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if anyone could aupport me or gove me tips or anything it would really help ive been pretty confident abt my ex girlfriend and im honestly apiraling thinking of the times shes kinda cheated on me and js said kinda mean things to me saying she might chosen my ex baf over me and js saying they had lots of connection and all the times we broke up she went atraight to her it just hurts so bad and i havent thought abt it in a while it really upsets me

if anyone could aupport me or gove me tips or anything it would really help ive been pretty confident abt my ex girlfriend and im honestly apiraling thinking of the times shes kinda cheated on me and js said kinda mean things to me saying she might chosen my ex baf over me and js saying they had lots of connection and all the times we broke up she went atraight to her it just hurts so bad and i havent thought abt it in a while it really upsets me

So for the past like maybe month and a half I’ve been manifesting my SP and I’m neverrrrrrrr gonna give up on her but I’ve also bedn manifesting amall little things like stupid things like I manifesting small things like I remembered twice that ppl I know go to the restaurant I was at and both times I saw people from school and like I manifesting being before another car in a drive thru like silly things and I’ve also js had like coincidences but other times trying to manifest things like my parents coming home with food or something it didn’t work and it all js makes me doubt that manifesting my SP is working at all even though I haven’t given up or ask just makes me doubt I know this is so stupid but any advice or encouragement could really help

okay so ive never posed on reddit before but im having so much trouble recently with my SP so we broke up in late/mid april but have been kinda in contact like barely throughout this month. Before may she was posting songs on her notes on insta and one of them was ‘hold on till may’ and everytime she put something there it was so obvious it was about us.

everytime me and her break up which has been maybe three times before this serious one it was like very short but each time she started talking to my ex bsf like right after every single time. After this serious breakup she did the same thing. she said they just have chemistry but was telling me they have so much in common thats why she wants to be friends with her. my SP said more things along those lines that were kinda mean and super hurtfull.

My ex bsf now has a bf. my SP has been doing well with us being done. i called my SP earlier tonight because i was looking at old pics missing her so much. i asked her if we could js talk and she was being nice but she told me she was involved with someone else. i was so close to crying about my SP and thats why i called her in the first place and hearing her say that made it so much worse.

I truly keep trying to stay on track not doubting or anything but i feel like its so impossible now.

Another HUGE aspect is that my SP thinks i am lying about being raped. apparently my ex bsf told my SP that i said “i miss the d being inside of me” and when my SP told me she said that and i didnt deny it she used that as more evidence i was lying.

my SP told me all the stories line up except for mine and i guess i can see it but she is so convinced i am lying about it and nothing i say can convince her and it really hurts. I really do see why she can believe that. i guess i can see what she means when she says only my story does not line up and i can admit it really does look like i am lying.

I am truly not lying about any of it and she is the only person i told. since my SP started thinking i was lying about everything i dont know if other people now know about it too since i guess she doesnt think its confidential anymore ig idk.

I am really trying to manifest amd keep positive and everything but today when we called she said she doesnt think i should reach out at all since shes involved with something new and along with her truly not believing me at all it is so hard to keep track and i feel like giving up.

im trying to manifest her finally understanding everything ive told her and apologizing and also us just grtting back together.

i know ive made SO many mistakes while we were together and i know i had many chances but i just didnt appreciatr it enough when i had it but im really trying to grt better for her when we grt back together if it will even happen shich i feel like it just wont.

i really really REALLY need help with all of this. can i even manifest her believing me and what do i do about her talking to someone new? everytime i think about it it hurts so bad and i keep trying to afffirm and evrrything but its so hard when it hurts so bad snd i cannot get it off my mind.

please please please give me any advice you have. it will really help. it hurts so bad knowing she doesnt believe me at all and i js want to manifest that she does. please help me with anything you have to say. any advice would help so much.

there are also many more details and if that would help with giving advice i am more than open to sharing them i just need help PLEASEEEE.

