I do not have access to medication, and won't be able to get it for a while. I have an important exam in a couple of months, and I didn't prepare at all. I barely studied, and everyone is expecting me to score high marks. How do I study? Once I learn Something I often retain it for ages.
Once my parents die, there isn't much for me to live for. I'm only staying alive because they'd be sad. I don't know how long this will work, eventually I will die by my own hand. I hope they are happy with me someday so I may die in peace. It hurts to see how much everything in my life revolves around their opinions. I wish to escape this prison one day.
My Mother struggles with a chronic condition which she takes medication for. I'm tired of bothering her and disappointing her. I do my chores, study, that's about it. I do the bare minimum. How can I be less of an arsehole? I'm genuinely tired of making her upset with me. I always provoke her, make her tired and just want to stop. Idk what I'm doing wrong, I just want it to stop. I want to make her life easier, maker her and my Father proud. That's it. I'm tired, I can't think straight and I need insights from another person. As much as I have my own issues I can't let it affect others, I'm not trying to be oversensitive and attention seeking for admitting that I have depression. Sorry for the unorganised thoughts :( Please tell me somethings I can do to be a better kid so that they remember me as a nice personm
They're a bit over a month old. I rarely cut on my arm. I have swimming classes and I could get in trouble if they're seen. Does it look like obvious sh?