Dragons Dogma Dark Arisen

Ultrakill

Binding of Issac Rebirth

Dishonored Definitive edition

Hotline Miami

Thinking of maybe getting dont starve together too

I have seen memes and clips and know some names of Dragon Ball but haven't watched the show or read the manga, but the gameplay looks really good so I was thinking can I buy the game or wait for few months or years till I watch it and instead buy Rain world which is around the same price right now?

Every now and then, I look up and smile,

Unsure of where you went, how many miles,

Made all my days and nights pass,

Now here you, so far apart,

Hundreds of yards away,

Made my sorrow fade,

Now you left me on this grass with guilt,

To reminisce and write with a quill.

A man that lived like a withered plant,

You came and watered the branch,

A plant that wilted with no light,

Now saw hope with glimmering might,

Uprooted and thrown,

But you came and brought it back home,

Because the leaves that sought drought,

Now they finally fought.

But the moonlight shines nonetheless,

Except now this life has no rest,

Isolated and torn,

I saw you in the dawn.

Not in a second or day,

But with each second my ominous fate fades,

Because the life you gave,

Will always be safe.

The hair that waved,

Was now no longer awake,

The smile that felt like silk and honey,

Was enough to make anyone happy,

The pupils of those eyes, so comforting and soft,

Enough to make a numb heart fill with frost,

As my day to day life shifted,

The condition of my heart lifted,

When I couldn’t sleep at night,

All I could see in front was your sight.

Please come back I say,

No longer able to survive without the presence you laid,

As I feel the Earth’s texture, moist and soft,

But all that could be remembered was the warmth you sowed.

Perhaps this what they call a part of life,

But my inner eye was too conflicted to let go of your light.

Every now and then, I look up and smile,

Unsure of where you went, how many miles,

But now all that left was a silence I couldn’t forget,

A feeling so strong, perhaps this is what they call regret,

Come back I say, a crying which felt like a laugh,

The miserable days coming back too fast,

Because as I talk to the star above,

I could still see your lipstain on the straw,

How I gave you a gift in winters, a pair of gloves

I could still see your birthday dress, my love,

How we walked in the park, my love,

Perhaps we too, were destined to be those doves,

Come back I say,

A false hope still rising so late,

Because deep inside I fail,

My understanding of your vacancy so frail,

Because while you wait for me up there,

I’ll plant another lemon tree for us,

Because what you thought back then, was very nice of me,

Would slowly but surely, become another half of me.

Stargazer

“Look mom, a star, Says the child cheerfully, Unaware of the cosmos beyond, The little gray matter present in this small creature, tries to make sense of abyss to be reckoned, His heart thumps back and forth with dwindling curiosity, As his eyes kept laid on the celestial body whose bridge was too far to be reached even with hypervelocity,

The mother looks at the child who also had minimal perception of the sight present, Just like their knowledge of the crescent, which lays brightened, with an absurd eeriness in the void, Which cannot be reached with light..

The soil beneath their feet moist and soft, Something so rare in this universe like a mere needle in a hayloft, The diamonds, simplistic in nature, Weighed a ton in our craters, But what may Blackbeard know the value of a gold coil, Which was a Wellerman's treasury gold coin.

Because what the naive child thought was thousand yards away, And danced with a twinkle sway, Was a world so unfathomable big, That his tiny mind could ever uplift, As he hugged his mother, And found negligible warmth, in this big old desolate vacuum they barely know of, Where light came so late, That all it showed was his earliest fate,

The mother unsure just nods, As she hugs him back in her raggedy clothes from the withered closet, But all the child felt in the roughness was complete solace, But never does it hurt, For one so small, which looked up and thought, That this is their place in this pale blue dot.

The Art of Being a Human Being

“A man with no money and a woman with no beauty see the world with no illusions”

-Leo Tolstoy

When you think about humans, what is the first thing that comes to your mind? Creatures that successfully dominated Earth? Creatures that have dominated the ecosystem? The most genius and conscious species on this planet? Or maybe something simpler, creatures that created and discovered the truth to their own flesh and mind and tried to find answers they probably weren’t supposed to, or at least they tried to do so.

We humans created started from rock bottom, literally, went from breaking rocks to building space crafts that have the ability to reach outer cosmos and there comes a point when day by day we keep discovering more things and one by one, more questions arise, it is by no doubt that the way we humans have managed to built culture and heritage so rich it sometimes gives you existential crisis to think about and the geniuses have bestowed this society upon us which is by no means what we now refer to as the “Modern World” automobiles, weapons capable of delivering damage over a large scale, better education, infrastructure, communication, and of course, our understanding of this vast world but of course as time passes, we settle, comfort arises, our mind starts to wander off, and before anyone notices, we no longer feel the necessity to use critical thinking or even think in general, suddenly the most genius species is also converted into the most useless species, a group of people now take up the decision to make laws, build a civilization of law and order while we think more about them rather than the geniuses who helped shape the world we live in.

We lie in our comfort zones because the “greats” have already built a world for us, all we have to do is just close our minds shut and quietly and obediently agree to everything the “greats” are telling in return we are getting freedom, freedom to talk, freedom to create things we wish to, freedom to look, our free will is guaranteed, freedom to live and all we have to do in return is not to worry about a single thing and we no longer have to work hard or become a genius or look up to them, now the “greats” are your only geniuses and slowly, not instantly but slowly, you’ll start to think like a shallow ignorant being but now you have a mask to wear, and that mask is called “educated thinking” even though you will not know the meaning of that term, after all, why bother knowing the weight of your words? It’s not like it is of any of your concern right?

Because there will come a point where you will look from the top of this entire mess we all have together created while holding hands and scarred palms, that we are still in the stone age, but now with better stones with sharper edge and better articulation, because that right there is an art, an Art of being a human being, and we all are the artists, our minds are the paintbrush, and the world is our canvas.

