What do I do with a tarot card deck that gave a hard reading (and came to life??)
Hi!
I’m new here, so I apologize if this isn’t the right sub, I’m just not sure who to go to for advice.
Some context, about two years ago, my best friend and I bought a tarot card pack, as a spur of the moment decision.
We had never had a reading, nor done a reading before.
The tarot card deck showed what would happen to us the next four seasons, and on the cover of the pack (important for later) was a black cat with green eyes. We both love cats which is why we bought it.
Our readings were both less than ideal, predicting major life altering events, sadness/hardships, followed by extreme growth and eventual happiness.
We didn’t really believe in the cards at the time, but then something spooky happened. It all came true.
Her husband of over a decade left her suddenly, my fiance of 5 years (now ex) lost his mind and we ended up separating.
It was a really hard year.
But we ended up growing a ton, and both admit (years and therapy later) that we’re happier because of it, looking back.
I have always had stray cats that wander my neighborhood. Shortly after the reading, a new cat joined the group that wander through my yard - it was a black cat with green eyes. It was more persistent than other cats, sometimes jumping up in my windows while I worked, right behind my computer. Honestly I thought it was just a coincidence for so long.
We’re now about two years past the reading, and everything that was predicted has happened. However, the black cat still visits me from time to time, and I’ll often notice that I will have the week of my life (bad) after he comes. I usually feel accomplished after it, like I learned something. It’s also not always bad.
He’s never approached me, I more just see him around and he’ll stare at me.
My question is, what do I do with the tarot card deck? I have been growing a TON which is wonderful and I’m very grateful for that, but I can’t tell if he’s bringing me lessons or bad vibes, or if the cat is there to comfort me, or if I’ve gone crazy (a cat is bringing me bad/good vibes?!).
I am tired of these lessons, and am truly not sure if these are lessons or just shitty things that are happening. Can someone explain to me how to get rid of this pack? For some reason when I go to throw it out it feels like i shouldn’t, like im doing something serious, and I DONT want to trigger another year like I did before by doing something incorrectly, because, despite a random week here or there, things are mostly better.
HELP!