u/MrChurroes

Wondering where u guys were before and after your journey. Whether it changed u financially, socially, romantically, psychologically, spiritually, religiously, physically.

Ive been practicing semen retention for a few months. Over time, Ive started to notice changes, especially around confidence, presence, energy, charisma and how people respond to me socially. Whenever I hit 7 days or more, I catch glimpses of the social magnetism, but I haven't sustained it long enough to fully understand it before I release.

So I ask those of you who've undergone long-term retention periods:

-When it comes to social magnetism, female attraction, male respect, the connections and relationships you have built, do they disappear when you release? Are they all fake?

-Were those connections only happening because you were retaining? Or does long-term retention actually raise your baseline frequency (when you're empty, not retaining) over time, so even when you're not 'full', u still carry some of that energy and presence with u?

i really, want a boyfriend. i want someone i could cuddle with , someone i could hold hands with , someone who would play with my face or tummy , and an arm i could cling and feel safe to .. i want kisses and affection .. i want to hurdle into somebody’s chest and whine like a dog when i feel overwhelmed or stressed .. i want to feel someone’s hand on my face for gosh sake ! i want to give him backscratches while he complains about his job

i wanna match in cat socks ! or even onesies ! i wanna be somebody’s puppy ! i just want to be .. that person to somebody, but i don’t think i ever will , and that hurts me :(

i’m too weird , im too different and i hate it , i wish i was a regular person , i just don’t believe someone like me is capable of being loved .. i don’t want to live my life alone, but it’s going to stay that way.