u/Miserable-Can2467

I am a 2nd year btech student in the branch of electronics and computer engineering... initially I got into this college because I scored 99%ile in my cet exams and 99.86%ile in maths ....but tbh I am getting bored in second year...like coding is boring and difficult, electronics is shit....I got to know that my interest in maths is helpful for ACET ...

But I am thinking is it a good choice? to give ACET because I like maths like I scored 97 marks on my 10th boards and 92 marks in 12th board exams...

Ok...today I am in my second year of engineering...This story starts from my 6th std...I got a crush on a girl in sixth std ...she was beautiful,her eyes were very beautiful, I remember she used to shampoo her hair almost everyday and we both were subject monitors...my friends knew I had a crush on her....but I was a shy , nerdy type boy and she was like beautiful, outgoing, popular girl...and she had many relationships already like the seniors in my school also had relationship with her...So I was comparatively a loser to her other ex/bfs....then in 7th grade we were in different sections so we never met yet we had some mutual friends...but we never had a proper conversation with her...more like I was too nervous and shy to talk to her lol....and fun fact her family and my family were kind of friends like her family was family full of doctors and mine was also family full of doctors so both of our family know each other...then lockdown came ...and after lockdown during the time of my tenth boards me and my dad went to her house because a teacher was coming to teach both of us marathi subject...tbh she was really good in Marathi and I was not...so my dad and she had some talks and me well I was too shy so I was standing there like a idiot....after board exams I made my first instagram account and we followed each other and as a introvert I started a conversation on dms and for that I got to know that both of us had a common interest of movies although her movie taste is lot different than mine but it was ok....but I had to delete that account because of the competitive exams like cet and jee ...well I took the course of PCMB because my parents forced me to take biology that's it so I remember when I gave my last board paper which was biology...I actually missed one local so I decided to take another local and change the trains on Dombivli station so I remembered she boarded in my compartment from Thane station and I realised she boarded even though she did not notice me first and I acted like I didn't she her or something like that and before reaching Dombivli station when I stood from my place and went towards the train's exit door we made a eye contact and she smiled and asked if I am getting down at dombivli and I said yes...and it was the last time I saw her physically... meanwhile after finishing all my competitive exams I made my new Insta account...again we had quiet a bit chats...she told she is gonna be dentist because her mom is dentist that's the logic... meanwhile I fought with my parents because I didn't want to be a doctor although everyone in my home is a doctor...and I got good percentile in cet and I got into Pune's really good engineering college not COEP ...but a good college... meanwhile she went to somewhere in south India idk the place ...we had good chats I good invite from 2 accounts of her on Instagram one was for everyone and one well not for everyone but close friends.....later I made a letterboxd account and followed her...and later for idk some reasons she had deactivated her insta accounts but I know she's alive and enjoying her life because we both follow each other on Letterboxd and I always read her reviews everytime...

Idk what shall I call this...like we had a plan that we will watch a movie everyday and discuss it on zoom calls and decide what shall we rate this movie on Letterboxd but it never happened and also she was really proud of me because I became the part of my college's drama club...yeah... that's it