u/Meditat0rz

Hello. I hope this is the right place to post such questions, if not, please redirect me to the proper channel/sub. Already tried other subs, but all seem to avoid discussions on user bans in general. All I seek is some sound advice so I can claim my rights as a Reddit user properly.

So the caption says it all. I made a completely legit post in a big and very specific image sub, as requested it was my own OC, and I even also put a comment with second picture to prove it was my OC, as the rules explicitly forbid the usage of forged material and my picture was so distinct that it may have risen such a suspicion. The post was initially received very well with many upvotes and comments, it is exactly what the channel sports. Then the next day I found an unknown moderator had during the night permabanned and modmuted me out of the blue, all at once, without any discussion - pointing at my prove comment which I thought was appropriate to fulfill the channel rules, and not to break them. I wasn't given any explanation for it, just generally that I'd break the rules with that comment. I could not see which rule I had broken, at all, neither from the explanation nor from my own comment.

So this is very sad for me, I liked the channel very much and wanted to participate regularly, even did that already before that point. What can I do now to gain backing of my rights, or even try to somehow make this visible or discussed? I mean I was given no obvious reason for the ban, but I have a suspicion that it may be a discrimination due to my religious views. If this is not, it must be something weird or a misunderstanding - I don't understand why it happened, at all.

So I had reported this incident to Reddit (like 10 days ago), got no reply. I had used the wrong reason I guess, and now reported it again to Reddit with proper reason (2 - intransparent rules, "Set and Manage Reasonable Expectations", as I could not expect being banned without return from what I was told before).

Is reporting it to Reddit all I can do, and if yes, how long do I have to wait for any response or decision on it? I guess it can take weeks/months, right?

And I mean it is pretty arbitrary behavior from the mods - is there even a chance to gain any rights over this case, or are such decisions generally in the hands of the mods and they have free play in this? What else could/should I do to clear up this misunderstanding somehow in a graceful way? I feel such discussion about subreddit bans is generally not really wanted in most places of Reddit - are there specific places inside or outside of Reddit, where such a thing could be discussed?

Thanks for all answers and suggestions about this!

So I now out myself as not believing in penal substitution. It sounds good, but I believe it is not the Gospel.

What is penal substitution? It means a person must suffer the pains thought for another person, to have them released from it. Many believers in Christ, believe that Jesus himself suffered all the pains he'd later forgive on the cross already, leading to otherwise guilty persons now being free.

Why am I an opponent of this view? It is not mercy. It is what a mafia boss would demand from their victims for the personal satisfaction, but not what a righteous omnibenevolent God would do. It would claim God to be a murderer who would insist of avenging every guilt, but I am sure that he is not.

God is mercy instead! God desires not our suffering, but our mercy! So how does salvation work then?

I believe that God already saved us by his Word, Christ brought it and took the pain for 1 crucifixion to make it possible. We have to accept it, and then we can be saved...without Christ speaking it and committing miracles until he was executed by his enemies, this Word would not be known to us.

He just gives us the truth, and only 1 sacrifice was necessary, that of his Son Jesus Christ! To accept it, we need to accept his Gospel of loving the neighbor like ourselves, and to do unto them only as you would wish to receive on yourself. Because like you love and forgive your neighbor, this God will also love and forgive you, but only then he will be able to do it. He doesn't demand anyone to suffer for another one, but actually the opposite, that we help each other NOT to suffer.

Taking the suffering for another person in free will, still is a great merit however, and Jesus took this 1 crucifixion taking it to cause forgiveness for the whole world. Hence it was the greatest merit to cause! This great is the love and forgiveness of God, he doesn't desire sacrifice but mercy, learn what that means until you realize, that you've to forgive the debt of your debtors just like God will forgive you.

So this is a very simple yet hard truth. We cannot be simply saved by relaying our suffering to another person, it's a sin in itself to let another person suffer. Maybe it is okay, when that other person accepts the suffering on themselves, and bears it with patience and takes no harm in their life and works for it. But how rare would such a cause be, I mean, have you waited for Jesus to tell you that he accepted your pains and relieved you from it, from his own intention and purpose?

You say, hey wait. Then how are we supposed to achieve this salvation when we are too weak to save ourselves? This is the miracle, that Christ can be in anyone who accepts his Gospel from heart, and give you the strength and courage to live it. If you keep with it, he will stay in your like that until you're free. Remember he did not suffer extra for you personally, but once for all who accept him and the unique strength he embodied. Pray like a child or do the greatest works, whatever you want.

I know I did this, and prayed and was answered easily and given all ability and knowledge necessary for it. Within the limits, of the mercy I way able to give to others from myself. While NOT accepting the substitution, but only the mercy I'd have to accept to embody over others. I believe in it - believing in Christ and accepting his Word, he will see and know us and can be with us. And nobody had or has to suffer for it other than Christ in his 1 sacrifice which made it all possible. It makes possible that we can become righteous like him, and be forgiven our debt for it, just...we have to accept, and at least try. Even when we fail at times, it's us believing in the mercy in the end, which will save us. And not another poor man taking our beating, like for that evil mafia boss!

And for me - this mercy worked out and still works out. And even when I still suffer as life is suffering, I know this mercy cannot be taken from me any longer. The Word set and still sets me free in every way in every day, Amen! The suffering even will be forgiven in the end, and I know, that it is my test to endure which God will put upon my shoulders, and only as much as I'm able to carry.

So this is my view and rejection of penal substitution, and the source of my whole freedom in faith. I know we all can be worthy if we want, we must just want to try. And the God who made everything, wants that mercy and wants to forgive the suffering, instead of relaying it. The passages in the Bible concerning the substitution, I understand as parabolic and symbolic speech declaring Christ's sacrifice as noble enough to free us all from our sufferings. But we need to accept this mercy, and all the scripture is clear on this: we can't just be freed and be free from all punishment for our sins. We have to stop, even just want to stop, sinning at least, and that's the price WE have to pay for this sacrifice. Which was painful, but not in an unrighteous way.

I hope this all gives you the same confidence and ability to accept a Gospel, which I could not accept thinking my sufferings could hurt another one, even if it was the Son of God himself. I know him now, and that he only wants our faith and works of mercy to be able to forgive us. I believe he will also forgive those who believe in substitution, if their faith is righteous, just like Abraham thought the crime of killing his own son would be righteous. But it's not good, the Angel prevented it rightfully and caused mercy.

So this is the mercy which God desires over any sacrifice, and it's what makes us Holy in the end. So may we all, whatever we believe in, be Holy Holy Holy in the end and worthy of the respect of each others' dignity, which God requires for us to be able to live with and for Christ for all eternity - in freedom, because we know the sins were forgiven for the mercy, and not for another one taking their toll. Only this way, sins will be take away completely, only this way the effect of the forgiveness would be fully pure and righteous to demand. May we all take the courage, to accept and do this mercy, so we all can receive it in the end, Amen!

TL;DR Saw another post with the correct statement, that Christians have no monopoly on God, showing how he made all religions for the truth to be found. That God simply made this world for his truth to be revealed, you can find it elsewhere, as well! It's anywhere in creation, and while Christ brought the full insight into God's simple law, he was not the only one and I believe that other who learn unconditional respect and mercy, must also go to heaven and eternal life for being righteous, they will not be denied for not knowing Christ or for not having obeyed any Christian who was wrong in that regard. Heaven is full of Buddhists, Muslims, Hindus, Atheists, and countless others, who simply learned to love their neighbor and unconditionally respect everyone - it's the sole requirement for eternal life, it's what will keep you happy even when you're enlightened, it's what will enlighten you for free, to begin with!

Christians who deny this and demand people to follow strict rules like from Old Testament or literalism in New Testament are actually the modern Pharisees. They try to suppress the truth just like the Pharisees tried to suppress the Christians, well, at least they may no longer question and torture people for it like in ancient or medieval times.

And it all comes from misunderstanding John 14:6 - where Jesus says he is the way and the life and the truth and the only way to the Father. Modern Christian Pharisees misunderstand that as Jesus' monopoly on eternal life. They usually also claim you must blindly obey vocal commands of Christ or God to be a believer, and believe in the person of Jesus Christ only.

Why is this verse misunderstood? Look at the previous verses, and you'll know why Jesus said it. Thomas the Apostle asked him where he and his disciples should be going once their master was gone. And Jesus said this verse John 14:6, to urge them not to trust other teachers than him, because only his teaching would lead to the Father, and the others' won't.

