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So I 19m passed 12th this year had pcm but due to osm and family issues failed in maths and couldn't pass and i can't waste another year at any cost.

Now i have a very big interest in tech and i can't pursue btech anymore

A bit of my backstory, i am from a tier 3 city I was bullied all my school life and I begged my parents to change my school but they couldn't because they barely earned(still) 30k a month. Also my father suffers from bipolar disorder so there has been a lot of domestic trauma and i completely hate the city i live in I have no friends or anything and i feel so out of place and alienated here and i feel very suffocated. Also because of all this trauma it's even harder for me to stay i totally hate it here and want to move out

So i basically want to go to noida and found a university whose fee is around 1L per year but hostel fees are high so i might stay 1 year in hostel and 2 years in pg. Lump sum total comes around 7-7.5 lakhs my parents have saved about 3.5L for my education and they earn around 30K a month.

I don't know if it's a good decision to keep my emotions and these feelings above my family conditions because idk if I'll be able to get a job or not I'll try hard to upskill myself alot and get internships to help pay the loan but idk if it's possible or if I'll get any job I also plan on doing mca but only when my loan is cleared.

Please help me.

Myquals: 12th pass

So I 19m passed 12th this year had pcm but due to osm and family issues failed in maths and couldn't pass and i can't waste another year at any cost.

Now i have a very big interest in tech and i can't pursue btech anymore

A bit of my backstory, i am from a tier 3 city I was bullied all my school life and I begged my parents to change my school but they couldn't because they barely earned(still) 30k a month. Also my father suffers from bipolar disorder so there has been a lot of domestic trauma and i completely hate the city i live in I have no friends or anything and i feel so out of place and alienated here and i feel very suffocated. Also because of all this trauma it's even harder for me to stay i totally hate it here and want to move out

So i basically want to go to noida and found a university whose fee is around 1L per year but hostel fees are high so i might stay 1 year in hostel and 2 years in pg. Lump sum total comes around 7-7.5 lakhs my parents have saved about 3.5L for my education and they earn around 30K a month.

I don't know if it's a good decision to keep my emotions and these feelings above my family conditions because idk if I'll be able to get a job or not I'll try hard to upskill myself alot and get internships to help pay the loan but idk if it's possible or if I'll get any job I also plan on doing mca but only when my loan is cleared.

Please help me.

hi international student here, i have pre enrolled in imat in university of parma for medicine and surgery but now i am thinking of changing it, can i change it? and if so, then how? please guide me.

So I'll be going to galgotias university admission cell Tomorrow 14 aug and I want to know if I can get admission there directly if so what time should I go I have my 12th marksheet in digilocker and I have original 10th marksheet, etc. also i wanna enroll for ews scholarship but my certificate will come after 1 week also what is the process for education loan like will the college guide me. Also so I need a gap certificate because I have 3 year gap between 10th and 12th.

So this is a vent, and a long one at that, and also a post for everyone who thinks they have failed in life because they got compartment/failed class 12.

(Trigger warning- thoughts of suc\*de)

I was a 2024-25 batch student, never really liked science or maths, but was super interested in com sci and loved it so took it to pursue btech. I already had a plan for taking a drop for jee, but before results, I met this one girl and I fell in love with her. We had no future because she was from a different religion. But we still dated for some time. Now the thing is this girl had cancer and i really wanted to be there for her because we were in so much love. It was long distance, i still tried to manage, but, I'll spare you the long story, she heals from cancer by 6 months long chemo, and after that she went to college and found another guy there. Now I'm trying to sound really chill here, but at that time my world shook, I was literally crying 24/7. She was the first girl I told my mom about. I couldn't look myself into the mirror. I was there for her whole treatment. She used to get really cranky and would shout at me but I would stay there without saying anything. She would push me away so much but I still stayed because I wanted to be there for her. I was literally going though so much i got thoughts of suc\*de I loved her so dearly and we had so much in common everything was so nice but she forgot it in a flash.

Now in the meantime when I was with her I got my result, got compartment in chemistry, did not prepare for july comp in 2025 because I was so much in love ( I know, my mistake) and the same for Feb. now after we broke up in June end and she did all this, and I got brain fucked, couldn't study because I was so depressed. Even 2 days before the exam I called her and she literally made fun of me and made me go away. I lost all of my self respect in my eyes.

