I thought i knew you.
You like apples, right?
You like blue because of the ocean, right?
Its your favorite color, right?
You always think twice before you speak,
And you always curl in your sleep.
But i guess i was wrong.
You like pineapples now,
And i guess it was green, not blue.
You’re reckless,
And you sleep like a solider.
Never lie to me again.
Do you really love me,
Or was that a lie too?
They all think im scary
Im thinking of removing my thorns
To let people in.
But what would i be if i did?
Would i still be a hedgehog?
Like in the vibe of these songs:
Blue lips - cortis
Wassup - cortis
Places - jiho
Du - CRO
Mona lisa - dominic fike
Witches - alice pheobe lou
Time is a bomb - metric
Ditto - newjeans
Jyuugoya - &team
Tnt - cortis
Blue - yung kai
Love, older you - illit
Helium balloon - xdinary heroes
Earrings - malcom todd
Who knows - daniel cesar
Starry eyes - ciggarettes after sex
Letter home - childish gambino
All roads lead (to Rome) - stephen castillo
Shanty - jio
Suitcase - peach luffe
Cupid - PH-1
Goodnight
Dream sweetly
Dream only of me
don't scream so sweetly
I’ll be here with you
In your dreams so deep.
I'II never leave
I'll watch over you
Untill you're alseep.
Goodnight
Won't see you tomorrow
I won't miss your voice
And your words so hollow.
Don't come back
I won't scream
I'll never dream,
I'll never sleep,
Just leave me be.
Goodnight
Dream sweetly
Dream only of me
don’t scream so sweetly
I’ll be here with you
In your dreams so deep.
I’ll never leave
I’ll watch over you
Untill you’re alseep.
Goodnight
Won’t see you tomorrow
I won’t miss your voice
And your words so hollow.
Don’t come back
I won’t scream
I’ll never dream,
I’ll never sleep,
Just leave me be.
I’d do it again
One million times,
Only if it would hit the same
As it did back then.
I can’t smoke anymore
Now that my lighter is gone.
Now, i used to walk in through the door to meet peoples eyes
I thought; oh they’re looking at me
They must’ve talked shit about me
I had zero friends in school and my confidence was not present
Ever since i changed schools and started talking again
The first thing i think when i walk into a room now, would be;
They’re looking at me, probably because my hair is shiny
Or something like that.
It feels right and wrong at the same time.
Yes, I’m more confident in my own skin
I talk more, I’m not at rock bottom anymore.
But whenever i speak with my friends
Im self conscious when i talk about myself.
I feel like i can’t talk about myself because I’ll seem selfish, and the friends I’ve finally gotten, I’ll lose.
My confidece would disappear, and the good part of my life as well.
The one thing that fixed everything could ruin it too.
Now im scared.
I don’t even know what flair to use
You keep giving me hints
But also hints that are just friendly
But you dont act that way
Sneaking up on me acting like you want a hug
Staring me down while talking with our friends
You act like that with everyone though, right?
I can’t read you
meeting eyes across the room
Never smiling, just looking all neutral
You say «have a great day» and try starting conversations
But you do that with everyone, right?
Right?
You’re awkward sometimes, but who isn’t?
But is it really you, or my mind thinking other things?
Now if you could give me a sign clearer than this
I’d appreciate it lots
I can’t read you
friends, or something more?
I wouldn’t call us strangers, thats for sure
You do this with everyone, right?
So are we friends or lovers?
A crush or a stranger?
Maybe simply just a classmate?
Are ypu trying to make me your friend, or lover?
A song with deep meanings, not so easy to read.
Songs you keed to listen to a few times, or watch the music video to understand. I dont know, a song like «ditto», «love, older you» or “blue lips”
also i don’t really know if this is the right flair to use, so I apologize if its not
A song with deep meanings, not so easy to read.
