u/Ok-Discussion-1110

been looking at my videos and wondering if yes, i have 74 subs, in maybe 2 months unsure, but my views are pretty low, consistent, but low, makes me wonder if i dont have what it takes

So for the past couple of videos i was on a roll and was happy with my scripts, content and video editing, but these past 2 videos ive made arent very good, its as if my skills regressed and vanished, its a noticable dip in quality akin to my early videos and not like the past month/s where i have been trying to improve and made great strides, why did this happen, shouldnt all my videos henceforth be good, i feel like i am such a sham, this has happened my whole life, i see ppl who are just consistent and can grasp stuff so easy, but for me it feels as if i can do a one hit wonder in either 2d art, 3d or now video editing and then for the next months i never reach that quality again.

Why does this happen? why are my 2 last videos so bad, with matching views to show for it?

I noticed it migth be something of performance anxiety, sounds kinda funny, but if i dont feel nice that day, and if my motivation or self esteem is low that day i notice a quality drop.

All this makes me wonder if i have what it takes for youtube, i see people who have their 3rd video and its peak, but here i am, not using AI doing things old school and flopping, i am not them, i am lacking something talents wise, person wise and IQ wise it seems, i cant keep up, why?

i was a bit disapointed ngl, the exploration, story, and normal enemies are so meh, but the bosses and gameplay is so good

i made a finals video, 1.2 k or something views very good reception, odd since my others are of similiar quality and got 100-200 views, however i made a new video and i only got 16 views with no sign of it ever reaching more than 20 views, why? i admit im not super happy with this latest but its still ok, not amazing, ive made worse with lower views, is my content bad?

does my content have a place in youtube or its all ai farms now? fully human content is dead?