Now, I was depressed, with 0 preparation for my LAST compartment attempt, which I knew if I don't clear I'll be stuck in this place for longer and i won't have anything to tell to everyone else as to why I haven't joined college for 2 years. But, I couldn't study. I.. just couldn't. I couldn't focus. Nothing was making sense in the books. In the videos. Nothing. I was blank 2 days before the exam. The thoughts of what would happen if I don't clear this were seeping in my brain. How will I face the world? One year drop is acceptable, 2? What will I say? How will I face my parents? Who was so nice to not shout at me that much even after I've failed the same subjects 3 times already? I felt such a loser to not at least make them happy by PASSING.

I couldn't even go to the person who would be able to make me feel better. Because she was probably in college enjoying with some other guy. The girl for whom I was there at her toughest time wasn't there for me at all. I was alone and depressed. I couldn't tell this to anyone. And I couldn't study. On the last day, I woke up late. The alarm didn't ring. I tried to study the first chapter, and it took me till evening to complete it. Still couldn't solve any numericals because how? How will I be able to understand and memorize formulas in less than 24 hours? Nothing was making sense. I checked the weightage sheet and prepared the supposed easy chapters. I was watching 15 min one shots on the night before the exam.

I knew I was going to fail again. I thought to myself how big of a loser I am. Couldn't clear one subject in 4 attempts. Gave everything for the girl who left me for another guy. Couldn't even give the bare minimum to my parents who gave me so much unconditionally. I felt so bad i felt like ending it one day before the exam. I started crying again. I went to the roof and prayed to God to please please pass me. Then I went and tried to study again. I watched one shot of all physical and inorganic chapters, did not even touch organic. Couldn't memorize name reactions because I did not know shit about chemistry. Then I slept at 5 am.

On the day of the exam, I woke up, probably slept for 2-3 hours, revised a bit, went to the center, did not talk to anyone, and was hiding my face because I was so ashamed of the fact that I'm here to give My 3rd attempt compartment as one of my relatives taught at that school. As soon as I started reading the question paper, I realised that this was tougher than last time. WAY TOUGHER. I went through the whole paper, and my hands started shivering, my eyes got teary and I started thinking why I did not study all those times when the exam was so much easier. Why l? Why?? Why!?! I was regretting everything. EVERYTHING. How i shouldn't have ever met that girl, etc. but the thing I was regretting the most was that i should've kept myself and my future at the top of everything else. I barely knew 2-3 mcqs, filled whatever in others, there were so many numericals I just wrote the definitions of whatever word I saw, whatever fumbo jumbo formula I could remember I wrote it. Even straight up wrote given and copied the question. I barely knew 4 marks worth of questions in the writing part, so I wrote about them as much as I could.

The exam got over, there was a chole bhature place that I went to because I haven't eaten anything for the last 2 days. I was depressed because I knew I did not know enough in the question paper to pass. I knew I was gonna fail again. I knew my life was over. I kept wishing for a car to run me over or something while going back home. Told my mom about the exam, she rightfully shouted, i listened. I tried checking for the answers , and realised the few mcqs I knew were wrong too. I knew it was all over. for the next 14-15 days, i got so depressed, i used to pray to god and the universe every single day to please pass me. But I had hope. I had HOPE. I had hope despite knowing I did not know anywhere near enough to pass the exam.

I was so depressed for the next 14 days, and when finally today I saw that the results were out, my hands started shaking, my heart was beating so aggressively I filled out the info and opened the page.

Guess what?

I PASSED BABYY I PASSED I PASSED I PASSED I PAASSEDDDDDD I GOT 23 I WAS FINALLY PASSS I PASSED I WAS PASS IN 12TH FINALLY.

My hands and legs started shaking so aggressively and I started crying so loudly my mom came to my room to check what happened. And I told her that i finally passed. I was so happy to finally make my mom happy and i finally passed idk how it happened but thank you God thank you universe now I'll finally be able to go to college and get a chick 100x better than her and study what i genuinely love. I treated myself with a burger and a brownie. And will finally FINALLY sleep a good sleep today.

For everyone who failed 12th or got a compartment, don't worry, your life isn't over. Just strike back harder and don't make my mistake.