So I believe this was a direct urge from Jesus to his direct first disciples, not to look for other teachers, but to stay true to the teaching he had given to them. They were not supposed to go to the Pharisees or other Jewish sects who preach God, but stay in the teaching of love of the neighbor they had been revealed by Jesus. Jesus claiming he is the way, he means to say that the love for the neighbor, is the only way which brings you to God - for his disciples, he would be the only one to teach it to them!

So this is the truth, Jesus wanted his disciples to keep loving their brethren and neighbors and enemies, instead of doing other sacrifices than the one to the cross which Jesus already made for them. But Jesus did not mean to say he is the only person ever to trust in this, and this is what so many modern Christians believe. It is simply a misinterpretation: the Old Testament shows, there were Holy people before Christ teaching, and they all gained it by their righteousness, which is the love of the neighbor. In Mat.7:21 Jesus directly tells people not to worship him falsely or in rituals, which would not get you to heaven, but to do the will of the Father instead, which gains you eternal life.

What is this will? Jesus told us everything to know! Nowhere is written we should follow any voice commanding us our deeds for God. So this is what "obedience" is worth. Instead, our commandments come from God, through the words of Jesus Christ: Mat.7:12 - do unto others only as you want to receive to yourself. Jesus says, this sums up everything, this is the whole Gospel in this verse - Paul affirms it in Gal.5:14, love of the neighbor sums up the whole of the law of God, it is the whole of the righteousness we must gain for eternal life.

So whatever voice would command me, and I am tempted often: I know if it commands me even the slightest thing which is against this love of the neighbor, it is not from God, it is a devil whom I should not obey. God does not hide things and does not command from the hidden without showing you fully his true face and intentions and letting you know why it is urgent truthfully etc; only devils and demons do command others from the hidden without showing responsibilities and giving free choice and knowledge about it. God showed himself, in Jesus Christ, telling us all the truth to choose for ourselves. Gal.5:1 - not a yoke of slavery, but freedom is what God brings. James 1:25, the law of Christ we follow, brings us freedom, we are free and it makes us free. The only price is, you must maintain unconditional respect for all whop are, be true to all responsibilities you accept, never accept evil but avoid it and expose it in yourself and other, yet forgive it wherever you can, and never lie or ever testify the untruth.

The rest is your life, if you keep these rules - you will be free in Christ. 1 Cor.7:21-24 - Christ told those who were slaves, to keep their state and not escape or revolt, this is true. I believe this is because else they and those who helped them would be accused and punished, even tortured and killed, and Christianity would have stay banned in the whole ancient world, maybe even it wouldn't have survived. But the other thing Paul teaches in these verses is, that you should not want to become a servant of man, but that you should rather stay free to serve God - in freedom. This also means btw., as the to love of the neighbor like yourself is always in effect, that you also should not enslave anyone, but give them the freedom to serve Christ instead, giving them what saves them when they are in need.

Okay, that went a little far, but I hope the point is clear. Jesus does not want you to blindly obey people who believe you the Bible is a law book for everything to keep which is written in it. They don't understand the Gospel, and most probably also they will understand many things they tell you to keep - completely wrong. Instead Jesus wants you only to follow that commandment of unconditional love and forgiveness - and whoever practices and teaches this right, will gain people eternal life and also for themselves, they do right what God desires and what Jesus taught. Jesus had no monopoly on the truth, he set it free - the truth is everywhere in the creation of God, you can see in in anything he made (Rom.1:20). All who realize that they need to love the neighbor will be blessed or gain eternal life, all who teach it properly will become Holy like Jesus and others who taught it in his name. The truth is free, it is from God, it brings you freedom. Don't let others tell you'd have to buy it from the before that point, don't believe them it's a secret. Jesus told everything in public, and told exactly that to those who were questioning before he was executed for disobeying those who claimed they knew God when they didn't. It's not a secret at all what God wants, and the only price is that you accept this love, and that you must bear the consequences of this different state of mind, which is sometimes rejected by those who cannot understand it right. But it's not their fault and then you'll know, and still be saved because it's simply the truth.

Let's pray for all religions to undergo reformation of their dogma, so they may evaluate this truth and it's fulfillment of the meaning of life, until all religions become the same and only remember their origins and differences in customs for their historical difference, when we humans all were not yet able to see the laws of our creator clearly. Now it's time to wake up, humans have grown and risen! We've had the age of enlightenment, we cast away a many yokes of such who were oppressed. By such deeds, the darkness which comes from the opposite deeds will get lifted. I still have hope, that this world will one day realize and accept the truth, so this whole planet with humanity doesn't have to go down but can exist ages long and in peace.

I sometimes pray for it. May this happen, may people overcome their arrogance and evil and simply accept, that all we have to do is love and forgive each other and let go of all selfishness and egoism and start sharing with those in need again, being patient with those who are humble and weak as Paul taught is the right thing to do (Rom.15). I hope soon as many as possible Christians and other people will wake up to this simple truth and destroy the works of the Satan which bound the to the competition which is currently destroying the whole planet with humanity. May the Lord of mercy and peace wipe away all our enmity, hostility and pride, to make whole humanity brethren in mutual respect and love once again. I've been told God gave us a light for us to live, the sun, and that he may take it from us if we have fallen from this love too far and oppressed and killed too many innocent suppressing this truth... Let's pray for light giving back this love to so many people, that he may never even consider this! Amen!

TL;DR Anyone who teaches the love of the neighbor right and saves people from evil, will be blessed and may eventually become Holy as Jesus and the Saints were. Also Muslims, Buddhists, Hindus, Atheists - anyone who truly purified their soul and learned to unconditionally love and respect and forgive will meet in heaven, to get the reward for believing in God's righteousness, no matter what name they called him or whether they knew at all, that is was the will of the creator.

Christians who deny this and demand people to follow strict rules like from Old Testament or literalism in New Testament are actually the modern Pharisees. They try to suppress the truth just like the Pharisees tried to suppress the Christians, well, at least they may no longer question and torture people for it like in ancient or medieval times.

And it all comes from misunderstanding John 14:6 - where Jesus says he is the way and the life and the truth and the only way to the Father. Modern Christian Pharisees misunderstand that as Jesus' monopoly on eternal life. They usually also claim you must blindly obey vocal commands of Christ or God to be a believer, and believe in the person of Jesus Christ only.

Why is this verse misunderstood? Look at the previous verses, and you'll know why Jesus said it. Thomas the Apostle asked him where he and his disciples should be going once their master was gone. And Jesus said this verse John 14:6, to urge them not to trust other teachers than him, because only his teaching would lead to the Father, and the others' won't.

So I believe this was a direct urge from Jesus to his direct first disciples, not to look for other teachers, but to stay true to the teaching he had given to them. They were not supposed to go to the Pharisees or other Jewish sects who preach God, but stay in the teaching of love of the neighbor they had been revealed by Jesus. Jesus claiming he is the way, he means to say that the love for the neighbor, is the only way which brings you to God - for his disciples, he would be the only one to teach it to them!

So this is the truth, Jesus wanted his disciples to keep loving their brethren and neighbors and enemies, instead of doing other sacrifices than the one to the cross which Jesus already made for them. But Jesus did not mean to say he is the only person ever to trust in this, and this is what so many modern Christians believe. It is simply a misinterpretation: the Old Testament shows, there were Holy people before Christ teaching, and they all gained it by their righteousness, which is the love of the neighbor. In Mat.7:21 Jesus directly tells people not to worship him falsely or in rituals, which would not get you to heaven, but to do the will of the Father instead, which gains you eternal life.

What is this will? Jesus told us everything to know! Nowhere is written we should follow any voice commanding us our deeds for God. So this is what "obedience" is worth. Instead, our commandments come from God, through the words of Jesus Christ: Mat.7:12 - do unto others only as you want to receive to yourself. Jesus says, this sums up everything, this is the whole Gospel in this verse - Paul affirms it in Gal.5:14, love of the neighbor sums up the whole of the law of God, it is the whole of the righteousness we must gain for eternal life.

So whatever voice would command me, and I am tempted often: I know if it commands me even the slightest thing which is against this love of the neighbor, it is not from God, it is a devil whom I should not obey. God does not hide things and does not command from the hidden without showing you fully his true face and intentions and letting you know why it is urgent truthfully etc; only devils and demons do command others from the hidden without showing responsibilities and giving free choice and knowledge about it. God showed himself, in Jesus Christ, telling us all the truth to choose for ourselves. Gal.5:1 - not a yoke of slavery, but freedom is what God brings. James 1:25, the law of Christ we follow, brings us freedom, we are free and it makes us free. The only price is, you must maintain unconditional respect for all whop are, be true to all responsibilities you accept, never accept evil but avoid it and expose it in yourself and other, yet forgive it wherever you can, and never lie or ever testify the untruth.