TW-slight mentions of SA, nothing in detail

okay so ive never posed on reddit before but im having so much trouble recently with my SP so we broke up in late/mid april but have been kinda in contact like barely throughout this month. Before may she was posting songs on her notes on insta and one of them was ‘hold on till may’ and everytime she put something there it was so obvious it was about us.

everytime me and her break up which has been maybe three times before this serious one it was like very short but each time she started talking to my ex bsf like right after every single time. After this serious breakup she did the same thing. she said they just have chemistry but was telling me they have so much in common thats why she wants to be friends with her. my SP said more things along those lines that were kinda mean and super hurtfull.

My ex bsf now has a bf. my SP has been doing well with us being done. i called my SP earlier tonight because i was looking at old pics missing her so much. i asked her if we could js talk and she was being nice but she told me she was involved with someone else. i was so close to crying about my SP and thats why i called her in the first place and hearing her say that made it so much worse.

I truly keep trying to stay on track not doubting or anything but i feel like its so impossible now.

Another HUGE aspect is that my SP thinks i am lying about being raped. apparently my ex bsf told my SP that i said “i miss the d being inside of me” and when my SP told me she said that and i didnt deny it she used that as more evidence i was lying.

my SP told me all the stories line up except for mine and i guess i can see it but she is so convinced i am lying about it and nothing i say can convince her and it really hurts. I really do see why she can believe that. i guess i can see what she means when she says only my story does not line up and i can admit it really does look like i am lying.

I am truly not lying about any of it and she is the only person i told. since my SP started thinking i was lying about everything i dont know if other people now know about it too since i guess she doesnt think its confidential anymore ig idk.

I am really trying to manifest amd keep positive and everything but today when we called she said she doesnt think i should reach out at all since shes involved with something new and along with her truly not believing me at all it is so hard to keep track and i feel like giving up.

im trying to manifest her finally understanding everything ive told her and apologizing and also us just grtting back together.

i know ive made SO many mistakes while we were together and i know i had many chances but i just didnt appreciatr it enough when i had it but im really trying to grt better for her when we grt back together if it will even happen shich i feel like it just wont.

i really really REALLY need help with all of this. can i even manifest her believing me and what do i do about her talking to someone new? everytime i think about it it hurts so bad and i keep trying to afffirm and evrrything but its so hard when it hurts so bad snd i cannot get it off my mind.

please please please give me any advice you have. it will really help. it hurts so bad knowing she doesnt believe me at all and i js want to manifest that she does. please help me with anything you have to say. any advice would help so much.

there are also many more details and if that would help with giving advice i am more than open to sharing them i just need help PLEASEEEE.

okay so ive never posed on reddit before but im having so much trouble recently with my SP so we broke up in late/mid april but have been kinda in contact like barely throughout this month. Before may she was posting songs on her notes on insta and one of them was ‘hold on till may’ and everytime she put something there it was so obvious it was about us.

everytime me and her break up which has been maybe three times before this serious one it was like very short but each time she started talking to my ex bsf like right after every single time. After this serious breakup she did the same thing. she said they just have chemistry but was telling me they have so much in common thats why she wants to be friends with her. my SP said more things along those lines that were kinda mean and super hurtfull.

My ex bsf now has a bf. my SP has been doing well with us being done. i called my SP earlier tonight because i was looking at old pics missing her so much. i asked her if we could js talk and she was being nice but she told me she was involved with someone else. i was so close to crying about my SP and thats why i called her in the first place and hearing her say that made it so much worse.

I truly keep trying to stay on track not doubting or anything but i feel like its so impossible now.

Another HUGE aspect is that my SP thinks i am lying about being raped. apparently my ex bsf told my SP that i said “i miss the d being inside of me” and when my SP told me she said that and i didnt deny it she used that as more evidence i was lying.

my SP told me all the stories line up except for mine and i guess i can see it but she is so convinced i am lying about it and nothing i say can convince her and it really hurts. I really do see why she can believe that. i guess i can see what she means when she says only my story does not line up and i can admit it really does look like i am lying.