Remember - ALWAYS KEEP YOURSELF AND YOUR FUTURE FIRST. THERE'S NO ONE THERE FOR YOU OTHER THAN YOU YOURSELF.

Good bye cbse, it was fun.

So this is a vent, and a long one at that, and also a post for everyone who thinks they have failed in life because they got compartment/failed class 12.

(Trigger warning- thoughts of suc\*de)

I was a 2024-25 batch student, never really liked science or maths, but was super interested in com sci and loved it so took it to pursue btech. I already had a plan for taking a drop for jee, but before results, I met this one girl and I fell in love with her. We had no future because she was from a different religion. But we still dated for some time. Now the thing is this girl had cancer and i really wanted to be there for her because we were in so much love. It was long distance, i still tried to manage, but, I'll spare you the long story, she heals from cancer by 6 months long chemo, and after that she went to college and found another guy there. Now I'm trying to sound really chill here, but at that time my world shook, I was literally crying 24/7. She was the first girl I told my mom about. I couldn't look myself into the mirror. I was there for her whole treatment. She used to get really cranky and would shout at me but I would stay there without saying anything. She would push me away so much but I still stayed because I wanted to be there for her. I was literally going though so much i got thoughts of suc\*de I loved her so dearly and we had so much in common everything was so nice but she forgot it in a flash.

Now in the meantime when I was with her I got my result, got compartment in chemistry, did not prepare for july comp in 2025 because I was so much in love ( I know, my mistake) and the same for Feb.now after we broke up in June end and she did all this, and I got brain fucked, couldn't study because I was so depressed. Even 2 days before the exam I called her and she literally made fun of me and made me go away. I lost all of my self respect in my eyes.

Now, I was depressed, with 0 preparation for my LAST compartment attempt, which I knew if I don't clear I'll be stuck in this place for longer and i won't have anything to tell to everyone else as to why I haven't joined college for 2 years. But, I couldn't study. I.. just couldn't. I couldn't focus. Nothing was making sense in the books. In the videos. Nothing. I was blank 2 days before the exam. The thoughts of what would happen if I don't clear this were seeping in my brain. How will I face the world? One year drop is acceptable, 2? What will I say? How will I face my parents? Who was so nice to not shout at me that much even after I've failed the same subjects 3 times already? I felt such a loser to not at least make them happy by PASSING.

I couldn't even go to the person who would be able to make me feel better. Because she was probably in college enjoying with some other guy. The girl for whom I was there at her toughest time wasn't there for me at all. I was alone and depressed. I couldn't tell this to anyone. And I couldn't study. On the last day, I woke up late. The alarm didn't ring. I tried to study the first chapter, and it took me till evening to complete it. Still couldn't solve any numericals because how? How will I be able to understand and memorize formulas in less than 24 hours? Nothing was making sense. I checked the weightage sheet and prepared the supposed easy chapters. I was watching 15 min one shots on the night before the exam.

I knew I was going to fail again. I thought to myself how big of a loser I am. Couldn't clear one subject in 4 attempts. Gave everything for the girl who left me for another guy. Couldn't even give the bare minimum to my parents who gave me so much unconditionally. I felt so bad i felt like ending it one day before the exam. I started crying again. I went to the roof and prayed to God to please please pass me. Then I went and tried to study again. I watched one shot of all physical and inorganic chapters, did not even touch organic. Couldn't memorize name reactions because I did not know shit about chemistry. Then I slept at 5 am.

On the day of the exam, I woke up, probably slept for 2-3 hours, revised a bit, went to the center, did not talk to anyone, and was hiding my face because I was so ashamed of the fact that I'm here to give My 3rd attempt compartment as one of my relatives taught at that school. As soon as I started reading the question paper, I realised that this was tougher than last time. WAY TOUGHER. I went through the whole paper, and my hands started shivering, my eyes got teary and I started thinking why I did not study all those times when the exam was so much easier. Why l? Why?? Why!?! I was regretting everything. EVERYTHING. How i shouldn't have ever met that girl, etc. but the thing I was regretting the most was that i should've kept myself and my future at the top of everything else. I barely knew 2-3 mcqs, filled whatever in others, there were so many numericals I just wrote the definitions of whatever word I saw, whatever fumbo jumbo formula I could remember I wrote it. Even straight up wrote given and copied the question. I barely knew 4 marks worth of questions in the writing part, so I wrote about them as much as I could.