Most of us alive at the moment don’t even know what we are, or why we exist. The idea of this world existing on its own became so overwhelming that we created the face of the creator in different forms and started worshipping it. Great! Now we no longer have any disturbance, let’s live like a pathetic being and create some more rituals in the name of “spirituality” . We will chant some names and wish that all our sins be forgotten then we can do anything we want.

We turn a blind eye to everything and live like a fool and never do anything too ambitious to ourselves only, let alone our parents or this entity you worship by the name of “god” and if your god really exists even he would hide his face from shame and pity after seeing you.

Oh but don’t worry it’s all fine.

you can do whatever we want after all, let’s not work on anything, let’s try to impress some strangers over pixels and try to act like a person you wished to be but will never work on becoming that version and then we’ll go to our “god” and beg him to do our part of work like a magic.

And boom! Life fixed!

No work anymore! Now you can go back to being ignorant, blabbing about being a genius and if someone tries to make themself better or has anything which doesn’t fit well in your dictionary, let’s call him an idiot and label him crazy, after all everyone is supposed to be the same right? All 8 Billion people are supposed to be living like a clone, right? Yes, such a peaceful world! No one has any passion, all living in a comical dystopia! Wait wait wait… who said there is no passion though…? Don’t worry you have some exam sheets as a kid to show and some paper made out of cotton as an adult called money which proves your definition of passion properly! oh wait… how can we forget your religion, oh silly me…hehe after all he fixes all your sins, but don’t worry now the world is perfect once again, Yay! Problem fixed!

A man or decides to do something which was not common among people, maybe he left his job, maybe he didn’t even had a job, maybe he didn’t got married and is in his 30’s, maybe he wasn’t religious or he couldn’t communicate well.

Suddenly you call him several inhumane things behind his back, or sometimes you spit right on his face, you think as if he is wrong even though you don’t know what he is going through.

Maybe he lost his job because of company restructuring, maybe economic factors, or some injury, maybe he didn’t land a job due to placements or maybe or maybe not it was his mistake that he didn’t work hard before but that doesn’t mean he deserves to be treated like dogshit.

He is human, you are too, he deserves help, you do too, no one should be punished unless he/she has done something pure evil, after all there is no human in history that should ever be punished for not being good enough, maybe that man wasn’t religious because life didn’t go too well for him, maybe he lost someone in his life or an event occurred that made him lose his faith, maybe he can’t communicate well because he is traumatized, before you start assuming about someone think about why that person must be the way he is but you don’t, no one does, no one ever wants to think about how the life is for the other person, it requires too much thinking perhaps that’s the reason. After all, no one has a dream of becoming a janitor, window cleaner, cashier etc, its just that that life happened for them.

Why are we all so inconsiderate? So ignorant with no disregard for more than anyone but us, but in the end of the day a big question still remains, how do you stay alive without being suicidal? When the weight of existence and the weight of your own thoughts becomes suffocating? Well, then you just go back to where you started from, you stop caring about anything, you don’t have to be a nihilist but rather an existentialist, the world is full of problems, and no one can fix them all, because people have tried but no matter what happens, its inevitable, the evil always prevails, you just try to influence who you can and you stop giving a damn about the world, because, the world is damned, but you can create your own utopia.

Go back to being a child, except now you have more experience, if the world treats you differently, let them do so, the world treats different people differently , it is them who needs to realize, not you, that life is diverse, if it were the same mankind would have gone extinct long ago.

Just treat others with kindness, don’t argue about topics such as existence of god because it is actually a waste of energy because there are thousands of questions we should discuss about but never lose our minds over it because we will probably never find an answer to it, care for others, treat your friends and people with respect and love but still maintain a boundary for yourself, its like walking on thin rope while trying to maintain balance, it is very important to maintain a balance because you know your quality of rope but if you fall, you won’t know the height of the fall, quality of the surface of where you fall, so keep walking, sometimes its ok to fall, but overtime even a funambulist learns to maintain his balance because all the noise in the world keeps the “greats” at peace while the common man descends into madness.

I tried watching some vids on yt where they said to do the tutorials but I just can't find those tutorials in the lobby, did they remove it? How can I quickly earn bonds?

Before I could think about the note which I had just read I heard loud bell , a sound so heavy that it echoed throughout the room, a heavy, sharp, solemn vibrations pondered in my chest, as if I could feel the disturbance of wave particles in the air, the way my chest felt heavy as if my lungs just experienced extreme tendency of pressure

It is as if my brain just can't come up with the words I am imagining, please help asap!

14 (M) , Feeling very bored, I don't have anyone to quiet talk to and it feels very boring nowadays, trying to improve myself and writing my novel but it just feels very boring, I don't even feel like playing video games even though it was my no. 1 hobby since I was a kid, listening to music every now and then and just studying but I feel like no matter how much I study I'll fail.

I am thinking of maybe Old Man and the Sea but if someone else has any recommendations then please let me know!

I am thinking of buying Home and The World since we are studying about partition of Bengal and Swadeshi Movement in 10th so it would feel connected, but Gora also seems nice, if there is any other which I could read then please recommend, thank you for reading this far!

I write very inconsistently, I started my novel a month ago and have written around 15k words in total, I write like 1000+ words a day then I'll forget about it for a day or two or maybe a week, then come back then write 1000+ words and so the cycle repeats, any tips?

So I am writing my first every draft of a novel I have been planning for a while and the main character is heavily bullied at school and even abused at home and I am trying make the scenes as realistic as possible and not make it feel over exaggerated too, if you all don't mind sharing your experiences, then please do, the novel Highlights dark aspects of the society which people normally ignore and bullying is one of them. Thank you for reading.