I am truly not lying about any of it and she is the only person i told. since my SP started thinking i was lying about everything i dont know if other people now know about it too since i guess she doesnt think its confidential anymore ig idk.

I am really trying to manifest amd keep positive and everything but today when we called she said she doesnt think i should reach out at all since shes involved with something new and along with her truly not believing me at all it is so hard to keep track and i feel like giving up.

im trying to manifest her finally understanding everything ive told her and apologizing and also us just grtting back together.

i know ive made SO many mistakes while we were together and i know i had many chances but i just didnt appreciatr it enough when i had it but im really trying to grt better for her when we grt back together if it will even happen shich i feel like it just wont.

i really really REALLY need help with all of this. can i even manifest her believing me and what do i do about her talking to someone new? everytime i think about it it hurts so bad and i keep trying to afffirm and evrrything but its so hard when it hurts so bad snd i cannot get it off my mind.

please please please give me any advice you have. it will really help. it hurts so bad knowing she doesnt believe me at all and i js want to manifest that she does. please help me with anything you have to say. any advice would help so much.

there are also many more details and if that would help with giving advice i am more than open to sharing them i just need help PLEASEEEE.

okay so ive never posed on reddit before but im having so much trouble recently with my SP so we broke up in late/mid april but have been kinda in contact like barely throughout this month. Before may she was posting songs on her notes on insta and one of them was ‘hold on till may’ and everytime she put something there it was so obvious it was about us.

everytime me and her break up which has been maybe three times before this serious one it was like very short but each time she started talking to my ex bsf like right after every single time. After this serious breakup she did the same thing. she said they just have chemistry but was telling me they have so much in common thats why she wants to be friends with her. my SP said more things along those lines that were kinda mean and super hurtfull.

My ex bsf now has a bf. my SP has been doing well with us being done. i called my SP earlier tonight because i was looking at old pics missing her so much. i asked her if we could js talk and she was being nice but she told me she was involved with someone else. i was so close to crying about my SP and thats why i called her in the first place and hearing her say that made it so much worse.

I truly keep trying to stay on track not doubting or anything but i feel like its so impossible now.

Another HUGE aspect is that my SP thinks i am lying about being raped. apparently my ex bsf told my SP that i said “i miss the d being inside of me” and when my SP told me she said that and i didnt deny it she used that as more evidence i was lying.

my SP told me all the stories line up except for mine and i guess i can see it but she is so convinced i am lying about it and nothing i say can convince her and it really hurts. I really do see why she can believe that. i guess i can see what she means when she says only my story does not line up and i can admit it really does look like i am lying.

I am truly not lying about any of it and she is the only person i told. since my SP started thinking i was lying about everything i dont know if other people now know about it too since i guess she doesnt think its confidential anymore ig idk.

I am really trying to manifest amd keep positive and everything but today when we called she said she doesnt think i should reach out at all since shes involved with something new and along with her truly not believing me at all it is so hard to keep track and i feel like giving up.

im trying to manifest her finally understanding everything ive told her and apologizing and also us just grtting back together.

i know ive made SO many mistakes while we were together and i know i had many chances but i just didnt appreciatr it enough when i had it but im really trying to grt better for her when we grt back together if it will even happen shich i feel like it just wont.

i really really REALLY need help with all of this. can i even manifest her believing me and what do i do about her talking to someone new? everytime i think about it it hurts so bad and i keep trying to afffirm and evrrything but its so hard when it hurts so bad snd i cannot get it off my mind.

please please please give me any advice you have. it will really help. it hurts so bad knowing she doesnt believe me at all and i js want to manifest that she does. please help me with anything you have to say. any advice would help so much.

there are also many more details and if that would help with giving advice i am more than open to sharing them i just need help PLEASEEEE.