Songs you keed to listen to a few times, or watch the music video to understand. I dont know, a song like «ditto», «love, older you» or “blue lips”
also i don’t really know if this is the right flair to use, so I apologize if its not
I don’t even know what flair to use
You keep giving me hints
But also hints that are just friendly
But you dont act that way
Sneaking up on me acting like you want a hug
Staring me down while talking with our friends
You act like that with everyone though, right?
I can’t read you
meeting eyes across the room
Never smiling, just looking all neutral
You say «have a great day» and try starting conversations
But you do that with everyone, right?
Right?
You’re awkward sometimes, but who isn’t?
But is it really you, or my mind thinking of other things?
Now if you could give me a sign clearer than this
I’d appreciate it lots
I can’t read you
friends, or something more? I wouldn’t call us strangers
You do this with everyone, right?
You keep giving me hints
But also hints that are just friendly
But you dont act that way
Sneaking up on me acting like you want a hug
Staring me down while talking with our friends
You act like that with everyone though, right?
I can’t read you
meeting eyes across the room
Never smiling, just looking all neutral
You say «have a great day» and try starting conversations
But you do that with everyone, right?
Right?
You’re awkward sometimes, but who isn’t?
But is it really you, or my mind thinking of other things?
Now if you could give me a sign clearer than this
I’d appreciate it lots
I can’t read you
friends, or something more? I wouldn’t call us strangers
You do this with everyone, right?
My past regrets lay heavy on my shoulders
Ever since you helped me my heartbeats wouldn’t rest
I regret not thanking you that day
I regret not taking my chance back then
I cant change anything now though
But thinking about it helps
I regret not giving you a hug when you stepped closer
I regret not looking you in the eyes, still sober
Maybe we would be closer now
If I had just
Taken the chance
And yet you keep hinting
And i see it
Im just not brave enough
To hug you back
To show my love
So i guess i’ll live with my future
past regrets
My past regrets lay heavy on my shoulders
Ever since you helped me my heartbeats wouldn’t rest
I regret not thanking you that day
I regret not taking my chance back then
I cant change anything now though
But thinking about it helps
I regret not giving you a hug when you stepped closer
I regret not looking you in the eyes, still sober
Maybe we would be closer now
If I had just
Taken the chance
And yet you keep hinting
And i see it
Im just not brave enough
To hug you back
To show my love
So i guess i’ll live with my future
past regrets
That cake looked so delicious.
«I wish i looked like you»
i wanted to devour it.
«You probably only need one potato, right?»
«Im on a diet right now, so i wont eat
But you go ahead»
Thoughts were spinning in my head
Ive been so good
Ive seen results
If i stay away for a little more
Ill hit my goal
I didn’t.
I stayed away
I passed out
I hadn’t eaten anything that day
Because in the end,
beauty is just pain.
That cake looked so delicious.
«I wish i looked like you»
i wanted to devour it.
«You probably only need one potato, right?»
«Im on a diet right now, so i wont eat
But you go ahead»
Thoughts were spinning in my head
Ive been so good
Ive seen results
If i stay away for a little more
Ill hit my goal
I didn’t.
I stayed away
I passed out
I hadn’t eaten anything that day
Because in the end,
beauty is just pain.
I know you’ve been yearning for it, i have been too, but now I’m left alone with no one to comfort me a heavy day on these heavy ground’s
I mean sure, go ahead. Fly before they cut off your wings i guess, but please come back from time to time. Please come back on holidays, in vacations, don’t forget me.
Now i might be selfish for this, but if it were up to me i would do my very best to keep you here, keep you with me. Now when they are coming at two, i don’t know what to do. It will be so uncomfortable without you. Please come back, dont forget me too.
I need you here, it will be years until my wings grow out
Lets leave together please don’t go
Sometimes, my friend who is a guy comes up to me and my friends and starts a conversation. That istn’t what i think is weird though, he sometimes stares me dead in the eyes while talking to our friends. Idk why he does it, this happened to me with someone else in the past too, i never understood what it was for, like why would he stare?? I didn’t say anything?🤨
Anyone else? Also i dont know if this is the right place to ask this, so sorry if its not