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I am so sorry from the bottom of my heart that we are in this group . There is LITERALLY NOTHING worse than losing a child. I am 8 months pp. i ache for my baby girl and our planned future .

I have two lc already so I know how lucky I am . But I want to try again. Does that make me crazy? I am almost 36. I die everyday just looking at my body & wishing I had my baby girl who was inside of me for safe 9’months.

I am terrified of going through this again. Can anyone please share any positive stories if anyone has had a successful birth of a lc after a stillbirth ? Especially considering my age already ?

Peace and blessings to all you mommies and daddies . I pray our babies are all safe and happy and continue looking down on us and give us strength . Big hugs to all.

I’m 9 months pp. I have 2 daughters already and this was to be our 3rd and final baby. Our angel left us 2 days before her scheduled C-section delivery . No issues found. I am still here and living because I refuse to let my living children go through hell just because I have. They’re so young and need me still . But somedays the grief hits me so damn hard. Like literally I am wailing and crying . I miss my baby girl so much . My whole image of my family changed. I know I have so much to be thankful for , I have two beautiful loving daughters …. But I miss my third daughter !! I feel like throwing up somedays . I am on low dose of Zoloft . But idk how to keep doing this . I feel like I’m wearing a facade for everyone else . Therapy Hasn’t helped me much. I keep thinking I want another baby . But it’s not going to bring my baby girl back. I know that. I never did wrong to anyone I always pray for everyone’s safety and happiness . Idk why this happened to us.

Praying for strength for all your mamas . Life is cruel . So cruel