u/MatterFamiliar

I get different results using different platforms so for the experts out there, what is the most accurate and thorough test online?

Somehow as soon as I truly realized what it meant that he doesn’t want to continue this relationship (despite declarations of getting engaged just a few months ago) its starting to give me the ick. I see who is behind the good guy mask he wears so protectively around people. Once that mask started to drop with me as well he got uncomfortable. I was just a mirror. He can’t stand to know what if he isn’t the good guy he’s been telling himself he is. It will come off in his next relationship and the one after too. He thinks there is some relationship out there that will not take as much work and thats just not real life is esp given how we both come from traumatic and unhealthy childhoods. I don’t want someone that lacks the backbone to realize this and commit to growth alongside with me. Someone that wants to use the relationship as a growth vehicle instead of jumping ship. Maybe last week I was begging for him to fight for me but today I finally woke up and he wasn’t the first thing on my mind. I know I am worthy of love, despite all the healing I need to do. I know I am worthy of someone that won’t trigger my abandonment wounds. I am smart, beautiful, empathetic, loyal, ambitious… I will be okay. Whether alone or not, I will enjoy my life just how I was right before he entered my life.

Hi guys. I know this might be an odd post but my now ex-boyfriend of past 2 years (29) started taking finasteride a couple of months ago (I think 5-7 months ago). Looking back now, I saw his mood change over last couple of months. When he recently broke up with me he said he is going through a hard time and can’t give me a relationship right now anymore saying he can’t even give himself anything. Saying he can’t sleep till 4am, can’t get work or responsibilities done, saying he feels like he can’t receive love and he doesn’t understand why. He says he feels scared and very anxious and says part of it is because of our relationship which makes me extremely sad cause I feel like i did something wrong that pushed him away. I just genuinely feel like this all seems pretty off. Things were not like this before. Yes we had fights in the past couple of months but now I’m worried maybe the finasteride isn’t helping him either. I know it sounds like i’m trying to relieve myself of guilt but i’m just trying to analyze everything that changed during this time to understand where things started going wrong. If a drug could be destroying his mental health I’m really worried for him cause I don’t think he would ever link the two before its too late. I am no longer speaking to him after pleading him since it only seems to be pressuring him even more but if any of this resonates with anyone here dealing with post finasteride symptoms please share your thoughts. I might tell his mom to drop a hint to him or something.

What a great movie. Can’t wait for the real life disclosure day

What an incredible movie. I was hooked every minute. Definitely felt like this could have been a collab between Spielberg and the govt, since a lot of it makes sense with what we have been hearing and seeing.

Can’t wait for the real life disclosure day to get closer to the truth.