u/Martin_Kirtz

If a god was truly all powerful and all knowing why shouldn't they just be blamed for everything? Because god like that, both has the knowledge of everything wrong in the world and also the power to stop it. Knowing everything also includes the future so any bad event about to happen can be fully prevented by them. Yet they choose not to. If you had the power to stop and event with zero effort and no catches shouldn't you be at least partially blamed for this event taking place?

This is true both under the assumption that god is above logic as well as being tied by the laws of logic.

If god is above logic then nothing, even conteadictions shouldnt be any problem for them.

But even if tied by the rules of logic god would still have immense power to stop most of the bad events in peoples lives.

And i dont mean just the big thing, murder, rape ect. But event the small thing, the minor inconveniences. Shouldn't it all be blamed on god if they have the power to stop it and choose not to.

Firstly i want to apologise to anyone who has family issues. I realise that i am ungreatful for my parents, they are both good people and good parents, but i just cant help but hate them. i dont know how else to describe it.

i hate my life and i want to end it, there is a few things i would be missing in death but i accepted that. the only problem are my parents because i just cand bring myself to do that to them.

i hate my life, i cant imagine it ever getting better, improving in any way, i know i will never achieve what i want. i know this because i dont even try. and i hate living just for the sake of other people but there is just no other way.

that is where the hate stems from, they are the only people preventing me from finally ending it. i'm just ranting, sorry.

How can i add my own button to the game? I want to add a button that would be in the top right corner, it would have it's own texture and text. It would be there throught the entier game.

How could i add something like it?

Disclaimer, this post is not for self harm, i am very much against it, please dont cut your limbs off. I'm just writing down my thoughts.

I've made a post like this on before. But that wasnt as urgent as now. Maybe not exacly urgent but i dont know how else to put it. I have had famtasies about losing my leg below the knee. Kinda like daydreaming about how my life would be if i had my leg amputated. For some reason it's also weirldy specific, the part i want to get amputated is always my left leg and four to five inches bellow the knee. But lately about a week ago, i started to actually consider doing it myself. I started fucking resarching about what can cause an amputatation, or how i could even do it myself and make it seem like an accident. I even began to make some vague plan. I'm so scared of this. I both dont want to do it and do. On one hand the sentence "i want to cut my own leg off" is genuenly insane. And on the other hand, i'm the person who's thinking it. I'm conflicted about this, the impulsive part of me wants to do it. The rational part knows how fucked up the idea even is. But based on how i was in the past, the urge to get cut it off gets stronger over time. Maybe like a year and a half from now and i'm scared that i might actually attempt it. I hate to be in this place, i hate thinking about it, why cant i just be normal. How could a sane person want to get rid of their own leg. Does anyone here have simular thoughts? And if so how can you cope with them?

I've made a post like this on before. But that wasnt as urgent as now. Maybe not exacly urgent but i dont know how else to put it. I have had famtasies about losing my leg below the knee. But lately about a week ago, i started to actually consider doing it. I started fucking resarching about what can cause an amputatation, or how i could even do it myself and make it seem like an accident. I even began to make plan. To make it seem like an accident. I'm so scared of this. I both dont want to do it and do. On one hand the sentence "i want to cut my own leg off" is genuenly insane. And on the other hand, i'm the person who's constantly thinking about it. I'm conclicted about this, the mentally ill part of me wants to do it. The rational part knows how fucked up the idea even is. But if i had to say, i lean more twords cutting it off. Based on how i was in the past, the urge to get rid of it gets stronger over time. Maybe like a year and a half from now and i'm worried i might actually attempt it. I hate this mind set.

Our family TV out of nowhere turned off and when if was turned on again it had its colors menu inverted and the screen significanetlly darkened.

Changing brightness does nothing, nothing in the TV settings changes anything about the brightness.

The inverted colors are only on the in the menu, like the settings or the bar when changing channels. The picture of the channels themselves are normal just very dark.

I'm not a tech guy nor is anyone from the family, it's a LG tv with a connection to the internet, no idea about the model or anything more.