I don't need nor want advice btw. Also I'm aware this is an unhealthy "beverage", this picture is old and I wanted an excuse to post here.
The pic is old, I wouldn't actually order something like this nowadays.
They say all press is good press, but I get so much attention from people I don't like, people I don't even know, people who generally make me feel uncomfortable, but there's nothing I can do about it or I lose the attention of those I actually want it from. My brain is so dopamine fried. I feel like I'm losing it sometimes.
Why can't people understand the fact that their experience is not the common experience but rather their own specific instance?? I keep having people tell me that they look like this or they are actually chubby and they still found love or yadda yadda, when in reality I am bullied and demeaned for the way I look. I know there are steps I can take to look better and self improvement and whatnot but looks do matter!!! I have a positive attitude around everyone I know and I try to be super friendly but try as I might nothing can change the way people look at ugly people.
I'm getting too lazy to cook for myself.
The chat was started by the class officers and they announced something about an event, a few hours after it spiraled into people just using it for random crap, it eventually lead to my face being posted and laughed at, I didn't even say anything for them to react to. I wonder if they know they're driving someone to suicide or if that's just a side effect of their schadenfreude.
Bagel with jalapeno cream cheese and two overcooked (to my liking) eggs.