I am a phycological fictionkin and i honestly wonder what causes it? All of my kins are characters from media i have hyperfixated on so i was wondering if things like autism can play a role in being a fictionkin? i dunno just curious.
She won't even let me look at one of her Toca Boca characters because I think he's super cute and drew a picture of him for her bc she said I'm obsessed with him even tho it was ONE drawing. Also, I changed my self-insert again because uh my last one I projected all my mental health issues onto and didn't want to associate with her anymore gulpp
I used the tag from my Fan plush to make a necklace!!! I'm having really bad dysphoria lately so having something that means so much to me and shows off who I am makes me feel a lot better!!
Okay so I have identified myself as Fan for years and I recently discovered I was a fictionkin after a few years of considering + getting over my fear of being myself! My friends know this as i go by Fan online. I told them about me realizing I was a fictionkin and I expected them to respond more positively but instead they said "Oh?" and "Wowie" and I'll admit it kind of hurt my feelings because I always react positively when they tell me important things about themselves and it kind of upset me! It also doesn't help that I'm having very bad kin dysphoria with Fan rn and it felt like they didn't see me as my kins (mainly Fan). I don't actually think they meant any harm and maybe just didn't know what to say and one of them is a fictionkin so it's not like they are against fictionkins but if anyone has any advice, please let me know!
i updated my pronouns.cc page (here) if u guys wanna look at it!! ^^ I'm feeling pretty happy abt this actually good golly! i like finding things out abt myself it makes me so cheerful! i kinfirmed these at like 1-3 AM but decided not to post abt it until now cause yeah
uh yeah ^^ if theres a test tube or four or firey or jax kin that sees this than HIHIHIHIHI!!!! HELLOOO!! HAII!!! HELLOO!!! WE SHOULD BE FRIENDS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'LL GIVE YOU MY DISCORD PRETTY PLEASSEE (with friendly intent)
Okay so bear with me i just started to identify with being a fictionkin (I've had a connection with one of my kins for a long time and referred to us as the same person I just never looked into what fictionkins were) so i'm not the most educated. If I don't believe in past lives that would make me a phycological fictionkin correct? If this is the case, am I still able to have memories or share the same canon with another individual? I am just very confused and am having a hard time finding an answer.
(Image isn't mine btw)
okay so this is prolly stupid but these past few weeks leading up to me kinfirming X i've missed Four A LOT and watching TPOT 23 made me miss him even more and I'm just so saddd!! I wish I at least had the four plush but I'm not able to spend 30+ dollars right noww :C I'm lucky to have the Test Tube plush bc I've been missing her for years and I cry sometimes cause I miss her and Four a lot idk if anyone has advice I just needed to talk abt this :C
I have kinfirmed myself as an X and Fan kin!!! I'm actually SUPER happy abt this because I have seen myself as Fan ever since I watched the show and I've always seen myself as X as well! I probobly couldve kinfirmed it a long time ago but i was nervous what people close to me would think if i we're a fictionkin :C
Okay so I have only ever been to two concerts, and they were when I was a lot younger. I was just surprised with tickets, and I was just wondering if there is anything I should know about going. I don't remember the concerts I've been to very well so I can't use those for reference so I was just wondering if anyone could help me out and inform me what a Gorillaz concert is like. 👍
i'm legit so tired and i feel empty but atleast i have my f/o's to keep me company
im to burnt out to make new stuff someone make me happy
Twins at the carousel animation make me cry ESPECIALLY ones with Brown and yellow from Among us show and one with Two and Gaty :C
Okay so i changed Icy from an Icee to a blue cream soda because idk i just though it was cuter so thats whos gonna be my s/i from now on and uhh yeah, her name is Soda. i'll prob change her asset a tad bit in the future bc im FINALLY getting a lot better at making assets :D
He's actually so baby girl I love himmm!! Him and Trophy are my pookies fr (I think i'm gonna be hypersharing with Bomb :3)
Mine and Trophy's 3-month anniversary is coming soon, and I was finally able to quit worrying about losing interest in him and then POOF gone... I don't love him anymore. I like him but I don't love him. Just yesterday I was drawing him and giggling like a baby and now I couldn't care less! I really don't know what my problem is! My longest yumeship was 4 years but these past few years I usually can't last over 2 months, so this was really special to me, and I just don't know what to do!! At this point I want to stop yumeshipping all together because I put hours upon hours of time into my yumeships, I lose so many hours of sleep over this I lose basic human interactions over this, but at the same time sometimes my yumeships are the only things that can keep me happy when I'm in a dark situation and I just don't know what to do anymore.
I don't think I've ever done an introduction before so here i am!!! My name is Liam or Lyn but i also go by Fan, Icy, Sonic or Kasper! Liam, Sonic, and Icy are preferred! My pronouns are She/They and i am also asexual!!
F/o list!! : i have a lot...
romantic- Trophy (II) - selective sharing (doubles allowed as long as they aren't toxic or weird)
romantic- Nine (XFOHV) - sharing
romantic- Crackles (Spirit Halloween) - hypersharing
Romantic- Evil Jax (TADC) - sharing
Romantic - Shorty (Killer Klowns from Outer Space) - Sharing
platonic- Cheesy (II) - hypersharing
Tennis Ball (BFDI) - Hypersharing (Can't decide if this is platonic or romantic)
romantic- Nickel (BFDI) - HYPERSHARRINGG
platonic- Fan (II) - hypersharing
platonic- Test Tube (II) - sharing
platonic- Mephone4s (II) - sharing (i still get lowkey jealous tho but we can still be friends!! :3 )
Mephone3gs (II) - hypersharing (idk if its platonic or romantic)
Platonic- Benny (The Lego Movie) - sharing
Platonic- 2D (Gorillaz) - sharing
Platonic- Oswald the Lucky rabbit (Disney) - selective sharing
Platonic- SpongeBob (SpongeBob SquarePants) - Hypersharing
Familial - Gangle (TADC) - sharing (SHES MY SISTER FRFR!!)
Familial - Ragatha (TADC) - sharing (SHE MY OTHER SISTERR)
This WILL be updated because i'm a chud and get obsessed with characters easily : D
I love seeing everybody's yumeships it's so fun XD
EDIT: I don't think I'm gonna get through these all today I'm super sorry!!! :C
I finally got an Ibis paint subscription so I can draw for more than one hour a day 🥹
Mine and Trophy will have been dating for 3 months on the 29th and it may not seem like a long time, but it's been the best 3 months of my life, so I want to celebrate that with him! Only problem is I'm not sure what to do because I can't leave home much because my mom just got surgery and help is needed around the house. If anyone has any ideas, please let me know!! : D