u/NotAGhost64

Found this really cool unknown band. They're metalcore/post hardcore and really cool

Okay so me, (18M) and my gf (17F) have been dating for about 3 months now and the first 2 were so amazing, there was little bickering cause she smokes and I'm a little against it I worked on accepting it and how she might need it to get through stuff but that's kinda irrelevant now.

So we started calling maybe a month in idk, but it was so amazing I'm talking usually 5 hours on the phone no stop enjoying each other's presence laughing flirting everything

And we called for around a month like that

Until she went through something so she was a little distant but we still called and I still felt important to her

Until she's kinda started calling others rather than me, like she called this friend that I think liked her but he was crying or something and she was only calling with him for 2 hours or so and she called me for maybe 2 hours

Now, maybe 2, 3 weeks ago idk right now, she started talking to her ex that she kinda screwed the relationship with up, she's had a few that she's messed up but she has some struggles mentally so I shrugged it off and I wanted to be the one that stayed for her and everything

I'm not sure how she messed it up but

She's been talking to him recently, and talking to him a lot

Like, they call everyday, longer than me and her do, and she'd basically be calling him when she'd be calling me.

At some point her ex came to her house for like an hour cause he was in the area too. But she never said anything about it until after he left and she apparently helped him dye his hair or something

She also removed me from her bio and changed our playlist name from "b+g" (boyfriend+ girlfriend but hiding real initials for privacy) and it was changed to "my name and her name" and she said it was changed cause she thought I was gonna "leave her"

So, I brought up how we don't call as much and she notices that we haven't as much, and she talks about wanting to call more and stuff, she also brought up that I don't ask to call her, she used to always ask me and I'd basically always say yes because she's not as busy as me and I took her asking to call as a "hey I'm not busy we can spend time together"

But he apparently asks to call her, and they talk all the time now, and if we call she's always hanging up 15 minutes in or so and finding some excuse to hang up

I finally brought up how I felt like a second choice and she basically begged me to forgive her and said sorry and she asked me to please not leave her and we slept on call together and she teared up a couple times and it seemed like things will change

Things barely changed and she still feels like she'd rather call her ex than call me, and idk what to do anymore

I love her with everything in me, I just wanna be her first choice but it feels like her ex keeps coming first

Also, if things don't make much sense I'm most likely forgetting details and will answer any confused questions

But please help me out here, I don't wanna loose her but it feels like she's trying to distance herself from me.

Yo, so it's been a while since I've had any friends online and I decided imma look for some.

My interests are

Metalcore, Deathcore, Post Hardcore music

I love the bands Ice Nine Kills (not post-2023 tho), Famous Last Words, Currents, For All Those Sleeping, Asking Alexandria, Suicide Silence, The Black Dahlia Murder, Bullet For My Valentine, blessthefall

Horror movies, especially slashers, I love Scream, Halloween, Saw, and Final Destination franchises

I also play some games like Halo, COD, Titanfall, Splitgate, Minecraft, and others

I have 2 kittens named Stormy and Chip (I'll show if you message me haha)

Uhh if you wanna know what I look like I'm somewhere on my profile.

Anyways, I'm looking for some friends to talk to or chat, or if you wanna vent about something I'm here too

DMs are open