u/MiguelDragon82

Like, I waited five books hoping that there would be something super emotional, since they didn't see eachother in probably a year or more. Or even if not extremely emotional, atleast something, but nothing. They didn't care at all about eachother. Weren't they best friends? Wasn't Groover is first friend ever? The one he shared his adventures with even before Annabeth. Did I miss something? Will I find something in another book?

I'd love to see a tv show where one of the main characters, if not the main one, is overly nice in a way that isn't ridiculed (so not just an extremely stupid character) and that doesn't change for the worse. Better yet if that character is able to help others and change other people's perspective and incourage them to be kinder

My mind is constantly full of thoughts, very fast thoughts, there isn't much I can do to quiet down those thoughts. However, scrolling helps to "anesthetize" myself to those thoughts. Basically my only way to get calm is to fill myself with all kind of stimuli. I tried meditation for months, and it kinda helps but it works mostly during morning, when my mind is quieter.

Like, this has always bothered me. To me it feels like some sort of study-ish thing. You notice how people react to certain things, so you take the actions that you understood lead to a positive outcome. However some prople make it feel so "natural" as if they knew from the beginning how to act, like they seem to have the rules of society engraved on their brains, while to me so many of those rules look so weird and I can't understand them or why they're supposed to be rules

I feel like I'm out of the loop. Like, for example most of the people I know remember where most countries, cities, etc, are and they just... Know it? Like, they haven't studied it, yet they passively remember it. And it applies to so many other things. Like cars, wtf, seriously how do y'all remember which car is which I wouldn't even know where to start. I just forget things like these the moment someone tells me

I'm gonna explode because I'm so confused. I swear I'm genuinely thinking that someone went back in time and changed some stuff because it feels impossible.

I was in the early Undertale fandom, around the same year it came out. And I'm pretty sure atleast 5/6 years passed, even more, when I played deltarune for the first time. The problem is that I played deltarune the day it came out. Yet it feels like it happened only two years ago, or maybe three. I'm so confused. Did i read it wrong? It doesn''t feel like I just remember wrong. I'm 100% of what I'm saying. Is anyone else going through the same thing? Is there something I'm getting wrong

Basically, I'm out with all of my friends. I never struggled that much with coming out, luckily. Recently, I met this guy. I knew he was straight basically from the beginning, he has a girlfriend.

Our friendship grew quickly, i was at his home basically three days after I knew him, I'm usually a person that gets attached really quickly to people, and I think he is too because it's been a few weeks and we meet often, I got to know his friend group and his girlfriend, and we text basically everyday. He is a great guy.

However there's this thing that bothers me so fucking much. Basically, our friendship looks like some sort of "straight" friendship, where both people make gay jokes and jokingly touch eachother (not the junk, of course). It's not news to me, I do that with ALL of my friends. Including straight and gay guys (and they all know i'm gay, however all of them knew basically from the beginning). Now, however, I have no idea how to deal with this. I don't want this relationship to change, I love being open with my friends and be able to joke like that, it breaks so many barriers and it really helps to feel trust.

I know he'll be accepting if I tell him i'm gay, he's mature and a good person, however it looks like he has no idea I am gay, and I'm scared that If I tell him, he'll act less open towards me, he won't feel comfortable to talk to me like he does now. Maybe he'll start to think that I like him (which is crazy, he has a girlfriend wtf), and maybe he'll start acting more "normal" and different to how he does now. Which I hate, I feel like I know his most sincere self, and If he starts acting different, it won't be a true friendship, he'll turn into a closed version of himself.

I fucking hate this, I just want to live a normal, honest friendship but this is stopping me. I'm not a sexual maniac that wants to fuck every guy I know, but I always feel like that' what people think of me when I tell them I'm gay, which I know it isn't what they actually think but it certainly feels like that. As if I can't fucking tell when someone is joking and why am I even getting mad at a scenario that hasn't happened yet what's wrong with me 😔

I'm in the first day of the bwf routine, and it already feels too much. I don't have a job, i'm still a student, and my parents thonk that gym is stupid and won't buy me anything. I tried the bwf routine but it gets so overwhelming without all of that stuff. Trying to find a sturdy table, a tree branch for pullups, two chairs that i'm too scared will fall or break, and all of that while thinking that i'm doing the exercise wrong, that my back isn't straight and all of that. I'm in the middle, my arms are tiredand the legs too a bit, my fingers are killing me while the other muscles I haven't even felt anything there. This is so overwhelming, I kinda miss the old commercial app I used where you didn't need all of that stuff, atleast I could feel other muscles working while doing them, and it wasn't so overwhelming. It was one of those leap fitness apps, I'm not even sure if you can trust them, there isn't even any pulling. I don't know what to do. I don't want to quit, i'm tired of feeling so weak (i'm not underweight by a few kilograms) and I just want to be more active. Should I just quit the bwf routine? I know it's reliable, but i'm unsure if I can even do it tomorrow :(