The rest is your life, if you keep these rules - you will be free in Christ. 1 Cor.7:21-24 - Christ told those who were slaves, to keep their state and not escape or revolt, this is true. I believe this is because else they and those who helped them would be accused and punished, even tortured and killed, and Christianity would have stay banned in the whole ancient world, maybe even it wouldn't have survived. But the other thing Paul teaches in these verses is, that you should not want to become a servant of man, but that you should rather stay free to serve God - in freedom. This also means btw., as the to love of the neighbor like yourself is always in effect, that you also should not enslave anyone, but give them the freedom to serve Christ instead, giving them what saves them when they are in need.

Okay, that went a little far, but I hope the point is clear. Jesus does not want you to blindly obey people who believe you the Bible is a law book for everything to keep which is written in it. They don't understand the Gospel, and most probably also they will understand many things they tell you to keep - completely wrong. Instead Jesus wants you only to follow that commandment of unconditional love and forgiveness - and whoever practices and teaches this right, will gain people eternal life and also for themselves, they do right what God desires and what Jesus taught. Jesus had no monopoly on the truth, he set it free - the truth is everywhere in the creation of God, you can see in in anything he made (Rom.1:20). All who realize that they need to love the neighbor will be blessed or gain eternal life, all who teach it properly will become Holy like Jesus and others who taught it in his name. The truth is free, it is from God, it brings you freedom. Don't let others tell you'd have to buy it from the before that point, don't believe them it's a secret. Jesus told everything in public, and told exactly that to those who were questioning before he was executed for disobeying those who claimed they knew God when they didn't. It's not a secret at all what God wants, and the only price is that you accept this love, and that you must bear the consequences of this different state of mind, which is sometimes rejected by those who cannot understand it right. But it's not their fault and then you'll know, and still be saved because it's simply the truth.

Let's pray for all religions to undergo reformation of their dogma, so they may evaluate this truth and it's fulfillment of the meaning of life, until all religions become the same and only remember their origins and differences in customs for their historical difference, when we humans all were not yet able to see the laws of our creator clearly. Now it's time to wake up, humans have grown and risen! We've had the age of enlightenment, we cast away a many yokes of such who were oppressed. By such deeds, the darkness which comes from the opposite deeds will get lifted. I still have hope, that this world will one day realize and accept the truth, so this whole planet with humanity doesn't have to go down but can exist ages long and in peace.

I sometimes pray for it. May this happen, may people overcome their arrogance and evil and simply accept, that all we have to do is love and forgive each other and let go of all selfishness and egoism and start sharing with those in need again, being patient with those who are humble and weak as Paul taught is the right thing to do (Rom.15). I hope soon as many as possible Christians and other people will wake up to this simple truth and destroy the works of the Satan which bound the to the competition which is currently destroying the whole planet with humanity. May the Lord of mercy and peace wipe away all our enmity, hostility and pride, to make whole humanity brethren in mutual respect and love once again. I've been told God gave us a light for us to live, the sun, and that he may take it from us if we have fallen from this love too far and oppressed and killed too many innocent suppressing this truth... Let's pray for light giving back this love to so many people, that he may never even consider this! Amen!

Today I needed it urgently. I was so down, like my situation was not easy for me to cope any more. My wife as well, she got down, I got her down, we both were only sad and had long discussions on how we can continue. I needed to get together all my confidence, my wife all her trust in me, so we could agree to move on. Like I'm really sad about all what happens, life let me down recently, and not just a little, but in many nagging steps draining out my courage. Well I still had some left but it already hurt.

Then I went to a walk in the nice spring weather, to just blow off some steam, and God just sent me somebody I didn't know yet, somebody very unusual. We both didn't know what to expect, and started talking, then we kept talking for more than one hour about eastern philosophy, good and evil, enlightenment, life itself, faith and everything that would come from it. I didn't have that yet, but for the first time I was facing somebody to discuss my faith with seriously from person to person, and it was such a joy. Even with somebody who was deep in thinking, but not identifying as a Christian, this was especially great and interesting! In the end we had to part because it got too intense for us, I never met a person like that with such good views before. Really looking forward to meet that person again and deepen our discussion. I really hope, it was not too much for them, like wow I really took so much from just that talk and being honest to a person about such things and getting the same back.

So today I want to make thanksgiving, I am grateful for God to present me this person at just the right time! I hope I can soon give back to God and also to my new friend. This was not the teaching I was used to, not the bread of heaven which tastes so good, but is boring to eat on your own. God instead simply gave me somebody to take serious and discuss and try to understand each other. I know I'm not perfect, they are not, as well. But we're both on the way and understood where we have to go to be happy and free at last. I needed this, now I have my confidence back. I want to thank them and God so much for that.

So this just picked me up again, and I've my confidence back now for a time. Even this simple talk washed my head and made me more humble again, and I guess the same is true for my friend. I hope this little anecdote can also give you a little confidence, that God can join your paths when it's time for you, for you and those who join with you. Want to leave this behind, also as a sign that you can and should have courage. Don't hesitate to open up to somebody who you feel is sincere, where you feel you relate and have something to say that is good for both you and them. It may be an disappointment at times, but otherwise it is always a missed chance you might regret later. I had to learn this for a long time, to just let go my fear, my expectations, my inability to interpret others well, all my knowledge of social inhibitions, to just be there and take others serious and talk about what I really believe. This hour of talk probably now cured me more, than dozends of hours of any "serious" therapy would. I hope my friend can be blessed for it, and also manage to get over his past.

So just wanted to leave this little word of encouragement and thanksgiving for all of you, hope you also find that person at the right time, that God makes a contact for you possible even when you don't expect it. Somebody who tries and really does manage to stir you up again when you settled so much that you got stuck. I've just got this, and hope God is blessed so much for it, he has shown me that the greatest dignity is really often in those, who are looked down upon by others for refusing to hide it, even when it's not made from what others would expect for it to work. It does work, when people just sincerely learn to believe in themselves and to accept anything just the way it is, to just do with it as good as you can. This lesson was for me better than any of the Bible. May the God of mercy take the blinders from our eyes, which makes us see others' expectations at all times, so we can see ourselves again, and what's really there for us in front of our eyes! Amen!

It will be imparted not by human hand or human judgement, else it is just a loan and must be paid back, it is not permanent.

Real enlightenment is permanent. I just saw a video, of some Sadhus, who were given DMT frog slime to inhale, from a western practitioner. Needless to say, they were impressed by the strength of the visions, well, they could handle it seems.

The last Sadhu who tried it, the most experienced one in all kinds of arts also death arts, said something deep that I will probably remember and tell others for a long time from now. The author of the video claimed, that he was the only one who remained silent during the whole trip, just sitting with closed eyes, then coming back and just asking the interviewer whether he was happy "now"... He said, this DMT, it can really show you some light. But it will only be a temporary light, once the effect is lost, you must lose it again. The true enlightenment however, which is hard to gain, with it you gain this light permanently, forever. You must never lose it again - what you see is not soap bubbles which must vanish after a time, but for real, it will never vanish, you will keep being that bright and free and beyond all troubles for all times that you be. So this is what he basically said, that DMT does not get you enlightened, but that it may be good, to give people a temporary proof to see what enlightenment can be like, so they can even believe it exists, at all. So he thought, that DMT was just a good proof of the nature of the mind and enlightenment, but not actually good for attaining it.

So I now thought, this is something true. You smoke a drug, and just get lifted to the temple of the highest Brahma, right? Not his temple guard or attorney, but the real Brahma, right, are you sure mate? You're not supposed to hang out there, he'll just laugh and kick you out of his palace again, leaving you behind a lesson and maybe a ticket to do some efforts and try for real next time. Be glad when you didn't end up in a Mara's palace instead! Then one day, when you're actually able to hold it, the Brahma may show you what he's doing there with us and our world all the time. I mean, you must look and behave like a temple guard, pass the tests, prove your loyalty to being benign and responsible fully, must accept to be executed out of free will when you deliberately threaten the lives of those entrusted to you or spill secrets which hurt others or destroy a world, must be able to control yourself so even a Mara cannot bend your will to make you intend anything evil any more for even a second, not one Mara, not two, also not five or more of them, and there be many - because any evil you'd want, it must become real when you've the light in you, and if you can't prevent it, this evil would quench your light and the enlightenment is not forever, even before it could be reinforced to destroy all that could prevent it.

