u/Moist_Armadillo_4119

just turned 22 i haven't been able to find a job in 8 months since i got let go of my last one. i was an apprentice technician in a main dealer which completely went tits up partially my fault ( i will admit) but not completely. the turnover rate for apprentices in that place is fucked my mentor at the time had seen 7 previous apprentices and none of them lasted more than 6 months. i was there a year and did nothing but services making this guy his bonus every month while i was being paid an apprentice wage while not even being registered. i was accused of forging a doctor cert and told to get a new on which i refused and called my hr manager a liar for accusing me of this which i admit was not smart i lost the head. 2 weeks later im gone.
anyways i've had interviews and been told i can start the next week just for no one to ring me. i've completed indeed at this rate applying for anything i can do that require a degree or prior experience.

i did a year of college decided its not for me then tried to get into the trade by doing a year pre mechanics course which eventually got me hired to my previous job. nowhere gets back to me anymore i have no money no savings living at home being a bum depressed out my mind just completely stuck in life. i am at a complete loss at this stage, i do not know what to do. all my friends have trades or in college and im completely left behind and its my fault yes but i have been searching for 8 months and cannot find anything.

just a vent i suppose. idk anymore

years ago, I made the conscious decision not to watch the new season after they recast Henry Cavill. The thought of recasting the main character after three seasons was too jarring to me so i just never watched it.

With the game being remastered it reminded me of the show so i ask, is Liam any good as Geralt and is the chemistry between characters as good as it was with Henry?

idk if im scitz or not but ive been on 7.5 mg for sleep mostly for a few months i recently stopped because issues with my prescription and whatnot but i took it again for the first time in about 1/2 weeks last night and after about half hour maybe more i get really relaxed and start melting into my bed and pillow which feels great. i then get this weird trance like feeling followed by a feeling which i can only describe as if my consciousness was still in one spot and my body just started sinking below it. i can’t describe the feeling i got in ways that make sense. i tried to open my eyes and move but it felt kinda good in a weird way so i couldn’t bring myself to open my eyes.

I must have fallen asleep bc the next thing i know god knows how much time has passed and im wide awake looking frantically around my room not recognising any of it, feeling terrified by the fact i was not who i am ( which is what my brain told me ). i was completely out of my mind and i felt like a different person which was one of the scariest experiences ive ever had. i eventually got my breathing down and closed my eyes telling myself “ i am my full name over and over again which must have calmed me down enough to sleep bc the next thing i remember is waking up to start my day feeling like it was a dream. but it was most definitely 100% not.

so i don’t really know what im asking but can anyone make some sense of this. is it sleep paralysis or something. thanks

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legally or legally i do not care where can u watch this

I’m 22 i’ve been smoking before bed since i was 17. i used to just smoke a j watch something close my eyes bang passed out good sleep ready for work. in the last year ive had a rapid decline in sleep. i’ve lost my job ruined relationships become a fucking hermit because i no longer feel like i can function due to the fact i can’t sleep. the thc just stopped working one day around a year ago and then i stopped sleeping. i’d still smoke due to habit but i would get no sedating effects off of it AT ALL all id get was an anxious high that lasted less than half an hour and then im wired. if i smoke more nothing happens. i dont even smoke a lot so my tolerance can’t be that high that i cant smoke myself into a coma ( hyperbole, im just so frustrated ) so i end up with wasted money and a smelly bedroom with no sleep to show for it.

i’ve never had a sleep schedule like a normal
person. im not exaggerating when im saying ive never had 8 hours of sleep more than 2 days in a row. and its catching up on me i feel more and more retarded every day when i wake up and try to function. i lost my job because i was waking up late for work. i’d sleep around 4/5 and wake up for half 7 and eventually id just lie in and they added up and then i got sacked.

i’ve tried melatonin, magnesium, nytol, hot milk, kiwis, meditation , breathing exercises, navy seal bullshit u see on tiktok and others i cant think of.

im unemployed now 5 months with nothing t show but black eye bags, brain fog horrible skin and all the good things that come with not sleeping. im at a loss. a complete fucking loss. i’ve been to 3 gps and they’re all shit. i do not know how to get tired get relaxed close my eyes and sleep. when i smoked i had a routine but the routine doesnt even work anymore

sorry for this muddled up incoherent post i needed to vent

what the fuck do i even press to defend the punch animations look the same idk what tf im doing when im getting battered if i get dropped i just have to pray it’s not to back side bc i get molested everytime.

what are the fucking controls why does it not tell u

finished aot a while back and i haven’t been able to find anything close to fill the void it’s left. the suspense, the characters, the plot twists the fact u have no idea what’s going to happen next. i haven’t found a show where the first 10 episodes make u think one thing then bang something out of this world happens and my whole view on the show has changed and im back guessing.

idk if i worded that right but surely somebody will get what i mean. so many brilliant twists and turns in the story i love it i need more.

if im on top in half guard i cant fake any way i get reversed no matter what and im fucked i don’t get what im supposed to do i can’t fake i can’t transition im just stuck even though im on top

also since i got to div 17 i get put in side control it’s un escape able how can people deny so fast and just hold me there

what’s the cheese i need to overcome these nerds

how do i tighten belts on frostpunk 2 i’ve only started the game for the first time im in the prologue where it says optional instruct the wanderers to tighten belts. i’ve pressed every button and nothing works, ive seen posts saying double tap x but that does nothing either

help

idk what to do

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it’s not possible defending subs while having less stamina. don’t tell me to not get put in a sub bc that’s not advice. if i’m put in a sub and i’ve two ways to go it doesn’t let me fake any of them i get stuck in the transition so i physically cannot do anything to escape so i just leave the game bc it’s guaranteed win for my opponent. what do i do

decided the other day after i’d say 12 years on and off and 4 years every day it’s enough. first time properly trying and fuck me my brain isn’t used to this. i did not think it was this bad an issue but im getting through i hope. every hour at a time.

shit was affecting relationships,my job, my daily life. going to take up running if i can get passed my pure laziness.

time for a change.

21m. sorry for how badly this post is grammatically i’m having a minor mental breakdown. If there’s anyone who’s recovered or getting there or knows how to get there, and is good with listening, talking, anything i would like to talk.
i have finally admitted to myself that i have a problem that affects me during my every day life. i want to stop and get better bc it’s ruining my life