The exam got over, there was a chole bhature place that I went to because I haven't eaten anything for the last 2 days. I was depressed because I knew I did not know enough in the question paper to pass. I knew I was gonna fail again. I knew my life was over. I kept wishing for a car to run me over or something while going back home. Told my mom about the exam, she rightfully shouted, i listened. I tried checking for the answers , and realised the few mcqs I knew were wrong too. I knew it was all over. for the next 14-15 days, i got so depressed, i used to pray to god and the universe every single day to please pass me. But I had hope. I had HOPE. I had hope despite knowing I did not know anywhere near enough to pass the exam.

I was so depressed for the next 14 days, and when finally today I saw that the results were out, my hands started shaking, my heart was beating so aggressively I filled out the info and opened the page.

Guess what?

I PASSED BABYY I PASSED I PASSED I PASSED I PAASSEDDDDDD I GOT 23 I WAS FINALLY PASSS I PASSED I WAS PASS IN 12TH FINALLY.

My hands and legs started shaking so aggressively and I started crying so loudly my mom came to my room to check what happened. And I told her that i finally passed. I was so happy to finally make my mom happy and i finally passed idk how it happened but thank you God thank you universe now I'll finally be able to go to college and get a chick 100x better than her and study what i genuinely love. I treated myself with a burger and a brownie. And will finally FINALLY sleep a good sleep today.

For everyone who failed 12th or got a compartment, don't worry, your life isn't over. Just strike back harder and don't make my mistake.

Remember - ALWAYS KEEP YOURSELF AND YOUR FUTURE FIRST. THERE'S NO ONE THERE FOR YOU OTHER THAN YOU YOURSELF.

Good bye cbse, it was fun.

So this is a vent, and a long one at that, and also a post for everyone who thinks they have failed in life because they got compartment/failed class 12.

(Trigger warning- thoughts of suc*de)

I was a 2024-25 batch student, never really liked science or maths, but was super interested in com sci and loved it so took it to pursue btech. I already had a plan for taking a drop for jee, but before results, I met this one girl and I fell in love with her. We had no future because she was from a different religion. But we still dated for some time. Now the thing is this girl had cancer and i really wanted to be there for her because we were in so much love. It was long distance, i still tried to manage, but, I'll spare you the long story, she heals from cancer by 6 months long chemo, and after that she went to college and found another guy there. Now I'm trying to sound really chill here, but at that time my world shook, I was literally crying 24/7. She was the first girl I told my mom about. I couldn't look myself into the mirror. I was there for her whole treatment. She used to get really cranky and would shout at me but I would stay there without saying anything. She would push me away so much but I still stayed because I wanted to be there for her. I was literally going though so much i got thoughts of suc*de I loved her so dearly and we had so much in common everything was so nice but she forgot it in a flash.

Now in the meantime when I was with her I got my result, got compartment in chemistry, did not prepare for july comp in 2025 because I was so much in love ( I know, my mistake) and the same for Feb.now after we broke up in June end and she did all this, and I got brain fucked, couldn't study because I was so depressed. Even 2 days before the exam I called her and she literally made fun of me and made me go away. I lost all of my self respect in my eyes.

Now, I was depressed, with 0 preparation for my LAST compartment attempt, which I knew if I don't clear I'll be stuck in this place for longer and i won't have anything to tell to everyone else as to why I haven't joined college for 2 years. But, I couldn't study. I.. just couldn't. I couldn't focus. Nothing was making sense in the books. In the videos. Nothing. I was blank 2 days before the exam. The thoughts of what would happen if I don't clear this were seeping in my brain. How will I face the world? One year drop is acceptable, 2? What will I say? How will I face my parents? Who was so nice to not shout at me that much even after I've failed the same subjects 3 times already? I felt such a loser to not at least make them happy by PASSING.

I couldn't even go to the person who would be able to make me feel better. Because she was probably in college enjoying with some other guy. The girl for whom I was there at her toughest time wasn't there for me at all. I was alone and depressed. I couldn't tell this to anyone. And I couldn't study. On the last day, I woke up late. The alarm didn't ring. I tried to study the first chapter, and it took me till evening to complete it. Still couldn't solve any numericals because how? How will I be able to understand and memorize formulas in less than 24 hours? Nothing was making sense. I checked the weightage sheet and prepared the supposed easy chapters. I was watching 15 min one shots on the night before the exam.