Okay, now this is the story, so what's the lesson in it? I am reminded of the Bible, as a firm believer in Jesus Christ, that true knowledge, the truth about the Spirit, does not need any works of or obedience towards man. Be slave of God not of man is written in 1 Cor 7:21-23. This is because man always wants evil in the end, but God only wants good from us - he does not work for his agenda, but his agenda is our happiness. Yes, our happiness, even as we're all evil cowards and kill each other, he still works, so that as many of us as possible may be happy one day, nonetheless. So within this spirit, what is the enlightenment really worth, how would one truly gain it, eternally, forever? For you see that life is light, and eternal life, means being in the light, in the truth, forever. It means we go to Nirvana to live blissful for all times, no longer subject to the sufferings which come from practiced evil. Where we go then, there is no more practiced evil, only the knowledge thereof and how to prevent, overcome, destroy it, how to release people from it, how to cleanse anything it touched so it would not have to perish from it, but could stay...forever. Because goodness is life, it will lead to things existing on and on, but evil is destruction, evil is death, evil is not eternal but the opposite, evil means impermanence.

I believe realizing this, means realizing that egoism is evil. When you commit any egoistic deed for yourself, then you potentially deny the rights of something which is also worthy, which you destroy for gaining something else for you instead. By denying the rights of others to gain this "good" for you, you create destruction, you create evil, you lose your eternal light, even when you wanted good - because you wanted to buy this good with evil, with destruction, instead of giving God the proper price for it. What would be the price? Do unto others, as you would want to receive to yourself (Mat 7:12). You must do good, instead of evil, instead of egoistic deeds, you must bring light, life to other people...then you can gain the same. And this time it isn't impermanent, it won't drag you down. Instead the Book of Iob (Iob 42:10) and the Parable of the Talents (Mat.25:14-30) tell us, that God gives us back what we gain or lose in righteousness...two times, which basically means, for believing in his righteousness he will even put on top of what you righteously earned.

So this all comes back for me to a mysterious saying which Jesus made (Mark 8:35):

> For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me and for the gospel will save it.

So what does this mean? That you have to die to serve Jesus, and who does not want to die, must die on top of it, but who wants to die, will live? This makes little sense, but I believe there is a way deep figurative logic in this: Those who "want to save their lives", are those, who want to preserve their riches, unrighteous gains, what they've taken from others, gained from oppression and unrighteous deeds, they want their unjust gains continued and still see the light - like they took to others without giving back and making good, it will still be taken from them. But whoever does what Jesus says, who lives for this righteousness, not only for themselves, but also for Jesus so also for all other disciples and all people of the world, being the salt of the world which means preserving it, sharing what they have, living this Gospel of doing to others only as you would want to receive on your own - such a person will save their lives not intending it, and I say, not only theirs... They save it by saving others' lives, they save it by bringing mercy to others and doing good. They save it by even instructing others to do the same, by becoming seeds of truth and mercy for others to bear such seeds, as well - to resist this egoism which leads to impermanent things, and to accept the Gospel of love of the neighbor instead (Mat 22:34-40), the Gospel of turning the other cheek to be slapped with an open door for talk and walk that extra mile instead, when provoked for a fight by slapping the first (Mat 5:38-48), the Gospel of striving to bring mercy instead of accusing (Mat 7:1-2, John 3:17), but also the Gospel of not keeping quiet about injustice, but to speak it out wherever it hurts so much that it hurts to even talk about the things done (Eph.5:11+12).

This is a Gospel, it can make you lose your life, just as predicted. It's because others will reject it out of fear and loss and can feel threatened by it, even as you mean to do good by telling the truth to them! This way, also Jesus died. The Gospel can also make you lose your life, not necessarily in the form of physical death brought to you, but in the form of you having to bear hardship over the different way you must go in this world, a way that many reject. This is for us to be reborn (John 3:1-8), in a spiritual and sometimes in a literal way, we must let everything in us which is against this justice, this righteousness, this mercy...we must let all egoism in us die forever, for us to be born again fully able of the mercy which can stay forever. Instead of working for yourself only out of greed, or giving yourself up into the hands of evil out of fear, you must resist such evil, you must free yourself and others for it to work! This can make you lose chances, this can also make you enemies...for anyone whom you help from oppression, there is also an oppressor who loses their unrighteous gains. They will be impermanent for their injustice, but they will want to take from you as you've taken from them - they understand half the Gospel from heart, like all humans. But most do not know or are not able to accept, where it's their own fault - they can't know where it's injustice to persecute somebody who is righteous. So as it taken from them where they lost or have desires, and they will try to take from the light. They will try to take the light of those who want to be sincere. This is what actually makes our world so bad in the end, because for every person who wanted to sincerely help humanity, and who was oppressed instead and the works prevented, all of those who accepted the benefit from it and possibly also all the world would be cursed from it. Where we take out of injustice, this God must also take from us. Like this he has given Jesus to us, and prevented some of us taking him from all others. But those who tried to take him, they were taken for sure, they cannot get back, Jesus blessing was too high they cannot be forgiven for it, and it's really sad. That's the bitter part about this Gospel, that some reject and will even fight it, can you imagine, they want to fight and prevent people giving rights and justice to each other and ending oppressing and freeing and feeding and clothing and housing and medicating and educating all of us as demanded in Isaiah 58 - instead it is prevented countless times every day, and you can imagine, how much death and evil must come to the people, who cause so much death and evil with such crimes. This is also something hard about this Gospel to accept - those who reject it, will not be saved by it, but they will perish from their attempts to spoil it for others, as well! Only those who repent and admit their faults and debt and guilt and are willing to open it all up and make good can be forgiven. But God came not to judge, but to save people - still his law will judge people, as it is necessary to prevent our all destruction (John 12:44-50)

Jesus promise, God's promise is, God will not let your light be quenched if you want his mercy over the egoism of the world and the devils, he will forever remember anyone who sincerely seeks him and give them light and life and a place to live and grow on. Some say, this blessing will last forever, the place will never be swept of us unless we fall like the Satan and declare mercy as weakness and demand weaker to be bent by the strength of the stronger ones as justice. I was told, in Revelation 12, that this Satan lost his whole holy place for it, his whole eternal light, for trying to quench a light which was thought to shine even as it was small, just to bring so much darkness to anyone who was waiting for it. Now this Satan, wanted to gain his life and power and his own will and his own laws, and he lost it all already, his death is already proclaimed for he was and will be not willing to repent or forgive. Now he's responsible of all of us, being damned to this place of correction and justification with us. Will he allow others to take from him, what he has taken before, to be reconciled with the world, or will he also have to lose his life, as he wanted to preserve it on cost of others for too long?

Okay, now this teaching is simple, eternal life comes from what is good, and egoism is what drives people into denying goodness in the most radical and fundamental way. So paramount to enlightenment, aside from the courage to never let your be taken from fear or subjected to threats, is also to overcome this egoism completely, to overcome the ego which prevents eternal life by bringing pain and ultimately death, all by it's egoism it infects you with by desires. Once you see, that all it's wishes, desires, judgements, aspirations, resentments, anger, hatred, painfulness, sorrow, are all deceptive, like a little speech bubble in a cartoon put to your head to claim you're eager of this or reject that or give this and that value to people and things... just CUT off these speech bubbles, CUT off the egoistic thoughts, wait for those which are just and sincere and righteous instead, follow them into the light. It's really that simple, do away the egoism, and you may find, there's something much greater and brighter and smoother and nicer behind that layer, it's actually compassion, but...it's not so loud as the egoism, you need to defend your compassion against you ego to win. You need to step in for a weaker person inside your heart, for your own love, against this evil ego. Who will win, must in the end declare the outcome by proving it, be it life or death.

Last word of warning, egoism is also fear, it is also wanting too much good, is is being too eager, too zealous, all of this makes you deny your own rights and that of others once again. Balance is the key. To love the neighbor as yourself, means loving yourself, as well. And not too much! Admit, that you want to be free, unfettered, have a clear conscience, make peace with the past and present and aspirations of future. Admit, that you don't deserve injustice or oppression, admit that you don't deserved being pushed down and silenced about your feelings, dreams, insights, knowledge. Admit all this to you, then try to admit the same to others, as well. Admit, you all have the right to be free of oppression and judgement - and don't judge others, just work for anything that lets pain be resolved. Sometimes...there needs to be evil exposed, don't hold it back, but it's necessary rather so that it can be stopped and forgiven, not so that it must be judged. God is the final judge, and he will also judge our judgements, so take heed and learn the value of mercy and the demerit of wrath. Because both count the highest in his eyes, each to their own direction - the mercy into the blessings of light and eternal life, the wrath into the hellfire where it may destroy and be destroyed by itself. This is the eternal law I believe in, and Jesus was who truly brought the knowledge of it to a world where it had been hidden, explained it in clear terms and set it up and started making it visible and accessible for anyone.

