I tried my best to draw it but basically my front foot sits kind of back on the second bolts so i can turn left and the one behind sits kinda further out so i can turn right. I found this to be very comfortable but I don't know how correct it really is. Because i've tried just having my feet straight kinda like the back foot in the picture and I can't control the board really well.
so im at my grandmas and my parents are coming by car and i told them to bring the skateboard. Now im afraid that it might deteriorate from heat or something even if it's gonna be transported in a car with an air conditioner.
I don't have any local skate shops that i could support unfortunately but i found this complete skateboard , read a lot of mixed reviews. In general is it a good deck that i could at least change the trucks and more later?? https://www.blue-tomato.com/en-RO/product/Globe-Goodstock+8+0+Complete-637961/
In general is it durable and lasting a good time after getting into tricks?? I just wanna ride it for now like basic stuff but later i might want to get into tricks so i wanna know everything i can. Thank you!
edit: excuse my bad english
I don't think it is insomnia but this is how it is for me. I wake up, probably at like 3pm (like i did today) eat breakfast and then NEED to eat or consume something with sugar cuz otherwise im not happy and then do absolutely nothing for the rest of the day AND night cuz i say i need to get it done, yet i never do. Just like with my sleep, i need to get it done, yet im still on my phone, or just sitting in bed and not being able to fall asleep.
Randomly tho, like two days ago i fell asleep at 8pm, woke up at 2 am, wasn't able to sleep, I really thought i was fixed. Im once again, here, unable to do anything, but stay up. Saying i have things to do. My body genuinely hurting me crying over my phone, for some goddamn reason unable to just stop looking at it. So i just cry and cry and force myself to stay awake so that i can reset my schedule. Never works, but im trying again today.
Ever since i've turned 18 i've started crying a lot. I've cried on the big day, kept crying every night after that. It's currently july and it stopped for a bit as i've managed to distract myself. But I can't sense anything else other than this sea of feelings wash over me again. I didn't know why i cried, was i very happy, was i sad that i wasn't a kid anymore, anxious about the future. I suppose a mix of all.
I've become very aware of the world around me, the more i'm consumed in the screen of my phone, the more i start to cry and realise that its all over for me, or what would be the purpose to go on. Since the planet seems to be dying and I can't help but wonder, how are people this carefree. How can you still just live? I certainly cant. I don't want to but I fear of not living you know?
I wanna think about **my** future, but it's all such a blur, never a success cuz i don't truly know if i'll get into that dream collage of mine. Yet again i'm seriously anxious like: "What if i don't like it", "What if it isn't for me" and especially "What if i start disliking the subject given at collage.
At the same time im happy and it's overwhelming me a lot. My 18 th birthday party was great, I'm had fun with my friends and family. That was until i started to cry a lot and for no apparent reasons, just laying in bed and crying with nothing on my mind, i mean could that truly just be it?
What happens after?
I really don't know. I cant seem to start doing anything like my hobbies currently and i hate that so much why can't i just move. So i figured maybe just talking about it with someone might help me gain a new braincell and just get up and move on.
Thank you.
what if i had it dyed purple or something of sorts would that help?
So for context, on children's day (due to the fact that it's our last and that we will be 18 in a short time this year) we went to this parkour park where you did some courses up in the trees with all kinds of obstacles and they were exhausting, but fun, even tho i fell, hit my butt and cried, but yeah. And now both me and her have muscle burn. Am i the asshole for staying home if her parents don't let her?
(I'm not talking about Animator vs Animation) There was this animated series probably around 2017 and the animation was SO good, the story very emotional like it made me feel really depressed. If i remember correctly the first episode or so had this like snowy scenery and the main character has like missions to carry out (but don't be fooled by my description of how i remember the story cuz it might be very wrong). I really wanna find it to this day i believe it will make me feel that way about a story again. So please if anyone has any ideea please let me know🙏🙏🙏.
(I'm not talking about Animator vs Animation) There was this animated series probably around 2017 and the animation was SO good, the story very emotional like it made me feel really depressed. If i remember correctly the first episode or so had this like snowy scenery and the main character has like missions to carry out (but don't be fooled by my description of how i remember the story cuz it might be very wrong). I really wanna find it to this day i believe it will make me feel that way about a story again. So please if anyone has any ideea please let me know🙏🙏🙏.
(I'm not talking about Animator vs Animation) There was this animated series probably around 2017 and the animation was SO good, the story very emotional like it made me feel really depressed. If i remember correctly the first episode or so had this like snowy scenery and the main character has like missions to carry out (but don't be fooled by my description of how i remember the story cuz it might be very wrong). I really wanna find it to this day i believe it will make me feel that way about a story again. So please if anyone has any ideea please let me know🙏🙏🙏.