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I'm newly into cdramas these days, watched Pursuit of jade, even before watching POJ, ihv known ZLH for a while because of his popularity and he was frequently talked about with Zhao Lusi( I know her because of her poor condition a while back, which became famous that even i knew about her). Plus I was like , ihv definitely seen him somewhere specific but I can't remember

So I am a huge TGCF fan, i remember the drama version didn't get released even after completed filming because of censorship issue. I remember being sooo disappointed like 'bruhhh, that's such a waste, poor actors and the crew".

And Today I learnt that Zhang Linghe was casted as Hua Cheng 😩 i love him from POJ so I was double disappointed today cs we couldn't see him act as our GOAT HUA CHENG😭😭😭

On that note, what happened to the man power, budget and time invested on the drama? Did they get compensation or everyone just suffered huge lose 😭😭

When I'm aware, i become highly sensitive. I constantly feel like if I turn back, someone (unknown) might me creepily staring at me from a corner or window. I know no one else is in the room but I feel subconscious about my surroundings. If I leave my window open, i constantly looking towards the window to see if there's someone.

Some of my nightmares, though not the same, they have a similar event. I'm doing something in my dream, suddenly there's a chill in my surroundings. When I look towards a different direction, I see someone hiding behind a door/ wall/ whatever is in the dream, with just the face showing. Sometimes they have a creepy smile but everytime it feels like they're staring at my soul. I wake up right at that moment because I feel like if I don't force myself to wake up that person will kill me in my dreams

It's 1:34 am rn. I have exams today, but I had this desire to watch pursuit of jade cs I got Netflix today(friend's acc lol) .

Zhang Linghe is soooo gorgeous like wtf howww 😭😭😭 new stan unlocked 💙

Ihv watched the donghua only. Recently I did a bit of research here and there. so basically i know 50% of the major plots that goes through the whole series. The donghua s1 &s2 makes everything seem all flowers and rainbows (i LOVE them btw). But after reading the spoilers I can no longer see this the same way 😭 i cried sooo much. Every single character is soo well written, the tragedy they went through, the tragedy XL went through 😭. Before I was only obsessed with how cute XL and HC were and like how SQX was a diva. Now I can't unsee it, i cry every time I think about tgcf, it traumatized me so bad. MDZS traumatized me before, i can say the level tgcf traumatized me is much higher than mdzs 😭. I can never recover from these

Stress is normal but I want to know how everyone expresses or take your stress out. Because keeping it in makes stress increase. For me I have been stressing over something but at the same time I was avoiding the topic even in my mind, which prevented me from giving a closure to the reason I was stressing over. Today I suddenly started to panic, I don't know if that's what it is but I started jumping and doing random warm ups bcs I had to keep my mind out of it.

Hair type -2A/2B/2C-[low porosity]

Mix of fine and coarse hair

I want to try manage my curly/wavy hair. My hair doesn't hold curly so I looked up a bunch of videos.

I'm trying to find a good clarifying shampoo, normal conditioner(for curly hair ofc), leave in conditioner and gel for hold.

I looked up on YouTube but some says the product is good and some day otherwise,I'm really confused.

The first thing I need is the clarifying shampoo, pls help 😭