TL;DR so what does this mean for enlightenment? That you cannot enforce it! Who wants to gain enlightenment, must lose it. Who does not want it, will be imparted of it. How and why? Well...who desires the enlightenment for their strength, their supremacy, for being stronger, more famous and accepted, wiser, more powerful than others, for being able to gain more joy and not suffer for it any more...those who do that and do not wish the same to all others and also work for that, they waste their enlightenment. With any injustice they cause with their will, with all imposition, every curse or unjust prayer, every discrimination, every time they selfishly preach others the untruth to gain anything, part of their life, of their light is lost, until they are dark and bland like even no unenlightened human is ever born. But the one, who wants it not for themselves, but who uses it for the better of people instead, following the urges of God, not looking for their own benefit in it, but following their conscience at all times: even when they never wanted to be enlightened, if they do all right, they will be the first whom God will accept and give all of his eternal light. He will not give it to those who seek it for themselves and their own glory, but to those whom he believes would use it in the best way for humanity. He does not let others compete about it, for then he'd need to take it from all who gained it that way - they wanted to gain it by making others lose, so they must in the end also lose it again. Instead he will give it freely to those who share it, who don't want to keep it secret to themselves. This is justice, in this way I believe God, unlike the devils who practice such crimes, does enlighten people in a righteous way. As written in John 12:24, Jesus explained his death like a seed fallen to the ground. It'd need to "die", to germinate and grow first, before it could make many other seeds. Jesus needed to open up the truth and tell all the world, so all could know this Gospel of mercy. If he had kept it secret, he would have died alone, knowing it all, knowing he failed. Instead he proclaimed the coming of the Son of Man, and was rewarded by the highest number of children you could imagine, who will all live and serve for him eternally.

So how and why do I relate to this myself, why do I think I need to preach this? I do so, because I also never wanted to get enlightened, but I was imparted of insight and everything nonetheless. I never wanted to accept it, but it was forced on me, and it made me righteous, even when that probably wasn't ever planned - because I resisted all temptations and never accepted it, but only wanted to dedicate my life to doing good works at all times, not accepting any promise from anyone other than God himself. And he gave me only my life and my freedom, so that's only all I accept. When I was 18, I just felt overburdened by stress of the world, by the destructive ways of people who wanted to involve me in their schemes against my will, I sought peace in mediation. It made me see through my thoughts are illusory right away, triggering stream entry after only a short while of daily training with my own self-explored methods. Not being a greatly egoistic person, but one who believed in righteousness, I didn't want the enlightenment, at all, but rejected it - and still got it for having a sincere heart and admitting the truth about my thoughts an experience to myself and others when I was presented them, at all times. All the years after I started suffering heavily from it all, the devil quickly tried to snatch and prevent and silence me. But all the years, even when I didn't know, never wanted this light or power or knowledge, all the sparks of light I had given - I could only love them and make grow on. Because they were all righteous and I knew. I never wanted the light, I wanted to lose it over and over again, giving it to others as I thought they needed and are as needy and worthy of it as I am. So I was given this light in the end, as the only one to fully understand and keep it. I never was eager to attain any deeper insight into the Gospel, the nature of life, I never wanted to be great or achieve anything in this regard, other than fulfilling my duty over the responsibility over the humanity I was born to, as their son so I was raised by them and need to give back, to give back what I had been given - preferably more, so this world could succeed from my footprints and not suffer from them. So that eternal peace may succeed, and there be no suffering in the heavens. Within this spirit, I rejected all higher insights, I was given God's insight for free for it, as I passed all my knowledge on for free and kept no secrets. I rejected all magic, all powers, I was given power, to protect myself from it and resist indefinitely without having to respect the rules I was shown at first, with God even in the end teaching me how it is done so I can work out to eradicate all evil power in me more effectively to make others reject and destroy their dangerous magical powers, as well, to release them from the curses they impose. I rejected being in communion with those of the darkness, I fully rejected accepting or even respecting their cruel laws and rules, and was smitten by them in the Spirit over and over again. For not wanting the community of devils, I am now given the community of angels instead, and I must say, they leave me free and only do joy to me, they are the best company one could get or learn from, they already are all...enlightened. Even when I'd rather stay all alone as an autistic person, it's a highest reward to have seen these noble spirits, even daily care of a lowly freak like me, defending, entertaining and soothing me, even sharing my life and their wisdom about it...just because of that little love in my heart which I never wanted to give up. And because I was ready, to not want to keep even the most secret thought of myself secret from them, they may share all my life and they enjoy, they told me that sharing my life and gaining the wisdom from it...is part of the reward they get for trusting me and trying to defend me, and that it's more than enough, as long as I keep taking care and not put them to shame by acting against this eternal gospel, hating a neighbor like I shouldn't...

Even as I was smitten in the Spirit, with something entering my mind and trying to suppress and threaten and control me with force, even as I deny all violence God still has given me the power to smite my invisible enemies and to take and destroy their weapons and dismantle their lies and deceptions, just so I can say that I will never need it again once these evils are gone for good. This God now gave me the courage, I asked him, I asked him to rather make me lose my life than give it to the enemies of goodness, than giving me to the control of man or devils. I'd sincerely rather die than having to serve those who oppressed me for decades, so I asked him now to bring judgement over me and those incessantly accusing me of lies in my mind, so he would either make me or them die in a just judgement - they are constantly demanding my life, and I am not willing to give in to oppression or bear the constant torture which I am subjected to throughout my whole life. I called on God, because their judgement had no end in their injustice, they didn't even want to let me know the charges even when there clearly were some. For them not being responsible and not ending my suffering when they should. I now asked God many times to either directly kill me or them for it, so that the torment and unjust pain should not continue as I am not willing to bear it for longer. I believe this is the only way for such a judgement that you may ask God for a death, that you put your own life into his hands and say, sorry God, I'm not willing to bear this any longer, and you now either do away what cripples my heart or do me away completely, I would rather no longer be your son and die forever than having to bear this injustice longer for you or than having to go to the devils and serve them against you.

So I now for real called God to bring the final judgement and either kill me and give all I had to my wife, in case I lied and the accusations against me were righteous and a proper justice in any way, or to just let those who oppress and threaten and torment me in my mind and who refuse to even confront me about it or be responsible in any way, may simply die from their unrighteous works instead of me. This way, I am ready to rather lose my life for righteousness, than gain it for any victory or to tolerate the false victory of evil over me any longer. So if you're with me, please also pray that this judgement may be made real and my life long torment ended. Pray that either I or those who wrongly accuse me may finally die so my spiritual pains will be ended, and finally justice can be, because what is since more than 25 years now must be ended, it is for long and already a big shame for God. I don't want this shame, I give it back to God. I want the ones, who caused it, now to go for it, it's not my shame. If God claims it still is, then he shall take me away, then I am opposed to his justice because I believe it is not my own shame but I am a victim, then I'd rather die than serve such an evil God who does not believe in true justice and mercy. But I would rather want to live, so I can do the works I was appointed for and so I can teach the truth which needs to be shared, to gain many seeds and not just stay a single in the hidden. I believe in it, even if this God makes me die, it would be just, and if he makes those die who tormented me to free me, it would maybe be just but also a big disgrace, although a much smaller one than the constant spiritual chicanes I living in since decades nonstop. My oppressors being killed, would also mean I lost, but then at least I'd know, that this God has decided for the blessings I want to give to billions instead of the imposition of those who want to choke me down spiritually and let me seem like an insane liar for stealing the blessings from me. I do not know who spiritually attacked me all these years and why, and I also want it to be opened up to the public, no matter if I am found guilty or them. Because I believe in secrets mean death and truth is life.

I still know what I always lived and died and would and will still die for - the blessings that make life in this world possible, and that human life can be free, safe, innocent and protected from all oppression. Let's all work for enlightenment not for ourselves, but for the future of humanity. I believe the God who can grant it for free, for good, will only give to those who sincerely want that. Even if you don't make it, but that's what eternity, forever means - you must be good, else you mess it all up up there. Let's all practice the self-control and mercy necessary for it - may humanity be eternalized and live forever. For this, many of us need to rather want to die than commit evil or stay silent about it. Let's start spreading the seeds for it!

We were not just made in the image of God, but God also reflected the world and all that is in it, in us and our souls. Now this will probably astonish some of you, but I was given an insight, a revelation from 2017 or 2018 on, following reading the Bible and reflecting on it spiritually.

