longer compatible anymore.

Sorry if it's too long but thank you a lot if you read it till the end,have a great day and i appreciate your opinion >

So 2 days ago,when i was sleeping i suddenly felt like i'm awake but i wasn't.I felt like i was elevating above my body but also not fully detached? Idk how to explain more like i was going back n forth in my own body.But it was like i could keep myself in that state and it happened for the first time but before that i was having like short phases like this but last time it was different.So i remember myself seeing dream like things but i cant remember fully but it was vivid at some point.I saw weird dark creatures( NOT shadowlike)running towards me and i felt scared tried to run away but couldn't it was like from a pov of someone watching a tv but it was real,like unmovable spectator.I don't remember other details but i saw thin tall creatures but like glowing light white and bluish,faceless,they were like a group (like 5 or 6) and watching me.I didn't fel scared tho.

And remeber myself understanding the state i'm in and tried to see or visualize something,try lucid dreaming.But i couldn't do it and i think i fell asleep after that because i don't remember anything

Do you guys have any knowledge on what has happened or can someone give me any advice or info

EDIT-I forgot to add that im sure it wasn't sleep paralysis,i've experienced it before

Hey guys i have a question.So i've purchased some things back in october 2025 and i think there was some promotion thing or whatever in messages area like the ones 90% off etc. I remember using it and then left it and didn't buy them ,it was like choosing 3 things for 1 cent each but might be different idk and when i went to my cart somehow i found 2 items there that ive chosen for only 1 cent.I could add things etc.And it happened 2 or 3 orders before and including that last one.But i can't seem to fimd how it's done again or is there any trick? Maybe they've changed something? This really bugs me out i would be happy if anyone knows anything about it

It's been months since im feeling this way and it's getting worse.I don't have any interest for anything even for basic things,i don't want to to eat or drink water i do daily basic things just for the sake of it.I don't leave the house anymore and i barely take care of myself.I don't know if it's depression or not but i feel like there is a heavy weight on my mind and chest.I'm thinking about dropping out because im studying a degree i hate,i want to go abroad and study ( im not from US or EU) but i don't have money i don't have anything and it's killing me that i'm 19 and can't do anything.There is literally no one that can support me.I have a boyfriend but lately our relationship is a little off like,idk it's not going great.He's a great guy but he doesn't really understand me :( He called me irresponsible last time.But i don't feel like doing anthing anymore i stopped going to uni and just in general doing anything.i don't have that much friends too,my only close friend is studying abroad and we barely meet.

I feel so stuck and drained all i do is cry everyday and sleep :( Even breathing feels so tiring,i don't know what to do and i feel like im stuck here and it's getting worse