I knew I was going to fail again. I thought to myself how big of a loser I am. Couldn't clear one subject in 4 attempts. Gave everything for the girl who left me for another guy. Couldn't even give the bare minimum to my parents who gave me so much unconditionally. I felt so bad i felt like ending it one day before the exam. I started crying again. I went to the roof and prayed to God to please please pass me. Then I went and tried to study again. I watched one shot of all physical and inorganic chapters, did not even touch organic. Couldn't memorize name reactions because I did not know shit about chemistry. Then I slept at 5 am.

On the day of the exam, I woke up, probably slept for 2-3 hours, revised a bit, went to the center, did not talk to anyone, and was hiding my face because I was so ashamed of the fact that I'm here to give My 3rd attempt compartment as one of my relatives taught at that school. As soon as I started reading the question paper, I realised that this was tougher than last time. WAY TOUGHER. I went through the whole paper, and my hands started shivering, my eyes got teary and I started thinking why I did not study all those times when the exam was so much easier. Why l? Why?? Why!?! I was regretting everything. EVERYTHING. How i shouldn't have ever met that girl, etc. but the thing I was regretting the most was that i should've kept myself and my future at the top of everything else. I barely knew 2-3 mcqs, filled whatever in others, there were so many numericals I just wrote the definitions of whatever word I saw, whatever fumbo jumbo formula I could remember I wrote it. Even straight up wrote given and copied the question. I barely knew 4 marks worth of questions in the writing part, so I wrote about them as much as I could.

The exam got over, there was a chole bhature place that I went to because I haven't eaten anything for the last 2 days. I was depressed because I knew I did not know enough in the question paper to pass. I knew I was gonna fail again. I knew my life was over. I kept wishing for a car to run me over or something while going back home. Told my mom about the exam, she rightfully shouted, i listened. I tried checking for the answers , and realised the few mcqs I knew were wrong too. I knew it was all over. for the next 14-15 days, i got so depressed, i used to pray to god and the universe every single day to please pass me. But I had hope. I had HOPE. I had hope despite knowing I did not know anywhere near enough to pass the exam.

I was so depressed for the next 14 days, and when finally today I saw that the results were out, my hands started shaking, my heart was beating so aggressively I filled out the info and opened the page.

Guess what?

I PASSED BABYY I PASSED I PASSED I PASSED I PAASSEDDDDDD I GOT 23 I WAS FINALLY PASSS I PASSED I WAS PASS IN 12TH FINALLY.

My hands and legs started shaking so aggressively and I started crying so loudly my mom came to my room to check what happened. And I told her that i finally passed. I was so happy to finally make my mom happy and i finally passed idk how it happened but thank you God thank you universe now I'll finally be able to go to college and get a chick 100x better than her and study what i genuinely love. I treated myself with a burger and a brownie. And will finally FINALLY sleep a good sleep today.

For everyone who failed 12th or got a compartment, don't worry, your life isn't over. Just strike back harder and don't make my mistake.

Remember - ALWAYS KEEP YOURSELF AND YOUR FUTURE FIRST. THERE'S NO ONE THERE FOR YOU OTHER THAN YOU YOURSELF.

Good bye cbse, it was fun.

I am waiting for my compartment result that I think are coming out in a few days and after that I will be looking for admission in BCA in galgotia University can I get admissions now is it too late? Also are the hostel full or is there still some rooms

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2 hours back, my mom sent some money to the wrong person. it was an auto driver that she paid yesterday. i tried registering on NPCI portal but on the complain page, when selecting the option of 'sent money to the wrong person', it just shows to submit a complaint to your bank. so i did. i called SBI helpline and have filed a complaint. they said to wait at least 30 days. are there any more steps that i can take? should i go to the bank branch and also file a written complaint? any help is appreciate. thanks.

So due to some family issues i got compartment in class 12. The exams will be on 15 july and the result comes out on August 1. Can I take the admission then? I don't wanna pay them anything right now. I'm looking for bca ai. Also how is the bca crowd? Do passionate people with bad luck exist like me there?

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