I don't know exactly any more how and why it happened. I just remember having read that the Israelite tribe father of Joseph, was called to be like a sheep, while Juda was like a lion. Dan was like a snake, and there is talk about other people being like animals in some places, too.

Then walking the street, I suddenly noticed it, I somehow had this insight. I looked at the shapes of the noses of people, and something weird clicked in me. I looked at the shape of my own nose. I looked at pictures of animals, and at the shapes of the heads of people. Damn, is that you, God? They all seemed to reflect somehow, the shape of body parts of certain animals. The nose the most distinct, often shaped like the nose, mouth, beak, head or body of that animal. The whole head shape, as well, somehow resembling the aesthetics of a specific...animal.

And each human seemed to reflect most distinctively - this one animal. So this is not new, some of you may say, like people having spirit animals, but what the heck does the body shape resembling animal features mean? It is not just the body shape, it is the whole personality, soul, life path, which somehow symbolically reflect - this animal, often in a beautiful, but sometimes also bearing the weaknesses and tests of that animal.

So you may say like wow, we be like tigers, dragons, unicorns whatever. Well, not quite. There are lions, but it's maybe not as you may think now. The lion, you see the slightly curled nose with a flat bottom, is a person of confidence and social abilities - they can be tough and take a fight, they look for a fight or prey at times, but are social towards their cubs - fearless they seem, but their task is to overcome the fear of the unknown, hence God made them a...lion.

Instead most people are actually resembling domesticated animals, and maybe would be insulted of one points out to them they are a cow, goat, pig or chicken. This is actually the good animals, the domesticated ones, with 12 of them being close to the rulership of God and shown in the Bible as the 12 tribes of Israel. I dare say, I am a sheep, my nose has that round tip and attached nostrils, my eyes tend to slightly go sideways - I am a calm, sometimes playful as a lamb, friendly and generous person, never looking for troubles, but you can't get me accept anything that goes against what I believe in should bring people together...I may buck or be a danger with my twisted horns, if I can turn a ram, eager to live in harmony with others at all times, able to trust the shepherd who cares for us all and who keeps us for our pure wool. Some rams...they want to become the leaders of a flock, and make sure, all would be safe from wolves and pass through the winter. Now there are also wandering sheep, getting lost or going away, and they can find back to their flocks, as the shepherd will not leave behind even a single which is lost, and will keep calling it.

So you may get it already? Goats are like...opinionated and headstrong, but can also be greatly friendly and socializing, yet when you try to make them do against their own will, they will get angry and insist! Deer would, be very graceful, and able to represent and impose, and some can be very stern, and they have this elegance in life and all they do. There are even pigs, and they are being used as a cussing word for no right - they can be great friends and jolly people, they know social justice from their heart, just...sometimes they do something they shouldn't, and it can be a problem unless others will accept and forgive them and help them make good with their weaknesses. And I love anatidae, and they demonstrate how there can be different kinds of a type... Like ducks, are rather humble, great making a home with others, and staying responsible, well in it sometimes also is a dark kind of mood, or the ability to do great service or other things. Goose are like...the social standard, and I tell you, I believe my wife she is a swan and she has grace and I know now, that anatidae never discriminate among each other just for being different size or color, but a black swan is often still ostracized for their different looks and cannot understand why...since I know my wife, I know the wind is always in her strong wings, and she's one with the water where she finds it, but her anger can be close, and pain will make them agonize...so never provoke a swan alright always do everything proper and as it should be and don't mess with others in front of them...

Then there are the wild animals, and they are not so far away from the domesticated, sometimes the borders are fluent. There are snakes, but there are colubrids, who want to be on their own, they take some mouse and are useful like cats to humans, but often lead to healing...then there are vipers, and they bite when threatened or stepped upon and they are poisonous...oh woe upon that snake who thought had to bite the heel of the innocent lamb, all sheep will come and try to trample it's head to remove the threat for all the future... But the snake's pride is their downfall, and their hypnotic eyes can be a danger. Wise is, who learns to respect them, a hero, who protects others from snakes which are fallen and can't hold back their poisons.

So this is how the fates of us humans are symbolically connected to the animals which used to be around us and the nature which we came from since the birth of humanity. We are not like these animals, God does not mean to insult us with this. Just we must know, we have a heart which tells a story, which reminds God of these animals, so he has made us to remind of them, and them to remind of us, in a symbolic way.

I just wanted to share this, and maybe hope to find other people who can also see these patterns to make efforts to document the system as thoroughly as possible. Well, we need lots of...photos of noses and their life stories now... ;-) You may believe, wait this is like zodiacs, well yes indeed, but I don't really know how deed it goes. All I know is I have been shown this in insight after reading the Bible and praying for such insights often, and anything I saw around me and other people confirmed it, so far. Hope this somehow impresses you as it did impress me, and give you some awe and respect for creation and how animals and humans belong together. I believe, if humans would leave back nature, leave back animals, they would leave behind their souls and could not be happy for long. And like the animals around us humans are, like they thrive or suffer, so do we, as we treat animals good, we will experience respect, as we treat them as objects in hardship, so will be the humans whom they depend on - in hardship.

So treat animals with respect, they are supposed to be our friends, not just a blind ressource - humans have taken so much from them, they are part of humanity. I believe it's time to give them back the respect and peace they deserve. We'd gain the same, learning from them - respect from each other. And we'd finally know who we are, where we came from, and what this spirit, which makes us exalted above the insticts of animals, is about and where it would lead us. If you look closely, you will be able to see the same spirit in animals, and know, that you discovered it as a child when dealing with your fellow humans, so can an animal also discover it, when living with humans or other domesticated animals.

Spiritual dogfight 101

So a fellow TI here. I mean, and I mean it serious, we can defend also with force. Whoever attacks us does us psychological, spiritual force - I believe in threat we are entitled to turn it back to self-defend. Some of you call this V2K or synthetic telepathy - I believe it is a gateway in the mind they can mess with us with. I believe we can mess them up back! But only if we learn control. I believe this belongs to the public, more and more people are harassed, we must learn to defend and defend each other. I break nobody's secrets with this, all this tech comes from my own observation, and as I believe, also from answered prayers by the Holy Spirit.

And I do not mean physical force. Please, by all means, whenever you see a gangstalker...just being there after he bullied you in the head...or just doing provocative things NEVER JUST ATTACK ANY PERSON PHYSICALLY OR ALSO IN YOUR MIND! Just let them all be who are around you, ignore or cope with any physical provocations peacefully. Only if you feel physically attacked for real, somebody coming for you trying to physically abuse you - then you may defend. If there's already some gangs after you and trying to set you up for a brawl or so, you may learn a craft like Jiu-Jitsu, Krav Maga, Judo, Aikido or whatever suits you to protect yourself in this regard, or just take evidence and call the cops. Once such people realize they can't get an easy win with you, they leave you alone and to be taken down by the psi force. What I am writing here is not about physically attacking anyone. It is about the spiritual combat which happens when you try to escape.

So you do see yourself in a situation where you are mentally bombarded with intrusions, voices, and seemingly mind-manipulations all the time? Like something is choking you down with it, or trying to provoke you at all times? Without anyone being there, and you cannot really see where it is coming from? Wait, you say you know who it is - are you sure? Maybe that's just somebody trying to seem like somebody else? Aren't it in the end just voices and visions coming from nowhere? Yes, they can pretend... Let's look closer there, what may be in the dark!

Okay, so to defend I first needed to gain control over my mind, over my nonverbal willpower. This basically goes by meditation. It's a noble art, and simple practice - you just pick a practice, an object of concentration, and then try to let your mind be attentive to it all the time. When distracted, you deal with it, until you gain so much concentration on your object that it is steady in attention, and becomes...big and heavy...so try with yourself, your breath, first...maybe perps cannot move you any more, when you suffice... The key is also, you must purify yourself, thoroughly clean your evil and doubt and shame and guilt and regret all your weaknesses, make you accept yourself, change for the better, leave behind all bad habits and character traits, so that any bad or evil thought that comes up, you can just deny it. This will protect you most heavily, and will later help you wipe the same smut out of the faces of your oppressors. What at first is a doubt, a dedication to the good, a gentle touch and wiping a mud away, and in the face of force become like a blazing sword cutting through all defilements, you own and also of your oppressors.

Well this practice can go for years, until you gain the necessary control, and it helps resisting in itself. If you're lucky, it makes you overcome the targeting right away once you're successful, but I had less luck whatever targeted me just kept going at me more and more aggressively.

