Staying to myself as a result of being treated badly
Am I wrong for not wanting to interact with humans and having an innate distrust of people?
I’ve been treated badly by everybody, by family, by kids, by strangers, and by authority figures. Thus, I don’t feel safe in my environment and I turn inward as a result.
I watch YouTube videos as a coping mechanism, even videos that came out 10 years ago. I would immerse myself in pop culture when things got too intense and too harsh.
I don’t see myself working a 9-5 either. Too strenuous and exhausting. Why should I have to work to live?