Basically you need to first break all layers of deception. They tried to set me up with lots of fake stories and puppet theatre and illusions...they are all irrational and have no deeper meaning, you know like stories like...why should the government hire stupid pricks to bully people in their head with a microphone, when they could just remote-control anyone? No, it's probably not the government, but make sure you always have a valid passport sitting around, just in case... It's just something trying to control or slowly grind you down with harassment, so it's up to you to take the fight or not.

Within the layers, you'd first feel vague stories with no background, then it gets more personal, specific, or crazy. The next step is, already like interactive figures threatening and messing with you, but rather diffuse. At some point they would try to physically manipulate you and your volition/willpower. But it is not a perfect influence, it is possible to resist with strong will. Also they will try to ride over the mind with intrusions, but who doesn't follow them, but only things which are good and proper, will also resist. If you fall for following your thoughts blindly, it will be difficult, you need to gain more awareness first.

So they really tried every scheme with me, every sad and sadistic trick, just to make me give in, they weakened me, everything, I did not give in, I did not give a shit about their threat, so at some point they will maybe really start trying to attack you with spiritual combat, yay!

Okay, what is the basis of this? Basically, they will somehow have to cause you powers before it starts...or you are spiritually by nature or by another initiation. They have ways to even cause high seer gifts to otherwise ignorant and involuntary people, so take care, never accept anyone trying to involve you into such things, that's the simplest way to do it to anyone by making them accept it from somewhere. Also when you accepted something, they will try to psychologically break you over it once they know and they will from monitoring you. So you must make sure you resolve that trap, to either ensure full loyalty or liberation from whomever you have given promises to in your life. Also try to make good with anyone whom you have hurt in the past.

Once you experience these power, there are basic skill you can enact with all that happens in your mind, like wipe away/cut, destroy/pulverize, take and retain the objects in there, or put them back to you or others, direct your or an intruder's will. Other skills include, making a loop to reflect a thing cast from elsewhere back, and note, when somebody from there directs anything at it, the loop will also cast it back to them. I called a technique to let oppressors dismantle their own curses and burden themselves "backlinking". Or you can make a fixed loop, anything that enters and fulfills a condition, gets answered with something you have stored in that loop. For example I took a parodistic element, which I cut out of an offensive grimasse I had been provoked with before (you must grab it while it's in your face and can take out the parody, the stunning, the anger, etc. from it instead of retaining the whole object) - and looped it so that the intruder gets a parody blast into his ego when he sticks it in again. It worked, I was left alone, and after a while I was greeted by the intruder, lol he looked like a comic figure and also felt like that, he was not happy about it...he must have directed his will against me again and again to unload the whole element in his face...

An important fact to memorize is, you have authority over you mind, you must not allow anything in it to happen against your will. You can at first only change your own mind, not others'. To make the perps lose their ability, you have to either make them destroy them by themselves, or you have to enter them and enforce it somehow. BUT when a perp enters your mind, it is in your authority. You can then take it, or change it. There's 2 layers, one is just for showing, the other has effect. Often perps will combine them, like seem peaceful in the showing layer which you have to bear for a time, while covertly urging and provoking you to feel it as an offense, to attack them. When you attack, they can bully you for it. Take the urge they cause you in the hidden, instead. Wait for their face to enter the realm where it actually touches and manipulates your will, then you can alter it and also change it, stun them, remove things which are evil, put their blights back to them etc. You don't have to keep it all clean all the time, actually it's better to tolerate things for a while before becoming active, just to make sure it is really an aggression to be answered this way. You can bear things which you cannot force, to save strength, just keep in mind these will not happen as something else tries to make you believe they would, and they won't. When confronted with an urge to do something destructive, you don't have to. But you can retain, and give that urge to the one who gave it to you, first. The same with the will to alter your mind spiritually - you can't easily do that to anyone else, but these fuckers made an art of manipulating others to accept it happening to themselves. So they try to force things with conviction, and it only works when you believe it.

But in the mean time, the power of mind is really omnipotence, just you get no instant success but must train it and there are limits what may be valid and what is not, or at least not without much training. The basic premise over answering force is, you are entitled to do to the intruders all they did to you. That's why retaining an element and casting it back works so well - because you take your right in your hand, doing back to them what they did to you. Even you can do it back more than once, but that one time remembering the time it was done to you, seems to be most effective. Things done to you and returned often, can become permanent powers btw, it seems. Just try...to be more clever than them, and not give them back blindly. They move your will, you gain the power to move theirs...they see you from the hidden, you can do so, as well, or they see you openly, you can also show yourself to them. Then they do an abuse, which is aimed not at harming you directly, but at demoralizing and provoking you without them becoming apparent. So you can basically give them back the creeps without them knowing who it is.

So once an intruder becomes apparent, it is usually with much deception and tricks to blind and bind the mind. So you will not see them at first, but only lots of tricks, or the intruder would also try to make you believe they are somebody else, i.e. another target or victim, to drive you against them. Take extra care also with the destructive powers, the evil spirits may try to make you direct them against yourself or innocent ones. So self-control and controlling anger are the best gifts to learn to control in such a situation.

So a good strategy is to neutralize all the things they cast on you, retaining them or also casting them back in the right way so the attacker gets demoralized. A good tactic is to train reaction skills, and to remove all unskillful or evil or corrupted mind states from the own as soon as they pop up. The perp may put his mind in you or elements with such mind states, and removing them already make the perp a little softer and dismantles the things he tries to corrupt you with. Make sure you ONLY remove mind states you'd remove from yourself with self-control, as well, never remove anything healthy, else you risk gaining a penalty from the spirit and it makes you consider what it's like to damage the own mind then. Even the ability will be locked and you may seem like disabled to yourself, but it's just an illusion to make you take more care, and so please do so, the ability may later come back, but it really leaves a hollow taste. This is what you will want to make the perps do to themselves later, but not do to yourself, it's disgusting, the perps made me do often in the beginning with me being ignorant, so I learned it the ugly way.

Probably he will also try to put other things on you, illusions, things that seem like a damaged mind, hard to bear things and mind states, visions of threats and objects that seem like curses which would evolve, sequences of talk and eavesdropping of voices talking about your doom, all kinds of spiritual and occult threats may pop up. So you can remove each of them like your unskillful mind states, but again take care to only remove what you believe is an evil curse, in doubt just let it be, it's better to bear a little curse like that than to bear the penalty for trying to remove something good from yourself. Also make sure you always only direct your will to removing any EXTERNAL elements you see, or whatever is external about what you see - else again you'd direct your power to harming yourself, and the perps may try to influence you to do so from the hidden.

And - you can try to retain these things, especially after removing them from the mind space. Remember to only remove things from the active surface area, not from the "only for showing" area in the mind, this is impossible to touch. But what you get, what could impede such a person, collect it all somewhere. Imagine you remove these burdens from the mind where they are just being cast on, and collect them in a place, your hand or somewhere else. Try to roughly remember what you have there, but put all the crap in there, and try to remember the source of them even when you cannot see it.

From the crap they put on you, you may already get an idea about who and how many of them there currently are busy with you. Sometimes it's like multiple perps bombing at the same time, I always try to wait until I can sense the most subtle and aggressive one, who tries the most sophisticated tricks. Keep track of them somehow, even if it's just one of them. Try to remember some thing they put on you, a face, a special trick which you can recognize them with later. Even when it doesn't work, just remember them for that one nasty thing they did to you. To keep for longer, you can give them a name and write down, with something to remember the signature you recognized them from. Train to remember that there is a person like this, who does these things to you somehow.

Now in the mean time they will probably be curious why their schemes aren't effective, and at some point they maybe start confronting you with their actual mind. You can see these characteristic moments in the "only show" area in the back of mind, but in this case you will feel their mind as if it is active with yours, as if there is empathetic connection. So this is when they look into your mind for a glimpse, and also want to see your personality and thoughts, you will see theirs at the same time for a moment. Usually when they bomb me, they don't show right away, but show me many feints and false images, and try to direct my suspicion about who it is to random or specific people. But the more lies I see through and remove, the less tough their resistance to upholding this illusion is. Once their illusion devices are dismantled by cutting them out of your mind when they entered, they will start lacking steam and consider wrestling instead of the illusion tricks. So try to ignore all kinds of artificial looking mind states, but no matter what, all perps I've seen were corrupted to the maximum, those are swines they cannot hide, they almost seem unreal in it. So this is when you can take the real signature of them, when you see their mind, and their personality you can probably memorize better than their schemes.

Then, you can focus hard on seeing their mind like they saw yours, and start removing all the corrupted mind states like you did in your meditation to yourself, until that swine becomes a happy piglet and leaves you alone... Ah well, it's not easy, and they will try to resist and avoid it at all costs. So you must take your time to grind them down and remove the things they torment you with, until you can. Try not to watch all the time and exposing yourself, just focus single moments here and there, and then try to work with what you've seen, or only focus when you believe the time is good and you can give them some reward for their good friendship.

How to get there then, is sometimes hard. I experience it like, they probably also watch me, and try to prevent me focus them, at all. They can impede the willpower, and also direct your will at illusions and also your attacks at somebody else...make sure you only act on what you're sure is the full realistic mind impression of that perp which you've seen between the illusions. Also they make me lose signatures over and over again, and it's good not to go nuts about them right away...you can at first practice with just reacting to the attacks, as you're probably already used to. Then comes a wave with some more peace, and you'll have the sigs of the poor bastards who are next in line from a better position to watch them.

Okay, then following them, once you have them, you can see how they organize their minds and everything, but not who they really are and what they currently do. Probably they see the same about you, and only know you're there and that they have to press you down on somebody's command. No matter what, I always look for the most hateful, and then when I've a lot of plagues collected in my hand, I trick him up. I go to him, and remove his evils. When he attacks and threatens me with his face or hands, entering your mind, just keep slashing away all that is corrupted and evil like in the beginning when they didn't show themselves. Maybe he will try wrestling you, and putting a constant pressure and force on your mind or will - backlink it to him, remember a retained "i made you forget" element, then remember how they harassed you from the hidden to make him believe it's an external attack from somebody he doesn't know, then you can either give him back an element where he tried to make you cut something good off your own mind to fault you, or if he already force-rode your body or will, you can do the same move that you did to remove his plagues from your mind, but ride his to quickly remove his backlinked power. You can also freeze him with some cramps he had given to you, raise in him a power which he had directed at you, and force him to destroy it by overriding his will. Then immediately let go, and make him forget your trick again, maybe giving him the creeps by letting him realize he just removed something from himself (he probably already tried it with you).

Remember to never just enter their minds to attack them directly with threat or violence etc. So it's good to keep track and only react to actual infringements of personal rights by them. They can possibly also document "mind" snapshots of what you do to them, and then will show them to their uppers to get you removed for your aggression. If you instead make sure you're always calm, and these fuckers eat only what they deserve from their own action, then they can't do that easily any more.

Also again, and this is important: never fall for any lie that you know who specifically the person harassing you in your mind is. You cannot really know, maybe you see the full face and they were amateurs and are revealed, well that's rad, I have not seen this. Instead they try any trick to relay your attacks to other people, even showing you illusions of them in your mind. Make sure you learn to discern that, and ONLY go for the signature you have, ONLY go for those who abuse you directly, always connect their identity to the actual abuse. Else they can easily trick you and direct your wrath to somebody innocent, or to their own enemies to go for you, etc.

Entering him by directing your will on his signature until you see his true mind, you can also freeze him and just put all the collected punishment from him back to him. Remember to put a lock on it, something that was hard for you to break through, or multiple things in sequence. He ever made you think something which is there isn't? they love this trick. You can put one of his plagues back on his face with this and just hide it so he cannot easily remove it. Today I collected a hand full or two, and one perp made me a nice gift. He wanted make me direct my will at giving all kinds of wrathful curses to somebody who didn't deserve, he probably just put the mind of an innocent to my face. So make sure you always look for the mind if it's truly evil, only attack evil minds. So I resisted and retained the urge to put so many blights on that innocent, and later when he came, I gave him back an anger, and let him go for his backlink once again and let him believe it was me, but then gave him the urge for blighting a lot and at the same time did all the collected smut on him for trying to put the blights on me. Then I made him forget all the trick, and believe he just had put all the blights on himself which came from my hands, I did it with two it seemed to work each time, today is one of the few days where I've some peace at all in between the very subtle provocations.

Also mind if there are different of them at the same time, that some may superficially provoke and attack you, while others impede or misdirect you from the hidden. I have the strategy, as soon as I see a saboteur I direct the attack against them instead, to deal with the others later. Also when they show you their mind-moments in threatening way, you can retain them and later put them to one another, with a twist that they may feel attacked by it. It drives them nuts and can make them go against each other in between the other plagues you put to them together with these elements.

So I just wanted to share this, it is my personal experience and what these bastards do to me all day, and it is my personal joy that something entered me and taught me all this. This art goes way deeper, but this is much already. They do too much too us it is dehumanizing, it is time to defend spiritually! Now I don't feel exposed to the abusers in my mind any longer, and can give them back the creeps! I had prayed a lot for something like this, and it happened, but I did not expect it to be so difficult and that I had to help so much with it. Now I hope it helps some others beat up these bastards and break their powers, they don't deserve to step over our backs like that any longer! As written in Matthew 10:34 "Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword." The sword of the mind can cut away all unrighteousness and evil, so we can be set free again to be the help for this world that this world deserves. Don't forget, once they stop bullying you, you must also stop defending, then is the time of the peace we are longing for, no more being choked in dehumanizing mental illusions. May this day come soon, may soon all humans be freed from such oppression, Amen!

Just want to share a nice and nasty one, because I got attacked with this once again today. I immediately recognized, it's the prompter delusion. When you have it, it is as if someone is perpetually giving you commands in every day life, or saying words for you to repeat.

Usually in case of a severe attack, it seems like completely legit moves. You even feel like you can't act differently. If they just want to provoke you or command a weaker-willed individual, they'd just give outright controlling commands. But the prompter delusion is more subtle.

So let me lift this up right away. Don't follow the commands, but do anything you feel by yourself is right to do, not matter the voice seems to tell or no, but only if you're sure after short reflection. Never just accept the commands and do them blindly, but remember, the voices will sometimes also tell you what is proper to do and then you should when you are sure. Just go straight ahead, and focus on your own volition. And mind some simple thing that happens.

Now I believe this is a destructive trick, and it includes taking your own volitions and memories and thoughts and speech, before it rises into your mind, and then make a voice tell it to you - distracting you to think it's from the voice instead of from you. They will do this, they can know what you're going to do or remember in a second and distract you and make a voice tell it to you instead. Usually, they also make you feel powerless in that situation somehow.

Why all this and why is it so evil? Simple as that: when you follow the commands, you become controllable. You will find you often have to, to get by in daily life. But one who does not reflect and do all the voices, will at some point start doing and saying thing they would not have done. The voices will try to train a person so it works, so they get a controllable slave which even untalented other humans could control with a voice. On the other hand, if the person tries to resist the voices and disobey in general, they will go nuts because the voices tell them all they would and should otherwise do on their own, messing up their lives if they generally disobey.

So you must always discern wisely, and look into your heart and learn to feel into youreself what's you and good and right and what is not. And you should do only what is wise, what you truly need to do. The third, and sad fact about this is - it will not just mess with you psychologically, but also phyiscally. By bridging your decision-making facilities, they weaken them to high degree...if you follow the voices for a time, and they stop, you're like lame, like crippled, ultra weak...you'll have to learn again to grow the strength for making free decisions with great effort, and for this you need peace and good condition. These conditions they will try to keep you from, for example by constantly distracting you, to make you demented without proper help into a world where you're then exposed in one or another way.

If you have such voices, practice meditation, practice not following them and letting go to just watch and listen to them. You will maybe find the point where they immediately take a memory away to present it as their own works - then you will be sure about this trick and how to cope with it. If you practice even more, you can become aware of how they inject also other commands, which are not from your own volition, and mind you the whole mind urges against them usually. They are like foreign objects, and feel like some, that's probably why they usually begin with the own decisions before then proceeding to adding also decisions which are outside the own free will. You can learn to prevent the attack to happen with mindfulness - if your mind is awake enough, you can even witness the attackers quickly hiding your own thought to present you a lie that it comes from their thinking and decision and authority over you. Don't accept their authority, take it from them instead, they've no right to treat us like this!

So this is it, this is how to get through. For me they just stopped trying this trick as I grew awake and aware enough to sense and prevent or circumvent this attack reliably. I don't really know, what is the whole meaning in this. Sometimes, I believe it is human experiments, like as if they try such methods with computer-generated hypnosis into the minds of many to research which kind of people can be subjected with it and who would resist. I witnessed a big number of different similar methods, which all seemed to be tested and investigated on my mind in the last decades. So what do you believe - is it experiments, or do crackheads train these tricks on us with their psi powers to learn sabotaging others from the hidden and to remove unwanted persons, or is this like a sabotage on large scale against our societies?